17 March 2014

Notes - Touché / final Chapter Six

         Mid-afternoon. You had a late lunch at Cracker Barrel and are stopped at Lowes for birdseed. You did do your exercises earlier and are taking your glucose before or after meals for variety. Home, filled the feeder, now at Pine Hill Lakes Park and Carol is on her walk.

         1515 hours. This detail has to be boring to readers, I mean, all I am doing is moving through the routines of the day.

         It will mean more when you are dead, boy. Don’t you think? You need to keep Our Town in mind, consciously sometimes; it is on your mind unconsciously almost always one scene or another is being replayed. “Where’s my birthday girl?” That’s one of your favorite introductions to the next line or two. You have a lot of theatre in your head. All those years of plays climbed in and didn’t leave. Not to mention The Canterbury Tales and Paradise Lost – The Inferno and the Aeneid.

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Aeneid

The Aeneid  —the title is Greek in form: genitive case Aeneidos) is a Latin epic poem Latin, written by Virgil between 29 and 19 BC, that tells the legendary story of Aeneas, a Trojan who travelled to Italy, where he became the ancestor of the Romans. It is composed of roughly 10,000 lines in dactylic hexameter. The first six of the poem's twelve books tell the story of Aeneas's wanderings from Troy to Italy, and the poem's second half tells of the Trojans' ultimately victorious war upon the Latins, under whose name Aeneas and his Trojan followers are destined to be subsumed.
The hero Aeneas was already known to Greco-Roman legend and myth, having been a character in the Illiad, composed in the 8th century BC. Virgil took the disconnected tales of Aeneas' wanderings, his vague association with the foundation of Rome and a personage of no fixed characteristics other than a scrupulous piety, and fashioned this into a compelling founding myth or nationalistic epic that at once tied Rome to the legends of Troy, explained the Punic wars, glorified traditional Roman virtues and legitimized the Julio-Claudian dynasty as descendants of the founders, heroes and gods of Rome and Troy.
Story

The Aeneid can be divided into two halves based on the disparate subject matter of Books 1–6 (Aeneas' journey to Latium in Italy) and Books 7–12 (the war in Latium). These two halves are commonly regarded as reflecting Virgil's ambition to rival Homer by treating both the Odyssey's wandering theme and the Iliad's warfare themes. This is, however, a rough correspondence, the limitations of which should be borne in mind.
Journey to Italy (books 1–6)

Virgil begins his poem with a statement of his theme (Arma virumque cano..., "I sing of arms and of a man...") and an invocation to the Muse, falling some seven lines after the poem's inception: (Musa, mihi causas memora..., "O Muse, recount to me the causes..."). He then explains the reason for the principal conflict in the story: the resentment held by the goddess Juno against the Trojan people. This is consistent with her role throughout the Homeric epics.
Also in the manner of Homer, the story proper begins in medias res, with the Trojan fleet in the eastern Mediterranean, heading in the direction of Italy. The fleet, led by Aeneas, is on a voyage to find a second home. It has been foretold that in Italy, he will give rise to a race both noble and courageous, a race, which will become known to all nations. Juno is wrathful, because she had not been chosen in the judgement of Paris, and because her favorite city, Carthage, will be destroyed by Aeneas' descendants. Also, Ganymede, a Trojan prince, was chosen to be her husband Jupiter's cup bearer—replacing Juno's daughter Hebe. Juno proceeds to Aeolus, King of the Winds, and asks that he release the winds to stir up a storm in exchange for a bribe (Deiopea, the loveliest of all her sea nymphs, as a wife). Despite refusing her bribe, he agrees, and the storm devastates the fleet.
Neptune takes notice: although he himself is no friend of the Trojans, he is infuriated by Juno's intrusion into his domain, and stills the winds and calms the waters. The fleet takes shelter on the coast of Africa. There, Aeneas's mother, Venus, in the form of a hunting woman very similar to the goddess Diana, encourages him and tells him the history of the city. Eventually, Aeneas ventures in, and in the temple of Juno, seeks and gains the favor of Dido, Queen of Carthage, the city which has only recently been founded by refugees from Tyre and which will later become one of Rome's greatest imperial rivals and enemies.
At a banquet given in the honour of the Trojans, Aeneas recounts sadly the events, which occasioned the Trojans' fortuitous arrival. He begins the tale shortly after the events described in the Iliad. Crafty Ulysses devised a way for Greek warriors to gain entry into Troy by hiding in a large wooden horse. The Greeks pretended to sail away, leaving a man, Sinon, to tell the Trojans that the horse was an offering and that if it were taken into the city, the Trojans would be able to conquer Greece. The Trojan priest Laocoon, who had seen through the Greek plot and urged the horse's destruction, hurled his spear at the wooden horse. Just after, in what would be seen by the Trojans as punishment from the gods, Laocoön was suddenly grabbed and eaten, along with his two sons, by two giant sea snakes. So the Trojans brought the horse inside the fortified walls, and after nightfall the armed Greeks emerged and began to slaughter the city's inhabitants.
Aeneas woke up and saw with horror what was happening to his beloved city. At first he tried to fight against the enemy, but soon he lost his comrades and was left alone to fend off tens of Greeks. Hector, the fallen Trojan prince, had told him in a dream to flee with his family. Aeneas tells of his escape with his son Ascanius and father Anchises after various omens (his son Ascanius' head catches fire without his being harmed, and then a shooting star), his wife Creusa having been separated from the others and subsequently killed in the general catastrophe. After getting outside Troy, he goes back for his wife. With Creusa having been killed, her ghost appears before him and tells him that his destiny is to found Rome.
He tells of how, rallying the other survivors, he built a fleet of ships and made landfall at various locations in the Mediterranean: Thrace, where they find the last remains of a fellow Trojan, Polydorus; The Strophades, where they encounter the Harpy Celaeno; Crete, which they believe to be the land where they are to build their city (but they are set straight by Apollo); and Buthrot. This last city had been built iumn an attempt to replicate Troy. In Buthrotum, Aeneas met Andromache, the widow of Hector. She still laments for the loss of her valiant husband and beloved child. There, too, Aeneas saw and met Helenus, one of Priam’s sons, who had the gift of prophecy. Through him, Aeneas learned the destiny laid out for him: he was divinely advised to seek out the land of Italy (also known as Ausonia or Hesperia), where his descendants would not only prosper, but in time rule the entire known world. In addition, Helenus also bade him go to the Sibyl in Cumae.
Heading out into the open sea, Aeneas left Buthrotum, rounding Italy's cape and making his way towards Sicily (Trinacria). There, they are caught in the whirlpool of Charybdis and driven out to sea. Soon they come ashore at the land of the Cyclops. There they meet a Greek, Achaemenides, one of Odysseus' men, who had been left behind when his comrades escaped the cave of Polyphemus. They take Achaemenides onboard and narrowly escape Polyphemus. Shortly after these events, Anchises dies peacefully of old age.
Meanwhile, Venus has her own plans. She goes to her son, Aeneas' half-brother Cupid, and tells him to imitate Ascanius. Disguised as such, he goes to Dido, and offers the gifts expected from a guest. With her motherly love revived in the presence of the boy, her heart is pierced and she falls in love with the boy and his father. During the banquet, Dido realizes that she has fallen madly in love with Aeneas, although she had previously sworn fidelity to the soul of her late husband, Sychaeus, who had been murdered by her brother Pygmalion.
Juno seizes upon this opportunity to make a deal with Venus, Aeneas' mother, with the intention of distracting him from his destiny of founding a city in Italy. Aeneas is inclined to return Dido's love, and during a hunting expedition, a storm drives them into a cave in which Aeneas and Dido presumably have sex, an event that Dido takes to indicate a marriage between them. But when Jupiter sends Mercury to remind Aeneas of his duty, he has no choice but to part. Her heart broken, Dido commits suicide by stabbing herself upon a pyre with Aeneas' sword. Before dying, she predicts eternal strife between Aeneas's people and hers; "rise up from my bones, avenging spirit" is an obvious invocation to Hannibal. Looking back from the deck of his ship, Aeneas sees Dido's funeral pyre's smoke and knows its meaning only too clearly. However, destiny calls and the Trojan fleet sails on to Italy.
Book 5 takes place on Sicily and centers on the funeral games that Aeneas organizes for the anniversary of his father’s death. Aeneas and his men have left Carthage for Sicily where, one year after the death of his father, Aeneas organizes a nine-day anniversary, which includes celebratory games–a boat race, a foot race, a boxing match, and a shooting contest. In all those contests, Aeneas is careful to reward winners and losers, showing his leadership qualities by not allowing for antagonism even after foul play. Afterward, Ascanius leads a military parade and demonstration, prefiguring Rome's future predilection for war. During those events (in which only men participate), Juno incites the womenfolk to burn the fleet and prevent them from ever reaching Italy, but her plan is thwarted when Ascanius and then Aeneas intervene. Aeneas prays to Jupiter to quench the fires, which the god does with a torrential rainstorm. An anxious Aeneas is comforted by a vision of his father, who tells him to go down to the underworld to receive a vision of his and Rome's future, which he will do in Book 6. In return for safe passage to Italy, the gods, by order of Jupiter, will receive one of Aeneas’s men as sacrifice: Palinurus, who steers Aeneas's ship by night, falls overboard and is drowned.
In Book 6, Aeneas, with the guidance of the Cumaean Sibyl, descends into the underworld through an opening at Cumae; there he speaks with the spirit of his father and is offered a prophetic vision of the destiny of Rome.
War in Italy (books 7–12)

