31 May 2013

Notes - background on privacy for Brothers 18 / misplaced irony / I am mostly imagination


         Mid-morning. Carol is finishing up washing and ironing. You want to focus on making corrections, but first you want a family discussion on the front porch; something topical will do. How about surveillance and phone cameras? Where's the privacy in either one?

         0852 hours. Privacy. What does this mean? What did it ever mean?

         You are at Pine Hill Lakes Park looking northeast from the parking lot. The water tower is on your immediate right. Quite a breeze today, orndorff, and it was good for a sailing when you were a younger more adventurous lad of late twenty, early thirty something.

         0943 hours. I took a walk over the north end of the earth dam down to the woods and back up. Carol is continuing her walk with clippers in hand for trimming excessive honeysuckle over the paths. I have been checking on "privacy". Here's what seems important (in Wikipedia Offline) to me.

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Privacy

Privacy (from "separated from the rest, deprived of something, esp. office, participation in the government", from privo "to deprive") is the ability of an individual or group to seclude themselves or information about themselves and thereby reveal themselves selectively. The boundaries and content of what is considered private differ among cultures and individuals, but share basic common themes. Privacy is sometimes related to anonymity, the wish to remain unnoticed or unidentified in the public realm. When something is private to a person, it usually means there is something within them that is considered inherently special or personally sensitive. The degree to which private information is exposed therefore depends on how the public will receive this information, which differs between places and over time. Privacy partially intersects security, including for instance the concepts of appropriate use, as well as protection, of information.
The right not to be subjected to unsanctioned invasion of privacy by the government, corporations or individuals is part of many countries' privacy laws, and in some cases, constitutions. Almost all countries have laws which in some way limit privacy; an example of this would be law concerning taxation, which normally require the sharing of information about personal income or earnings. In some countries individual privacy may conflict with freedom of speech laws and some laws may require public disclosure of information which would be considered private in other countries and cultures.
Privacy may be voluntarily sacrificed, normally in exchange for perceived benefits and very often with specific dangers and losses, although this is a very strategic view of human relationships. Academics who are economists, evolutionary theorists, and research psychologists describe revealing privacy as a 'voluntary sacrifice', for instance by willing participants in sweepstakes or competitions. In the business world, a person may volunteer personal details (often for advertising purposes) in order to gamble on winning a prize. Personal information which is voluntarily shared but subsequently stolen or misused can lead to identity theft.

Privacy, as the term is generally understood in the West, is not a universal concept and remained virtually unknown in some cultures until recent times. Most cultures, however, recognize the ability of individuals to withhold certain parts of their personal information from wider society - a fig-leaf over the genitals being an ancient example.

The word "privacy" is sometimes regarded as untranslatable by linguists. Many languages lack a specific word for "privacy". Such languages either use a complex description to translate the term (such as Russian combine meaning of уединение - solitude, секретность - secrecy, and частная жизнь - private life) or borrow English "privacy" (as Indonesian Privasi or Italian la privacy).

Types of privacy

The term "privacy" means many things in different contexts. Different people, cultures, and nations have a wide variety of expectations about how much privacy a person is entitled to or what constitutes an invasion of privacy.
Brief description of privacy

Physical privacy could be defined as preventing "intrusions into one's physical space or solitude"
This would include such concerns as:
preventing intimate acts or hiding one's body from others for the purpose of modesty; apart from being dressed this can be achieved by walls, fences, privacy screens, cathedral glass, partitions between urinals, by being far away from others, on a bed by a bed sheet or a blanket, when changing clothes by a towel, etc.; to what extent these measures also prevent acts being heard varies

video, of aptly named graphic, or intimate, acts, behaviors or body parts

preventing unwelcome searching of one's personal possessions

preventing unauthorized access to one's home, vehicle or man-cave

medical privacy, the right to make fundamental medical decisions without governmental
coercion or third party review, most widely applied to questions of contraception

An example of the legal basis for the right to physical privacy is the US Fourth Amendment which guarantees "the right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures". Most countries have laws regarding trespassing and property rights also determine the right of physical privacy.
Physical privacy may be a matter of cultural sensitivity, personal dignity, and/or shyness. There may also be concerns about safety, if for example one is wary of becoming the victim of crime or stalking. Civil inattention is a process whereby individuals are able to maintain their privacy within a crowd.