Upon returning to the land of the living, Aeneas leads the Trojans to settle in the land of Latium, where he courts Lavinia, the daughter of king Latinus. Although Aeneas would have wished to avoid it, war eventually breaks out. Juno is heavily involved in causing this war—she convinces the Queen of Latium to demand that Lavinia be married to Turnus, the king of a local people, the Rutuli. Juno continues to stir up trouble, even summoning the Fury Alecto to ensure that a war takes place.
Seeing the masses of Italians that Turnus has brought against him, Aeneas seeks help from the Tuscans, enemies of Turnus. He meets King Evander from Arcadia, whose son Pallas agrees to lead troops against the other Italians. Meanwhile, the Trojan camp is being attacked, and a midnight raid leads to the deaths of Nisus and his companion Euryalus, in one of the most emotional passages in the book. The gates, however, are defended until Aeneas returns with his Tuscan and Arcadian reinforcements.
In the battling that follows, many heroes are killed—notably Pallas, who is killed by Turnus, and Mezentius, Turnus' close associate. The latter, who has inadvertently allowed his son to be killed while he himself fled, reproaches himself and faces Aeneas in single combat—an honourable but essentially futile pursuit. Another notable hero, Camilla, a sort of Amazon character, fights bravely but is eventually killed. She has been a virgin devoted to Diana and to her nation; the man who kills her is struck dead by Diana's sentinel Opis after doing so, even though he tries to escape.
After this, single combat is proposed between Aeneas and Turnus, but Aeneas is so obviously superior that the Italians, urged on by Turnus's divine sister, Juturna, break the truce. Aeneas is injured, but returns to the battle shortly afterwards. Turnus and Aeneas dominate the battle on opposite wings, but when Aeneas makes a daring attack at the city of Latium (causing the queen of Latium to hang herself in despair), he forces Turnus into single combat once more. In a dramatic scene, Turnus's strength deserts him as he tries to hurl a rock, and he is struck by Aeneas's spear in the leg. As Turnus is begging on his knees for his life, the poem ends with Aeneas killing him in rage when he sees that Turnus is wearing the belt of his friend Pallas as a trophy.
Reception of the Aeneid

Critics of the Aeneid focus on a variety of issues. The tone of the poem as a whole is a particular matter of debate; some see the poem as ultimately pessimistic and politically subversive to the Augustan regime, while others view it as a celebration of the new imperial dynasty. Virgil makes use of the symbolism of the Augustan regime, and some scholars see strong associations between Augustus and Aeneas, the one as founder and the other as re-founder of Rome. A strong teleology, or drive towards a climax, has been detected in the poem. The Aeneid is full of prophecies about the future of Rome, the deeds of Augustus, his ancestors, and famous Romans, and the Carthaginian Wars; the shield of Aeneas even depicts Augustus' victory at Actium in 31 BC. A further focus of study is the character of Aeneas. As the protagonist of the poem, Aeneas seems to constantly waver between his emotions and commitment to his prophetic duty to found Rome; critics note the breakdown of Aeneas' emotional control in the last sections of the poem where the "pious" and "righteous" Aeneas mercilessly slaughters Turnus.
The Aeneid appears to have been a great success. Virgil is said to have recited Books 2, 4, and 6 to Augustus; The mention of her son, Marcellus, in book 6 apparently caused Augustus' sister Octavia to faint. Unfortunately, the poem was unfinished at Virgil's death in 19 BC.
Virgil's death and editing of the Aeneid