Informational

Information or data privacy refers to the evolving relationship between technology and the legal right to, or public expectation of privacy in the collection and sharing of data about one's self. Privacy concerns exist wherever uniquely identifiable data relating to a person or persons are collected and stored, in digital form or otherwise. In some cases these concerns refer to how data is collected, stored, and associated. In other cases the issue is who is given access to information. Other issues include whether an individual has any ownership rights to data about them, and/or the right to view, verify, and challenge that information.
Various types of personal information are often associated with privacy concerns. For various reasons, individuals may object to personal information such as their religion, sexual orientation, political affiliations, or personal activities being revealed, perhaps to avoid discrimination, personal embarrassment, or damage to their professional reputations.

Financial privacy, in which information about a person's financial transactions is guarded, is important for the avoidance of fraud including identity theft. Information about a person's purchases, for instance, can reveal a great deal about their preferences, places they have visited, their contacts, products (such as medications) they use, their activities and habits etc.

Internet privacy is the ability to determine what information one reveals or withholds about oneself over the Internet, who has access to such information, and for what purposes one's information may or may not be used. For example, web users may be concerned to discover that many of the web sites which they visit collect, store, and possibly share personally identifiable information about them. Similarly, Internet email users generally consider their emails to be private and hence would be concerned if their email was being accessed, read, stored or forwarded by third parties without their consent. Tools used to protect privacy on the Internet include encryption tools and anonymizing services like I2P and Tor.

Medical privacy allows a person to withhold their medical records and other information from others, perhaps because of fears that it might affect their insurance coverage or employment, or to avoid the embarrassment caused by revealing medical conditions or treatments. Medical information could also reveal other aspects of one's personal life, such as sexual preferences or proclivity. A right to sexual privacy enables individuals to acquire and use contraceptives without family, community or legal sanctions.

Political privacy has been a concern since voting systems emerged in ancient times. The secret ballot helps to ensure that voters cannot be coerced into voting in certain ways, since they can allocate their vote as they wish in the privacy and security of the voting booth while maintaining the anonymity of the vote. Secret ballots are nearly universal in modern democracy, and considered a basic right of citizenship, despite the difficulties that they cause (for example the inability to trace votes back to the corresponding voters increases the risk of someone stuffing additional fraudulent votes into the system: additional security controls are needed to minimize such risks).

Organizational

Governments agencies, corporations, groups/societies and other organizations may desire to keep their activities or secrets from being revealed to other organizations or individuals, adopting various security practices and controls in order to prevent this. Organizations may seek legal protection for their secrets. For example, a government administration may be able to invoke executive privilege or declares certain information to be classified, or a corporation might attempt to protect valuable proprietary information as trade secrets.

Spiritual and intellectual

The earliest legislative development of privacy rights began under British common law, which protected "only the physical interference of life and property." Its development from then on became "one of the most significant chapters in the history of privacy law." Privacy rights gradually expanded to include a "recognition of man's spiritual nature, of his feelings and his intellect." Eventually, the scope of those rights broadened even further to include a basic "right to be let alone," and the former definition of "property" would then comprise "every form of possession -- intangible, as well as tangible." By the late 19th century, interest in a "right to privacy" grew as a response to the growth of print media, especially newspapers.

Definitions

In recent years there have been only few attempts to clearly and precisely define a "right to privacy." Some experts assert that in fact the right to privacy "should not be defined as a separate legal right" at all. By their reasoning, existing laws relating to privacy in general should be sufficient. Other experts, such as Dean Prosser, have attempted, but failed, to find a "common ground" between the leading kinds of privacy cases in the court system, at least to formulate a definition. One law school treatise from Israel, however, on the subject of "privacy in the digital environment," suggests that the "right to privacy should be seen as an independent right that deserves legal protection in itself." It has therefore proposed a working definition for a "right to privacy":
The right to privacy is our right to keep a domain around us, which includes all those things that are part of us, such as our body, home, thoughts, feelings, secrets and identity. The right to privacy gives us the ability to choose which parts in this domain can be accessed by others, and to control the extent, manner and timing of the use of those parts we choose to disclose.

A collective value and a human right

There have been attempts to reframe privacy as a fundamental human right, whose social value is an essential component in the functioning of democratic societies. Amitai Etzioni suggests a communitarian approach to privacy. This requires a shared moral culture for establishing social order. Etzioni believes that " privacy is merely one good among many others", and that technological effects depend on community accountability and oversight (ibid). He claims that privacy laws only increase government surveillance.
Priscilla Regan believes that individual concepts of privacy have failed philosophically and in policy. She supports a social value of privacy with three dimensions: shared perceptions, public values, and collective components. Shared ideas about privacy allows freedom of conscience and diversity in thought. Public values guarantee democratic participation, including freedoms of speech and association, and limits government power. Collective elements describe privacy as collective good that cannot be divided. Regan's goal is to strengthen privacy claims in policy making: "if we did recognize the collective or public-good value of privacy, as well as the common and public value of privacy, those advocating privacy protections would have a stronger basis upon which to argue for its protection".
Leslie Regan Shade argues that the human right to privacy is necessary for meaningful democratic participation, and ensures human dignity and autonomy. Privacy depends on norms for how information is distributed, and if this is appropriate. Violations of privacy depend on context. The human right to privacy has precedent in the United Nations Declaration of Human Rights: "Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers." Shade believes that privacy must be approached from a people-centered perspective, and not through the marketplace.

Privacy law

Privacy law is the area of law concerning the protecting and preserving of privacy rights of individuals. While there is no universally accepted privacy law among all countries, some organizations promote certain concepts be enforced by individual countries. For example, the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, article 12, states:
No one shall be subjected to arbitrary interference with his privacy, family, home or correspondence, nor to attacks upon his honor and reputation. Everyone has the right to the protection of the law against such interference or attacks.

Selected and edited from Wikipedia Offline - privacy
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         The above is helpful in directing a discussion but only after the fact so that it might be better clarified for the reader. - Amorella

         1037 hours. We are home. I remember the many surveillance cameras in London and that was back in September 2007. I do not remember them from our 2001 June trip.

         Take a break, boy. Post. - Amorella


         1255 hours. I had a nap with Jadah (our cats take lots of naps) and I have been watching one of the TED series on successful underwater camouflage:



         Camouflage may be primarily for self-defense or for gathering nourishment but a side benefit would appear to me to be privacy. It can be a deception to preserve personal space. The ability to put on an act and then to do it is a deception I would think we primates are all guilty of at one time or another. In some ways the intrigue in romance is a slice of this behavior.

         Are you speaking from experience, boy? - Amorella

         I suppose, but I was thinking of Vivian and Merlyn.

         How does this present 'camouflage' concept effect your early learning experience on being both honest and polite? - Amorella

         1317 hours. I don't know that it does, but it might. Living allows for lots of accumulation of self-deception. What happens to this when among the Dead?

         In here, boy, that's the hell of it. - Amorella

         What an enlightening and dark humor both at once. Makes me smile contented-like though. Who knows why?

         Misplaced irony, young man. Post. - Amorella



         Mid-afternoon. You had an excellent though late lunch at Smashburgers, what with two sides, sweet potato fries and steamed veggies you both feel like you had a regular meal. A storm is brewing to your southwest and it was anticipated. You brought the green Honda as it has not been recently washed. Carol was asking about a movie; "Into the Darkness" is still playing so if you go that's probably what you will see. - Amorella


         1503 hours. Still waiting on Carol at Kroger's on Tylersville. I love Star Trek. It is hard to believe the series is still on. Very cool.