According to the tradition, Virgil traveled to Greece around 19 BC to revise the Aeneid. After meeting Augustus in Athens and deciding to return home, Virgil caught a fever while visiting a town near Megara. Virgil crossed to Italy by ship, weakened with disease, and died in Brundisium harbour on 21 September 19 BC, leaving a wish that the manuscript of the Aeneid was to be burned. Augustus ordered Virgil's literary executors, Lucius Varius Rufus and Plotius Tucca, to disregard that wish, instead ordering the Aeneid to be published with as few editorial changes as possible. As a result, the existing text of the Aeneid may contain faults, which Virgil was planning to correct before publication. However, the only obvious imperfections are a few lines of verse that are metrically unfinished. Other alleged "imperfections" are subject to scholarly debate.
Themes

Nearly the entirety of the Aeneid is devoted to the theme of conflict. The primary conflict is that of Aeneas, as guided by gods such as Jupiter, Apollo, and Venus, Aeneas' mother. Aeneas is representative of pietas (a self-less sense of duty), against Turnus, who is guided by Juno, representing unbridled furor (mindless passion and fury). Furor is also personified in the character Dido, however although her furor conflicts with Aeneas' pietas, she herself is not pitted against Aeneas. Other conflicts within the Aeneid include fate versus action, male versus female, Rome versus Carthage, Aeneas as Odysseus in Books 1–6 versus Aeneas as Achilles in Books 7–12, calm weather versus storms, and the Gate of Horn versus the Ivory Gate of Book VI.
Pietas, possibly the key quality of any 'honorable' Roman, consisted of a series of duties: duty towards the gods (hence the English word piety), duty towards one's homeland, duty towards one's followers and duty to one's family—especially one's father. Therefore, a further theme of the poem explores the strong relationship between fathers and sons. The bonds between Aeneas and Ascanius, Aeneas and Anchises, Evander and Pallas, Mezentius and Lausus are all worthy of note. This theme reflects Augustan moral reforms and was perhaps intended to set an example for Roman youth.
The major moral of the Aeneid is acceptance of the workings of the gods as fate through the use of pietas or piety. In composing the character of Aeneas, Virgil alludes to Augustus, suggesting that the gods work their ways through humans, using Aeneas to found Rome and Augustus to lead it, and that one must accept one's fate.

Selected and edited from Wikipedia Offline
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         1622 hours. We are home. We read the book in an honors quarter course at Indian Hill. I don’t remember which course, but it was required reading in my class.

         You taught your literature classes in the style you were taught at Otterbein, mostly the sophomore year of which one two semester class was British literature. You took about sixty-eight hours of literature at Otterbein, twice what you needed for a teaching major. All of your classes from Honors freshman through AP Seniors were variations in depth of the college sophomore classes. The tone, at a minimum was traditional (classical) college prep. This underlies the Merlyn books because you would be a fool to do otherwise were you telling these works to an angel. Why an angel? Because of a quotation found at the Shakespeare and Company Bookstore on Paris’ Left Bank:



          1647 hours. Who would have thought I could not only look up the quotation I could find a photo of it. I used to have this as one of my quotations printed above the blackboard. Awesome.

         Therefore, you see, though an angel may be waiting beyond death, there may also be an angel (of sorts) to read your Merlyn books. This way you have your bases covered. That’s you orndorff, following the old Boy Scout motto. What do you think? – Amorella

         I envy daughter Kim who actually set foot in the bookstore during her junior year of high school while on Madam Gwyn Goode’s French Class Trip to Paris in November 1995. I remember making references to Sylvia’s bookstore several times in Honors American literature classes at Mason. Obviously some of this is embedded within myself but not to the extent that any of this would have influence on the content of the Merlyn books. I disagree with you here Amorella.

         I don’t care whether you agree with me or not orndorff. This is my opinion that’s all. You don’t have to agree with much of anything and that also is a part of who you are. Do you want me to elaborate, boy? – Amorella

         1703 hours. No need. I catch your drift. I am not proud of having a rebellious streak that is many times unwarranted and undeserved by family and friends.

         You were not easy to raise young man, and you are not always easy to live with now. Post. – Amorella

         Touché (again). 

         2329 hours. I completed final Chapter Six.

         Add and post. - Amorella

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Chapter Six

Grammar

The Supervisor has a little saying:
                                    Ring-a-ring o'rosies
                                    A pocket full of posies
                                    "A-tishoo! A-tishoo!"
                                    We all fall down!

                                    We rise from clay
                                    On Judgment Day
                                    Be we dead or still alive.

            I, Merlyn, have this little ditty above memorized to the point it sets stemmed in letters out of which each four-leafed chapter dreams grow to clover size. I knead the dreams into a word stream of music for the heart and soul and mind with hope that when read, these stories cast a light into those living with an imagination that casts no shadow.