         You are home, and you had lots of wind and rain along the way. You thought the storm was going to head north and it did but it also headed east -- a typical Ohio spring afternoon thunderstorm. Now, where are the cats hiding out? - Amorella

         After watching the news you and Carol had her chicken salad with a side of veggies for dinner, a nice summertime treat. You have been thinking about your own privacy today and realize that you do have some privacy even though most anyone can read your heartansoulanmind if sheorhe so desires. - Amorella

         The words in blog and Merlyn books are a translation, Amorella, a dressing, as it were. I am not so naked kept, as it might seem. The dressing is not a camouflage though, nor is it a self-deception as far as I can see. I don't know how far you can see. - rho

         The signing shows a bit of your personal constitution, boy. You stand facing me directly, so to speak, without flinching and without doubt that you are who you are and can accept this, so to speak, warts and all just like Cromwell. - Amorella

         1945 hours. Now, with doubts, I had to check. I was not sure it was Oliver Cromwell.

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The saying "Warts and all" alludes to the instructions of Oliver Cromwell to Sir Peter Lely, who was painting his portrait, that it include any imperfections. "I desire you would use all your skill to paint my picture truly like me and not flatter me at all; but remark all these roughnesses, pimples, warts, and everything as you see me, otherwise I will not pay a farthing for it."

From: fwdweekly.com/Issues/1997/0619/splice.html
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         You doubt me, but in this case of 'translation' not yourself. - Amorella

         Strangely and without the usual odds I feel words connected with anyone of heartansoulanmind would be a dressing of sorts, a fig-leaf if nothing else. The private parts of heartansoulanmind stay private, but for G---D or Angel of G---D. At least this is so imagined within the framework of myself. What else can I say? Nothing.

         Pray tell, what, hypothetically, would G---D do with such human privacy? - Amorella

         Out of respect as well as a complete lack of knowledge, I will refrain from thought on the subject. Why do you ask me such a question? What else would you expect me to say?

         The question is a reminder, boy, of how it was in your heartansoulanmind to be one on one with an Angel of G---D. - Amorella

         That was my error of some twenty-five years ago, but I well remember the intimate circumstance as I was always in doubt that you were an Angel of G---D, but I allowed the possibility no matter how remote, that you could be. I had no choice if I were to keep my mind as well as heart and soul clear.

         Then, as now, I would reason: "let these thoughts go, let me be free of them because they are not worthy of my humble consideration. I am a primate, a part of the creation, not a Creator of All Things and Beyond. I shall not be toyed with in this way.

         You gave the concept up, you gave yourself up, boy, at least psychologically. You then and now have nothing to hide, no need for a fig-leaf. Do you see how this is? In the Merlyn books and blog this is how it is for the Dead who are at peace with themselves. They gave themselves up (turned themselves inside out, so to speak) to find themselves whole. If nothing else this is a blend of imagination and fiction, a camouflage, if you will; that allows you to survive among the Living. - Amorella

         I don't know what to say, Amorella. I am at a loss of words.

         In here, I take up the slack, my friend, while you can still keep your mouth shut. Post. - Amorella

         Where does all this come from? I do not think these things in advance. My fingers play while I have nothing to say; other than, "I am mostly imagination." - rho (2018)



30 May 2013

Notes - more on Dead 18 / draft two: The Dead 18 / correctable errors /


         Mid-morning. You just finished your walk, this time on the east side of the bigger lake. Carol is still walking and picking up trash along the way; not a lot of trash, mostly small errors in judgment or accident lying on the grass. - Amorella

         0926 hours. I took another picture of two to add to Dead 18. I don't feel it is as complete as could be at this stage; a slight refurbishing is all. Carol, one of my former students from Whitehall-Yearling linked in yesterday. Good to see her connection. Former students bring a trickle of deep joy to the surface, each a natural note of a thirty-seven year old song unsung that is the essential meaning in mind.  

         Lady by the lake, that's another phrase needed in Dead 18. The humor is in the juxtaposition of the title with the event, no one appears dead in the content that's for sure. Very funny. My kind of romance.

         Fewer readers this way around, but it is the way you like it; strange, don't you think, to be a writer who does not wish to be read. - Amorella

         A good parallel juxtapostioning, Amorella. It may appear as odd, but my natural element is working the words like some people arrange flowers, except it is my own private garden; well, mostly private in plain sight. That's funny too. Humor abides as gravity in the soul.

         Ah, and tug it does on Vivian and Merlyn. They are attached at the tail end of the soul. What do you think of that? - Amorella

         A squirrelly tail told by a dreamer working his heartansoulanmind? What first, Amorella, in these books and blog?

         Alas, you are as Merlyn, working the mind first, then heartansoul or soulanheart, round and round she goes where she stops nobody knows, says the wall to the floorboards. - Amorella


Path up to exit for Vivian
(Vivian's Perspective)


Path Vivian Exits
(Merlyn's Perspective)

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         Your drift is catching, boy. See what you can do with it today. It looks like on Dead 18 there is more to say. Post.- Amorella


         1205 hours. This second draft is better.


         Add and post. - Amorella
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The Dead 18, ©2013,rho,2nd draft

            Vivacious and uncommonly fourteen, I am young in years but half a divine moonth along in years rather than days, deliberated a brooding lipped Vivian. I am as a babe though unslaughterable and ready for the capturing this grandfatherly-aged Merlyn, this great Bard and Druid of our Caledonia. Her thin soft white linen robe draped suggestively tight or loose where welcome for a visual shadowy enrichment the dark triangle outlined below and subtle fresh fruit-sized bosoms, taut nippled to further enhance Merlyn's questing imagination. Glancing down her breasts tingled of the goosiest of small bumps, each as a firm faery stem ready to flower.

            Happily glad, trooping seelings, the blessed faeries, conjure me a-musing . . . wondrously and sprite-like they, a piloerection of tiny hairs about to shoot a feminine succulents for capturing love's quick aroma in my elderly Master Druid's most deserving nostrils.

            I, a druidess spectacular, swell in mind, shape-shifting my supple young heart to sway to the natural craving of our two druidic souls to reunite from Beyond and to intertwine in the ancient and naked ways. As a tune in intuitive grace we shall be one and invisible but for the subtlest sighs of a gentle breeze at play among the highest leaves of the Oak.

            Bay tree laurels, like reason, are not for this momentary crowning. Pray today, no victors here but for Merlyn's nearby plowing of my wholesome wet earth. A virginal seeding most uncommon in this generation is not so much a soulful clutching as the outreach of hot passion from my soulanheart.

            It is this enraptured youthful wish of mistaking mind for heart that leads young Vivian into the gravest error, an accident of unforeseen and unpredictable circumstance. Faeries, Vivian should have known, have greater trooping smiles in a spiritedness bordering on lasciviousness compounded by obsession rather than love-in-reason which in this earthly reality all living consciously are bound.

            She stands, a young lady by the lake, ready to walk up and out the forest path exit ready to greet the man she has known for lifetimes but never once on earth.


            Merlyn, likewise, stands a pace or two from the forest path entrance like a physics experiment ready for quantum entanglement, Merlyn's soul instilled in heartansoulanmind has no need of memory. Merlyn feels his recent dreams are manifestations of Divine Justice whether he thinks it so or not.

            In an earlier time, in life, I was sitting on a recently fallen log minding my own business wondering how I would think as the second common element, air. Everyone knows how it is to be made of earth and neither fire or water would be so fully comfortable for the burning up or running off. Air; there is nothing so intimate, long lasting and invisible. What I could be and do? He smiled contented, knowing intuitively that to be naked and running the woods invisibly clothed in Air the most free and natural of Aristotle's four. The breathe of God will be my Heaven. That was my wish in those days when I measured thirty-six years.

            Waiting for the white dressed druidess by the lake Merlyn brushed the back of his head as if an ant had fallen from a tree leaf and was taking flight. My virginity contains naturally cultivated creative powers and one day I will know what it is to be invisible. On that day I shall become the sovereign's Arch Druid's master.

            In the interval Merlyn glanced through himself to see the billiard table clean and empty of balls and he wondered if it is fair and just that reasonable cause and effect appeared to be eluding him. How can it be that when I think on my first meeting with Vivian there are no balls on the slate? This is how it is in heartansoulanmind?