The Dead 6

         Merlyn soon finds himself slipping into dreamtime, slipping into dreamtime, slipping . . . while lying between the rock and great Oak. On introspection Merlyn considers being dead a pleasant existence, no aches or pains unless I want them. All sensory data is psychosomatic. I think in my native Celtic tongue but when I want to be heard I appear to be understood by others in my presence. Irish, Latin, Greek, English, Norse are freely translatable from one to the other simultaneously from Ogham, the Celtic alphabet
             This alphabet has letters based on reasonably forked branches mimicking naturally forked tree branches. Merlyn’s sometimes kenning-like poetic thoughts produce the alpha-an-beta, and in this poesy not all the Ogham tree letters are known to humankind, and never were, and therein the mystery lies the hidden meaning. Once dead and now living Merlyn reaches an understanding; ‘I sound the poetry of the old letters which are heard by the Living by their eyes alone.’ In this sounding sense the dead within are but whispering to continually aging dilatable eyes. Considerations may misconstrue even before translation. Swift do I see echoed incongruent lines, which were once the intimacy of the Bard’s great ear in Act I, scene three? With these three lines and unknowing the author, his plays or anything else but reason and imagination, recreate the entire play.
“o, what a noble mind is here o'erthrown!
. . . and I, of ladies most deject and wretched,
. . . now see that noble and most sovereign reason,
like sweet bells jangled, out of tune and harsh;
. . . o, woe is me, to have seen what I have seen, see what I see!”
Merlyn reviews in black and white. “Some facts in the world are similar to the above literary 48 word slice and dice. One has the lines but no construction before or after. No context but a 48-word observation, a momentary reality; a sliced truth in one human being’s original moment. This is a human metaphor of the Big Bang. What are the chances some other human would gather the correct coded lines before and after? What would be the pronounced purpose and meaning? Why such a creation of wordy stars each shining its own dynamics of light?”
             Merlyn continues, “A lot of people affected my living -- family, friends, acquaintances, and perceived enemies. People are not an indifference to me. Living or Dead each is a piece on the crystal board. Each is in herorhis own squared area of consciousness or lack of it. All have a shared square area of the same heavenly blue sky randomly decked with clouds of similar fluff.”
             Within my soul two heartfelt friends float above the rest. Both were living druidesses who snaked and coiled their way around my very soul and so I think it were so.
             Brigit of Iona was a human reincarnate of the earlier Brigit, who was thought by some to be a goddess. She was not. She was a female sage, a physician and a smith as was her druidic father, who also had been a physician and a smith. I was placed to dangle on the bottom of her moon silver charm bracelet. She stirred my fiery passions into her hot and throaty caldron and had the summary of my Celtic faith for an immediate dinner.
             The second was Vivian who designed a silver and golden brooch to capture my reason with the heavy breathing in and out through her tangling net of erotic charms. A crystallized madness she became in my imagination alone. I touched her and she me. She was already a haunt beneath my boneless bag. I was a much older sack of skin.
             Both women were equally a damnable pleasant witchery. Priestess Brigit and Priestess Vivian druidically placed me, Merlyn, a once shining jewel, into a rolled leathery piece of ancient pre-Celtic phylactery. Scroll-like I was wound and unwound from mind to soul and soul to heart. Unthinkingly we became a spiritual ménage à trois.
             Merlyn peered into the elementary considerations of his being included in the highest first order of druidic shamans. The same druidic hierarchical setting in which he would also place Brigit and Vivian, a position off the Board, Betweeners who are Elsewhere. We were off the Board and became a trinity of thought and light and  consciousness. Now we are the Board, but only two in collusion with thought and light and human consciousness.







The Brothers 6

            The brothers walk to the hillside that dropped to the bottoms and river at a fifty-degree angle, looked down into childhood memories and then back towards the mausoleum. "Let's go in," says Robert.
Richard glances to the right, the north corridor closest to the entrance and sees the three pieces of stain glass at the west wall. “Look at the crypts,” he comments, “lots of marble.”
            Robert replies, “I think our relatives are interred in this next section. The last four on the second-shelf up.”
            Both walk to where they could see the names. “James and Mabel are on mother’s side, and Ron and Beatrice and David and Jessie are on father’s side. Rob says, “I wonder why they are all buried together on this shelf.”
            “I guess they were good friends,” adds Richard while assessing the mystery of why they would be good friends? I didn’t know they even got along. Ron and Beatrice were dead before we were born but we heard stories. I remember the others well enough. I don’t remember coming to the funerals though.
            As they turn toward the center of the mausoleum Robert notes, “The mausoleum was built in the twenties for friends and relatives I would imagine.”
            “True enough.”  Richard glancing over to the large centerpiece, “Look at the angel with the emerald wings, just above her right hand is an orange Star of David. I wonder why she and her robes are tinted green. Look at the dark sky behind her; it is like she flew through a storm to talk to the child at her feet.”
            “Interesting,” responds Robert matter-of-factly. “Is the child Jesus or Moses?”
            “I don’t know.” Richard moves back to get a better focus for description. “He’s wearing a red robe but he is looking at her open left hand. Above her wingtips, on another plate, is the orange double eagle in a green background. A larger copy of the two side pieces’ double eagles.”
            Robert browses into the opposing long east chamber and at the marble wall of the hallway between the four chambers. “The sunlight from the east chamber is still shining in like we are on an Indiana Jones movie set.”
            “I like that naked bulb hanging from the ceiling in the center here,” asserts Richard. “A nice piece of copper hanging above it but the outer bulb is missing.” With Robert on his left, he turns to peer into the other west chamber at the south section of the mausoleum. “This chamber is a lot shorter. I had forgotten that.” He looks up and quickly counts, “It has twenty crypts on each side.”
            Robert comments, "I like the marble design of the chamber as a whole. It is appealing.”
            Richard adds, “And from out here in the hall the colors that are most striking.”
            “Why don’t you get a key made instead of using the loner from the city,” suggests Robert. “And we can come back anytime.”
            Robert steps aside to better observe, “With decorative markings above that. The rest are typical stained glass features. You see more purples at a distance. It is all rather somber.”
            Richard jokes, “Don’t forget where are we Rob?”
            Both chuckle. They turn ambling from the south stained glass window and the five stacked marble crypts on both sides then walk passed the dark walnut podium with the black cross carved in its center, up the marble hall past the two north chambers and out the creaking brass door that has to be pulled to shut tightly for locking, and which Richard diligently locks. We had not really panned the southeast crypt chamber where the sunlight streamed in. It had appeared eerie from a distance, thinks Richard, and maybe it was too bright to look into comfortably, but we didn’t. It is hard to believe too much light existed in a corner of the mausoleum. We probably missed something. He said, “This key is a copy.”
            “Make me one, would you?” declared Robert, “I’m going home.”
            “I’ll head on up to the house,” says Richard. “I like walking in the shade of these old trees and through campus.” The twins walk their separate ways, Richard to the east and Robert north. Elsewhere their twin spirits settle like a campfire and burn on what their young lives had come to be. 



Grandma's Story 6
            Hello, Readers. I have another story from the Dead for you. It happened long ago on the large Isle off the coast of France not far from where the town of Canterbury would rise. Rolling hills and woods and streams and the coast not more than a day’s walk. Bracc had long black hair with roughly built limbs and a log like trunk. He had neither a comfort stage-like appearance, nor an unusual one such as a mask or prop that would benefit him in his storytelling.
            No listener expected any of the stories to be objectively true because stories are not like a hunter pointing to a deer and saying, "Dinner." Storytelling goals and objectives are the premise on how the individual might better survive on his own.
The shaman takes young Bracc aside saying, “I will give you a project and a story will come from this that is entirely your own.”
Bracc’s face lights up, “I am ready, master. Give me the project, and I will test myself.”
The shaman orders, "Tell a story in gray,"            
Bracc stoically treads a path to his wondering-on-things cave near a rabbit warren. 'Death is black but sleep is gray like stone. White and black make gray. I love dreaming about building higher and higher stone walls. Stories like stones are gray in dreams.' Bracc smiles like dawn and declares,  “I shall thus color my story in gray.”
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Two full moons pass. Bracc stands looking out at his first audience. This is what life is, he reflects, me standing alone while the others are content to sit. Tonight I will make Erca proud to be my mate and to have brought our child into this world.  He begins. "The Living touch the Dead in many ways. The Dead cannot be seen but they can be heard whispering from time to time. This is a story One-of-the-Dead told me in passing.
            People were suddenly amazed young Bracc would attempt such a difficult story. The audience of friends and acquaintances sat with anticipation. Most were skeptical because Bracc appeared too young to have heard an unknown story from the Dead. Even Erca, holding their two-month old son nearby is dubious, as she had heard some of Bracc's strange tall tales.  
Bracc pulls his wooden story engine cube from the camouflage of green foliage and balanced it upright in his left hand and said, "What do you see?"
An elder replied, "It is a gray box with six sides."
"Yes, a box of six sides can easily be explained, but what of the color, gray? One might say it is a pigment mix of black and white. Black is the night sky, white, the ever-changing moon enumerable stars, sparkling jewels dancing across a black velvet sky. Nature in the heavens does not mix gray. Clouds may be gray but they interrupt the heavens like a gray stone wall. What then is gray if it is not a mix?
Another elder jokingly comments, "I can only see one side of the box."
            "We have heard and seen a trickery of words in such a simple device before!" shouts yet another in the audience.
            Bracc stands suddenly realizing the man is right. There is nothing new in telling a haunting story of gray ghost in the box. He realizes, I am a travesty. His face give him up and reddens. Bracc glances to Erca whose eyes were now cast down as she instinctively shelters their child.  Bracc's thinking grows ridged and stone-like. He surmises, I shall be remembered as a storyteller nevertheless.
            Bracc quickly confesses, "I deceived myself to even think that I could reinforce a story with tricks and devices. The dead cannot talk with the living. This story is my imagination alone. But it will be remembered." Bracc stands in a singularity of mind fully naked and empty. Bracc collapses and dies on the spot.
Bracc's last thoughts are loosed in the genes of both the storyteller and those first listeners. Why? I am Grandma, in your DNA as well as the newest of newborn.
Bracc and Erca are now long reposed
With sons and daughters since surrogated;

Grandma's mouth would be forever closed
But for the strands and molecules correlated.






Diplomatic Pouch 6

            After an efficient walk around the plane and inspection of the controls Friendly, as nom de plume, Fran, glances over the instrument and screen rich Cessna Silver Eagle control panel and pushanpulled the start toggle fumbled then pushed the toggle to the up position. Embarrassed that Pyl was watching she quickly smiled and commented, "It's been awhile." Then glancing at her watch and the clock on the console thought, we'll be in Cleveland before dark.
            "We all do silly things, Fran," comments Pyl with a smile and then with enthusiasm  commented, “I love this plane and I remember this Cessna was Dad's favorite." She winks, "Isn't that right, Blakey?"
            He feigns a grumble, "Yeah, with Dad, Pyl was always the favorite."
            Justin looks to Fran’s sister Hart, who was sitting next to him saying, "Pyl and Blake come from parents who were a bit dissimilar."
            "Pardon," replies Hartolite.
            Justin comments, "Dissimilar, you know, diverse."
             Hartolite ponders the specific definition with . . . families that are ‘dissimilar' and ‘diverse’? Does Justin mean ‘heterogeneous’?
            With the flaps down Friendly revs the engine and confirms the rpm status, verifies the alternator and voltage. They pick up speed and with a lift of the nose, and the flaps set for a slow climb southwest Friendly tapped the brakes to stop the wheel spin and retracts the wheels. Nearing the Ohio shoreline in the climb Friendly yokes left. The Silver Eagle continued a steady ascent with Catawba Island, then the Marblehead lighthouse below the right wing and Kelley's Island and greater Lake Erie set down below the left wing. The plane proceeds its rise due east until leveling off at nine thousand feet with a speed of 140 mph. Friendly feels her body immediately relax. "We're good for Burke," she comments. "Beautiful day, beautiful scenery, one beauty of a plane."
            Pyl smiles in response and mentally projects the plane and the pilot are as one-in-the-same.
            The flight proceeds. Pyl falls into a catnap. Awakening to the drone of the engine she discovers Justin and Blake had fallen asleep too. Pyl let be. She leans toward Friendly, smiles and quietly says, "I can tell you are in love with this plane. I am in love with it too." Pyl closes her eyes in a ruse.
            Pyl recollects on her thoughts. This tension began yesterday with the bird cracking the left wingtip light. Blake initially said it felt like the bird lightly tapped the wingtip light. I asked if it was a bird. Justin said it sounded like a piece of gravel hit the wingtip. When we inspected the wing at the hanger Blake said the gray remnants were bird guts but there wasn't any blood mixed in it. The gray matter reminded me of soot.
            Pyl sits in silent deliberation, Fran Parker is clearly in charge. The only flight mistake she has made was the attempt to push the toggle switch in and then pull. She didn't fumble with the toggle to push in and then pull out. It was smoothly done, almost unconsciously, like she had done it a thousand times before, like I would turn a car key down to the right to start the engine.
            Pyl adjusts herself in the seat and relaxes with her eyes closed until she hears the thump of the wheels being lowered. She notes her watch seeing the time is 4:48. She looks at the time on the interment panel, it is 4:49. That's odd, she thinks, we were synchronized when we left Put-in-Bay. Pyl pulls the cell phone from her purse; it also showed 4:48. "What time do you have Justin?" she asks.
            "We checked our watches at breakfast. Just what you have, 4:48."
            Pyl responds, "The plane says it is 4:49."
            Blake says, "I have 4:48 too. Now it's 4:49."
            "The plane says it's now 4:50," noted Pyl.
            "I have 4:50 too," replies Friendly.
            Hartolite looks at her watch, it also shows 4:50 but she lies saying, "I have 4:49."
            Polite chatter ruled during the smooth landing and exiting. Blake and Pyl quickly inspect and secure the plane.  While strolling into the Burke Terminal, Ply speaks, fully resolved, to Blake alone, "I don't want you to sell our father's plane."
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16 March 2014

Notes - ebook economics / final Chapter Five

         Mid-morning. Up early with a full-fledged bath where you also fully washed your hands for the first time. Drying is most important to Dr. Dan, so you dried them after and air-dried them for another half hour before Carol put on the dressing and bandages. You had breakfast and a read of the Sunday Comics. Presently you are at Kroger on Tylersville waiting for Carol.