            I am thirty-six and a virgin and this would-be-druidess is fourteen and not. We are about to meet for the first time. I see her stealthily walking through the woods two arms outstretched from the lake's touch. She knows I see her for more than she is, a true druidess in the making. He glanced down and saw two goose feathers, one pointed towards her and the other pointed towards him.

            This is a sign. How can it be we share the same pinion feathers when they point quill point opposite and are goose feathers untouched? Is this event to be calligraphic as our two minds meet? Minds to hearts and hearts to souls -- this is the practice for full sharing. Open-minded I am and I am ready for almost anything but losing my self-discipline to the material world.

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         Mid-afternoon. You are at Kroger's on Tylersville waiting on Carol to pick up a prescription for her poison ivy after a quick visit with Dr. Merlin in north Montgomery earlier. A late lunch at Potbelly's and you are heading home after. You are beginning to think about Brothers 18 and wonder on the notebook you noted had Bob left you setting out on the top of your desk in the basement.

         1449 hours. When we came back from Cleveland on Tuesday I was in the basement turning the water heater up and the water line to the ice cube maker on. I saw it on top of Kim's old desk, actually my mother's old desk from the 1940's. 'Maybe there's something useful for Brothers 18' I flashed at the time.

         A 'flash' is different than a 'thought' even an intuitive thought. When you 'flash' something, it appears to come from nowhere whereas intuition comes from or seems to come from somewhere within the front of the brain. . . . The last lines of Brothers 17 are:

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            "I'm sure Connie and Cyndi know. They made the choice as to who was marrying whom not us. You do know that don't you Richie?"
            "I guess. I don't really like to think on it. The girls used their free will; to each, marriage was an existential act, but for us marriage was a kind of indifference." Caught in the embarrassment, both laughed nervously.
            "It is like they were the identical twins, not us," quipped Rob unexpectedly.
            "Very bizarre." Both laughed. Richie shook his head, "Never thought of it like that. Hey, we both loved both girls equally. I don't think it really made any difference."
            "And still do."           
            "Very odd. Sometimes life almost doesn't seem real does it? I mean here we are, seventy years old sitting on a park bench watching the birds."
            "It's real enough, bro. Wait until we get home." Both laughed knowingly.

From conclusion of Brothers 17
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         1459 hours. The focus was on most everyone surviving the Cuban Missile Crisis. The boys are without the girls. So this segment will have both or mostly the girls talking about the boys I assume. What is this segment about and how does it fit in with Merlyn and Vivian?

         Later in the afternoon and you are sitting in Rose Hill under the maple tree at the same cemetery crossroads as yesterday. You just discovered the original Brothers Eighteen has 1347 words. So, first, let's go through what's here then if we can add something from Bob that fits here we'll do it. - Amorella

         1622 hours. This sounds good. I am curious as to what this is about anyway. Just glancing I do not have much of a clue.

         1643 hours. I just discovered a mistake. Grandma 17 was actually Grandma 18 in the original so I will have to do Grandma 17 correctly then drop in the already redone Grandma 18. Also, I notice the two are playing chess but began in Brothers 17 so do I include the chess game up to where it is and modify both 17 and 18 Brothers so it makes sense? Somehow I skipped up. The Brothers 16 was set in Vegas so I dropped the segment entirely. It looks like this chess game continues right up through Brothers 19 and beyond. I think we should skip it entirely.

         I agree. Carol is about ready to head home. Later, dude. - Amorella

         1825 hours. One thing I know for sure, when mistakes are made the chances are I'm the one making them.

         These are correctable errors, boy, nothing more or less. Post. - Amorella

29 May 2013

Notes - the connector: heartansoulanmind / Dead 18 completed draft


         Later in the morning. You and Carol drove to Pine Hill Lakes Park in Mason. You both walked; Carol used the 'pickers' and grabbed trash to put in a bag to put in the trashcan. You, however, took iPhone photos for use in the Merlyn-Vivian stories.

         1051 hours. It was like old times when I took photos in the park for use in the first three Merlyn books. I am walking better and though it wasn't a long walk and had a few stops it was enjoyable. We came back and I trimmed the front bushes by the house and Carol watered her flowers and washed the gray/white bird poop off the black metal mailbox.