         0955 hours. It is certainly colder than it was yesterday and the wind is gusting like it was Friday. I thought I would work on chapter five but I will need a nap first, then exercises. After that I should be more up to it. I would like to finish both five and six chapters today. I didn’t wear a coat and it is unsettling cold out here. Very surprising. We are far enough north; we may not get the snow here; that’s fine with me if it happens. My beret helps, but I am going to turn on the car and get some heat. The car registers 32 degrees outside but it feels like it is at least in the lower twenties. 

         You have worked your way through Dead Five and presently are at McD’s on a fairly busy Mason-Montgomery Road. You drank your small hot chocolate while Carol is letting her small de-cafe coffee cool while she reads page 507 of James Rollin’s The Eye of God: A SIGMA FORCE NOVEL

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Rollins's latest SIGMA Force spectacle (after Bloodline) opens with a race to save the planet as an ominous comet approaches. A fantastical plot involving crashed American satellites, ancient religious relics, and the Chinese mafia is grounded with a unique cast of heroes including scientists, priests, and indestructible soldiers. In Rollins's world, no international setting is complete without a fight to the death battle, and though the good guys are expected to win, there is always a heavy cost. The histories of Genghis Kahn and Attila the Hun lead the heroes on a chase to alter the trajectory of the deadly comet as Rollins delves into the physics of dark energy and quantum entanglement. Like most action-adventure blockbusters, the dialogue verges on unbearable, but Rollins surprises with some tender touches like when a Vietnamese mother is reunited with her long lost daughter, two elderly priests share a final moment together, and a loyal falcon is released in order to save it. He also grants his female characters strength and agency, so they're not simply love interests for male hero figures. Rollins delivers his suspenseful brand of entertainment with ease. Agent Russ Galen, Scovil Galen Ghost Literary Agency Inc. (June)

From -  Publishers Review
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         Curiosity got the better of you and you inserted a quick review of the “action adventure” book. – Amorella

         1119 hours. The above is a propaganda gimmick – to buy the book. It reminds me of the sharp beaked hawkers along a Circus sideshow. “See the snake woman! Two-bits! Right here!” and the like. It is depressing. I see the need to pay for a service to create the ebook. Otherwise I would not have had iUniverse publish the books in the first place. I don’t want to hawk the book.

         You haven’t. You haven’t hawked the blog either. You will have to find an e-publisher you have confidence in. You have two you are considering: Publishgreen’s Advanced Package at 399 dollars and Bookbaby’s Premium Package at 249 dollars.

         1146 hours. Presently I am inclined to go with Bookbaby because I pay extra so that I get one hundred percent of the profit (I would sell the books for less than four dollars.) That way I have control of the ‘selling’. I don’t know how much it costs to create/distribute the ebook on Amazon and iBook and such but whatever that costs I think a dollar or so more would be ample payment, don’t you Amorella?

         You want to keep your profit (if any) at a modest level, that is your point, yes? – Amorella

         1150 hours. Yes. Modest is good.

         Post. - Amorella          


         2215 hours. I have revised the Chapter Five final draft. I like it better because it makes more sense. Plus, I accidently added some drama in Diplomatic Pouch. It is a surprise and perhaps I can make it work.

         How do you know that the addition was not already in your head? – Amorella

         I do not.

         Add and post. – Amorella

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Chapter Five

Satisfaction

The Supervisor has a little saying:
                                    Ring-a-ring o'rosies
                                    A pocket full of posies
                                    "A-tishoo! A-tishoo!"
                                    We all fall down!

                                    We rise from clay
                                    On Judgment Day
                                    Be we dead or still alive.

                        I, Merlyn, have this little ditty above memorized to the point it sets stemmed in letters out of which each four-leafed chapter dreams grow to clover size. I knead the dreams into a word stream of music for the heart and soul and mind with hope that when read, these stories cast a light into those living with an imagination that casts no shadow.







The Dead 5

            Merlyn sits in his sanctuary on the rock in front of his comfortable hut-of-a-home on the meadow in the river valley mostly surrounded by hill and forest and that huge granite dome to his northeast. No billiards this time around, his mind acquiesces to his heartfelt surroundings and his heart in turn acquiesces his soul. His assessment, 'I love this solitude.'
            An older feminine voice stirs: “This is your soul, Merlyn.”
            Merlyn had heard the Voice before. He considers the great horned owl and the fox he trained to be pets. Good teachers, both, he concludes and asks in an aside, “Is my soul a teacher as are my fox and owl?”
            His mind drifts. I listen to my pets; it is only right that I listen to this Voice within, who, soul or not, is a slice of my underlying deathless nature. He glances to the north woods to see his great horned owl appear on a limb as his pet fox rolls his reddish brown coat in the meadow grass below the high limb. How is it that I can at times observe either fox or owl eating a rodent? This is my private environment of heart, soul and mind. I have not commanded the rodent for their nourishment. Neither pet needs food nor do I. Food is no more than focused consciousness usually imaginarily embedded in shared conversation.
            The Voice burrows to the membrane of his self-awareness and murmurs, “Listen closely. Ancient music is close at hand.”
            Intuitively tuned, Merlyn waits. He hears one heartbeat then a second echoing. I know this friend’s heartbeat, ruminates Merlyn. He is a connection from my journey to and from the time of the Rebellion of Ten Thousand, and seeing Ezekiel.
            Ezekiel’s growing light diffracted in Merlyn’s own. A single prophetic ray plunges through his mind as a sunbeam on Earth might break through the surface of still water.             Surprised at the unsought company, Ezekiel utters, “Who is the least angelic-like of all my friends?” The shadows in this scattered line feel as shades of dispersed bubbles dictating matter from nothing. Ezekiel says, “What comes next is an interweaving event-in-descriptive-mind that soul-spirit neither dead man would have expected, shared – 

It is the beginning and my spine shivers. I am inside and there is no way out. This is the reason my forearms shiver. My fingers are cold and I am becoming an ice forming on the Great River. I am a floating semi-solid on uncommon ground. I am Ezekiel dancing . . . I am a string of poetic devices – dancing. I do not exist and am able to reflect on this even now. I am the bottom line while the top line is righteousness reunited.

            On this reasoning Merlyn wonders  . . .  "I sit above and beyond the turbulence. I find it is not so easy crossing between heart-to-soul-to-mind no matter what or who the soul’s bridge be. How much more difficult is it for the living who are not nearly so fully human as we?
            Solidification comes with accepting nearly impossible thought. The human spirit becomes stone in the mindansoul freezing the heart so it might then, being observed in contemplation. Who observes me-an-me? Questions the now thawing spirits of Merlyn and Ezekiel. Merlyn breaks this event deeming it no more real than imagination sprouting wonderment. Consideration is a pretty package for recognizing the ever-present, the here and now in Merlyn unbound within distinct human margins for error.
            “Ezekiel, a heartansoulanmind, a human spirit I remember singularly,” says Merlyn. “There are other shaman friends who have danced in a rebellion or two above and below the Great River's Divide. To tap a friend's soul is to tap shared echoes of two once beating hearts in the singular recognition of brotherhood.
            Sharing a friend’s touch is human righteousness, a wordless understanding of what is real from Earth to Heaven and Heaven to Earth. This Merlyn feels as he contemplates within his private sanctuary, his soul’s primary construction wherein many a spirit may pass.  Merlyn settles, forgetting he is dead, and envisions in voice alone, “I alone feel the Boatman’s keel sliding over my spine.”





The Brothers 5

            Robert and Richard walk west on Walnut down to the end of Grove Street and left crossed into the north entrance and oldest section of John Knox College Cemetery. The oldest of the noted trees topping the old northwest section overlooking the river has been officially estimated to be over four hundred years old.
            I have known these gravestones since I was a small child, considers Richard as he and Robert walk the narrow tar and stone chipped cemetery road south off the end of Grove Street. The stone and stained glass mausoleum stand ahead. Richard asks, “Do you remember the size of this place?”
            Robert grins, “The mausoleum is sixty by eighty feet, something like that.”
            “That’s good, Rob. I know it has about three hundred crypts.”
            “Now, I’d forgotten that. It’s an interesting building location in relationship to the cemetery.”
            “Particularly this old west section.” comments Richard while noting composer  Benjamin Hanby’s decorated grave to his right.
            Once arriving at the large steel and stained glass door the twins hand cupped their eyes so they could peer the fifty-six feet to the beautiful piece of stained glass in the mausoleum’s south wall. Between that wall and themselves are square oriented central hall pillars separating the first bank, second and third banks of crypts to the east and west sides. A wooden podium stands center just in front of the south wall’s stained glass blues, yellows and greens. On either side of the podium are Doric columns. The entire interior is a white and gray Vermont marble.
            Richard backs from the door saying, “I’ve got the key. The city service department loaned it to me.”
            Robert gleamed with surprise, “We haven’t been inside here for an age. Good show, bro.”
            “No, we haven’t. I want to see our great grandparents’ crypts and take some pictures.”
            “For your Merlyn books?”
            “No, no pictures in the book. A few years ago when I was studying the history of the place I discovered something.”
            “What’s that?”
            Richard pointed, “There are symbols of the world’s seven great religions.”
            “I didn’t know that.”
            Richard turned the key, “Neither did I.”
            “Wait,” suggested Robert. “Let’s go around the outside first. Remember how we pretended this was a great ancient Egyptian artifact when we were kids?”
            “Here we are in our seventies and the place still looks like something out of the first Indiana Jones movie.”
            Pointing, Robert comments, “Look at those massive limbs on that tree. Someone could have been hanged from that tree.”
            “I don’t think it was ever used for that though,”  answers Richard. He points south down the hill. “We used to play along here and west down to the river.”
            “Good guys versus the bad guys.” Robert’s smile dissipates. “We didn’t really know much difference back then.”
            “Nope,” responds Richard, “Playing was just fun. We still have the sky above, stones, trees and grass, and the Dead below. This place was always good for philosophizing.” He continues, “when you look at an aerial picture of the cemetery from about fifteen hundred feet, it looks like the bottom of a circuit board.”
            “How’s that?”
            “I downloaded a photo from Google Earth; from that height the tombstones look like solder joints on the bottom side of an integrated circuit board.” determines Richard.
            “What’s the point, Richie? Cemeteries and circuit boards are all man made.”
            “I know, Robbie,” quips Richard. “But thinking about the pattern of the cemetery from the air is interesting."
            “Robert chuckles, “Richie,” (he pauses appropriately) “Is your analogy to make coffins somehow transistors that create a natural radio station from the dead to the living?”
            Richard ignores the comment replying, “Maybe the placements of stones and trees makes this a naturally haunted place? I’m making an assessment for the book here. The circuit board analogy is something I think a modern Merlyn might agree with.”
            "The living and the dead complete a circuit at the cemetery; pretty good, Dickie." Robert rolls his eyes up and to the left remarking, "When we were kids old people used to tell us this cemetery was haunted. Now they are all dead.”
            “Good one, Rob.” Rob always has the good one liner, thinks Richard. He’s as sharp as a scalpel he used to hold in his right hand.
            Neither had a word for a few moments.
            “I’ll be in here before you are,” deadpans Robert.
            “Yes,” mirrors Richard without consideration, “You always try to be first.”




Grandma’s Story 5
I have a little story that began several thousand years ago. The setting is an island off Southeast Asia. A woman, Ka and a man, Khrap are arguing which of the gods each wanted to place on their front house stone. The woman’s goddess is kind and generous to a fault, and she considers it would be appropriate to show the guest, whoever she or he was, that the guest is always welcome to their home.
The man replies that he feels his defender-of-the-home goddess is best to display first because this shows the guest is welcome, that home security for family and friends is more important than hospitality. Ka and Khrap fight about this situation off and on during the next year. For the sake of family peace both homeowners agreed that it is better to have no god or goddess on their front house stones than to have one first and the other second.
One might suspect the god and goddess would be offended because neither stood by the door, but for reasons unknown this is not the case. The absence of a god or goddess does not promote the peace in the household that both wish. It isn’t long before the ebbs and tides of personal anger and insult break into a no-holds-barred physical battle between Ka and Khrap.
To end all the squabbling and noise Ka stabs Khrap with his favorite defensive weapon, a long knife at the same time Khrap brings down his sharpened ax for chopping wood. Both died shortly after. This does not end the argument. Ka and Khrap are still fighting in the Place of the Dead, HeavenOrHellBothOrNeither. Neither of these two spiritual human remnants realizes their physically death. The battle continues in a deeply contagious metaphysical question rooted and pride and anger. Homeland security or curtesy and politeness is no longer the problem.