         Download the photos, boy and we'll make use of some of them in Dead 18. - Amorella


Facing North Wood from the dam


Facing mostly West at West Lake



Southwest at West Lake



Log at West Lake (NW view)

         1200 hours. Down to Mike's on Fields-Ertel to wash the car then a stop at the Kings Island McD for a medium sugar free vanilla ice coffee and a large light iced diet Coke that came to $3.06. Great price.  Presently we are sitting on a Rose Hill Cemetery crossroad, facing west in the shade of a big old Maple tree to our north. We have a very pleasant breeze from the south and there are quite a few stars and stripes flying gravestone high next to veterans of one war or another, a few going back to the Revolution but most from the Civil War on. In college being a summer caretaker (1961-1967) to the Westerville or Blendon Township cemeteries had its rewards. For instance, one premium was the general peace and quiet and park-like environment with lots of shady places to sit down and have a restful lunch.

         You and Carol were just having a discussion on the 1968 Democratic Convention when Gore Vidal (liberal) and William F. Buckley Jr. (conservative) had their debates with Howard K. Smith as commentator.

         1230 hours. A little later, in the seventies, Buckley and Vidal debated via commentary in a segment of CBS Sunday night's "60 Minutes" every week. What a time period to have lived in.

         It would make sense among the Dead to gather first with friends and family and second within the times of their lives; old friends, and friends of friends at first, meeting with one another similar to the set up of Facebook. - Amorella

         This concept has come up before. I like it because it drives a connection between the living and the dead.

         The humanity, the heartansoulanmind, is the connection, boy, and it doesn't drive anything, it is, at least in these Merlyn books and blog. Now that you are home, post. - Amorella


         1520 hours. We split a Subway sandwich in the front porch shade while enjoying the lawn-in-Spring scene. I am ready to write and while the Dead 18 document is open nothing is forthcoming from my fingers.

         Remember, orndorff, Vivian seduces Merlyn not the other way around. We need to highlight the pending battle of personal courage it might take to attempt such an intimate event.

         The image of Eve tempting Adam i.e. Paradise Lost roars into view. Beyond that, nothing. Delving into Wikipedia I found a painting that will do entitled, "Beguiling of Merlin" [oil on canvas by Edward Burne-Jones in 1874]

Beguiling of Merlin by Edward Burne-Jones
[Wikipedia Commons]

         1549 hours. It is easier to visualize the 'Lady of the Lake' above as Vivian and displace her as a fourteen year old. What is she thinking at the moment?

         "Vivacious and uncommonly fourteen, I am young in years but half a divine moonth along in years rather than days, deliberated a brooding lipped Vivian. I am as babe unslaughterable and ready for the capture this now grandfatherly-aged Merlyn, the great Bard and Druid of our Caledonia. Her thin soft and smooth white linen robe wound suggestively tight for a visual enriching of subtle fresh fruit-sized bosoms, dark and taut nippled for budding myself further than Merlyn's imagination might suggest. Glancing at her tight wrapped breasts she felt the tingling of the goosiest bumps sprinkling her breasts, growing as if each were a faery stem about flower. 

         Happily glad, trooping seelings, blessed faeries, conjured forth Vivian a-mused . . . wondrously and sprite-like they grow around my breasts like a piloerection of tiny hairs shooting a sweaty feast of succulents for capturing a prerequisite entitlement of love's quick aroma in my Master Druid's most deserving nostrils.

         I swell in mind, shape-shifting this supple young heart to sway to the natural craving of our two souls intertwining a primary of emotional color into a magic circled rainbow, a well-rubbed mist of woman and man who run the ancient ways naked of earth and body. As a tune in grace we shall be one and invisible but for the subtlest sighs of breeze play kissing the higher leaves of the Oak. Bay tree laurels, reason, are not for momentary crowning. Pray today, no victors here but my wet earth plowed by a virginal seeding by the uncommonness of metatempsycosis: Merlyn's soulanmind being passionately drawn into my soulanheart. It is her enraptured youthful wish in mistaking mind for heart that leads young Vivian and Merlyn into the gravest error of unforeseen and unpredictable circumstance. Faeries, she should have known, have greater trooping smiles in a passion induced reflection than in this earthly reality." - rho