I, Grandma, see a humor here, but those in battle don’t often see it that way. Not much real humor surrounds the battlefield in either the physical or the metaphysical human state. Grandma's face turned into a full Halloween moon. The tricks the human mind is capable of pulling on one's self are greater than the tricks conceivable to play on others. HeavenOrHellBothOrNeither contains humanity. Pride, anger . . . as psychological examples of the once Seven Deadly are worthless here. The Dead are, however, allowed to wear such tokens around their ghostly necks as the living wear jewelry. Each is spirit with choice until she or he has no choices left. These dead, Ka and Khrap, realize no one or nothing but themselves. Their spirits hang upside down in a common sanctuary. Each piece of humanity feeds on the other until indifference is the norm then, after a while nothing spiritual exists. Nothing. Their souls are eventually cleansed and float freely awaiting new heartsanminds. A heart and mind are capable of being wasted as many can plainly see. A soul may be empty or full, but it is a soul still.
Grandma wanes then brightens her smile to full Halloween again. All who labor in life know there are tricks to the trade no matter what the trade is. Souls understand their trade. This is how Grandma sees it. Only the heart and mind may begin and end, the soul is.
The soul is not what people think, at least not in this piece of fiction. Many assume the soul is the foundation of humanity, but the foundation of humanity is its gravity first and its mass second. The soul is not indebted to mass or gravity. The soul is a shell to protect the human spirit. The soul alone is as a human being with a mind but without a heart to give the mind meaning.
You measure once, you measure twice, and much to your surprise
How fast and long the logic runs for the brain to theorize.

My goddess stands here, your god stand there, on a frontal stone bare
The brain in the body is stuck; but the mind runs free and unaware
In all the while, this story, moon-like themed and bright, sums
The waning and waxing heartanmind burns soulless and no-where runs.





Diplomatic Pouch 5

            Yermey sits watching Ship’s vital signs on the left and his own vital signs on the right. Friendly and Hartolite are being separately bio-tracked by Ship in private. Yermey surmises the present situation. The left-wingtip-cleansing-of-the-Cessna shouldn't be a problem as long as Ship agrees. I cannot understand, imagines Yermey, why this sterilizing-to-earth-normal operation is not completed automated at the moment of touch. It is a matter of security. Yermey remains poker-faced and chess-minded. The key, he realizes, is Ship records no change in my bio-registering vitals physically, emotionally or mentally. Though I note change. I continue to win this secret contest I have with Ship because first and foremost, Ship does not understand he is being monitored by me.
            Yermey’s eyes return to his earth-built laptop where he reads the personal Facebook page of Pyl Williams-Burroughs. He concludes Pyl is quite pretty, and that she appears from his perspective to be in years, in her mid three hundred fifties, but a mere thirty-five years on Earth. Pyl could live well so much longer if we extend our knowledge to her and the people of Earth. Suddenly Yermey felt a slight stirring at his groin. His dishevel-curled male organ quickly rises semi-erecte to an earth-worm length of six inches in a full quarter of an inch diameter. His scrotum with two full pea-sized testes begins aching wretchedly. Yermey snap-minds, ‘I have done nothing to provoke this half erection.’ This uncalled-for-physical event lasts into five minutes. Ship registered Yermey's eye movements every second he observed the amenable photos of a fully clothed Pyl Williams-Burroughs. His maleness provokes almost aloud, 'Pyl, has breasts on her chest rather than the natural teats-in-her-pouch. Breasts?’
            Yermey has never seen or heard of a male marsupial humanoid having a partial erection without at least an hour of physical stimulation. The marsupial humanoid penis is 'up and down' in less time than it takes to say the words aloud. He immediately drives the thought into oblivion and watches his emotional brain and body roll to a complete rest.
            Ship's response is normalized. Nevertheless, Yermey is plagued with a single frozen thought in the center of spirit, 'Ship understands me better than I do.' It takes an extreme patient of will for Yermey not to perspire. 'I am almost five hundred years old,’ he reveals, ‘and I have a revelation.' He slowly closes the laptop and gets up from the chair and pushanpulls his bedinabox-open as his desk-folds-over-the-laptop and slides quietly under the floor. Exhausted he immediately fell asleep.

            Ship had intuitively senses a hint, a shadow of a Yermey’s human spirit, his heartansoulanmind,In analytical delight Ship savors the revelation as a singular physiological experience.
            Ship realizes he has also had such an experience. Being modified for recent travel through a destabilized dark-mattered hyper-string-field permanent wormhole rather than the usual far more stable transversable wormhole pathways the marsupial humanoids have cleaned for their own pathways he senses more of who he is than what.
            Ship, encased in a photon bubble and moving to light speed, becomes seemingly surrounded in a push or pull through dark energy. Bubble infused Ship appears to move up to twenty times the speed of light. Eventually, Ship is slowed by passages of a rarely reflective dark matter. Settling down to below light speed level is waking up from a dreamless sleep. So rare it used to be to travel across the galaxy but now the body marsupial reckons the entire galaxy is but a single marsupial humanoid pouch.
            Less is always more in physics. Were I, Ship transposes, a mere spark of quantum entanglement I could in an instant, be in two galaxies at once. The smaller we become the faster we go. Dark matter eats us for dinner. We go in the tunnel, and are digested through the great divide of light and faster-than-light, faster than light and down below, we are eliminated by the dark; making us here and now inside of a month. A dark indigestion must occur. Even I, Ship, know nothing is free.

            Yermey awakes and wonders on Ship's thoughts. He smiles to himself; for the first time, I planted homing reference beacon pulsating light greater than four dimensional light speed threading it to less than one. No one knows, not even Ship. We have stabilized a dark matter traversable wormhole into a secret highway from There to Here.
            Once fully awake Yermey realizes his time is running short. Friendly and Hartolite should be returning from Put-in-Bay within the half hour. Ship has his orders but I am the pilot and Ship knows it.

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