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GOOSE BUMPS: THE GIST

- Goose bumps may occur right after an emotional apex involving feelings of fear, surprise, defense and admiration.
- The physical reaction can be stimulated by a "powerful other."
- The emotional tie to goose bumps likely emerged to stabilize social hierarchies.
Goose bumps often turn out to be a skin orgasm of sorts, frequently resulting from an emotional climax stimulated by a "powerful other," according to new research.
A study exploring the scientific and social aspects of goose bumps finds that this common form of piloerection is associated with feelings of awe. This physical reaction also cannot be faked.
Goose Bumps
From; news.discovery.com

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         2116 hours. We watched the last two episodes of "Body of Proof". We think it was an enjoyable series, too bad it is not returning in the Fall.

         You have six hundred and six words of Dead 18 completed and need to tie it together. This will continue in Dead 19. Let's go to a description by Merlyn. - Amorella

         2152 hours. I have completed Dead 18 in 753 words.

         Add and post. - Amorella
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The Dead 18, ©2013, rho, completed draft

            Vivacious and uncommonly fourteen, I am young in years but half a divine moonth along in years rather than days, deliberated a brooding lipped Vivian. I am as babe unslaughterable and ready for the capture this now grandfatherly-aged Merlyn, the great Bard and Druid of our Caledonia. Her thin soft white linen robe draped suggestively tight for a visual enriching the dark pubic hair outlined and subtle fresh fruit-sized bosoms, dark and taut nippled for budding myself further than Merlyn's imagination might suggest. Glancing at her tight wrapped breasts she felt the tingling of the goosiest bumps sprinkling her breasts, growing as if each were a faery stem about flower.

            Happily glad, trooping seelings, blessed faeries, conjured forth Vivian a-mused . . . wondrously and sprite-like they grow around my breasts like a piloerection of tiny hairs shooting a sweaty feast of succulents for capturing a prerequisite entitlement of love's quick aroma in my Master Druid's most deserving nostrils.

            I swell in mind, shape-shifting this supple young heart to sway to the natural craving of our two souls intertwining a primary of emotional color into a magic circled rainbow, a well-rubbed mist of woman and man who run the ancient ways naked of earth and body. As a tune in grace we shall be one and invisible but for the subtlest sighs of breeze play kissing the higher leaves of the Oak. Bay tree laurels, reason, are not for momentary crowning. Pray today, no victors here but my wet earth plowed by a virginal seeding by the uncommonness of metatempsycosis: Merlyn's soulanmind being passionately drawn into my soulanheart. It is her enraptured youthful wish in mistaking mind for heart that leads young Vivian and Merlyn into the gravest error of unforeseen and unpredictable circumstance. Faeries, she should have known, have greater trooping smiles in a passion induced reflection than in this earthly reality twin soul twisted by both at once in this timeless fashion.

            Like a physics experiment in an embraced entanglement, Merlyn's soul has no need of memory. It is instilled in Merlyn's heartansoulanmind. His personal concern is in ever defining the concept: Divine Justice. Merlyn feels his dreams; his manifestation of these selected word dreams are his definition of Divine Justice whether he thought so earlier or not. In an earlier time, in life, I was sitting on a recently fallen log minding my own business wondering how I would think as the second common element, air. Everyone knows how it is to be made of earth and neither fire or water would be so fully comfortable for the burning up or running off. Air; there is nothing so intimate, long lasting and invisible. What I could be and do as such an added element? He smiled contented, to be naked running through the woods invisibly clothed in the most free and natural of Aristotle's four. The breathe of God would be my Heaven. That had been his wish in those days when he had measured thirty-six years.

            Merlyn lightly brushed the back of his head as if an ant had fallen from a tree leaf and was taking flight in a human hair fright. My virginity contains my naturally creative powers and one day I will know what it is to be invisible on that day I shall become a Master Druid's Master.

            Merlyn glanced through himself to see the billiard table clean and empty of balls and he wondered if it is fair and just that reasonable cause and effect appeared to be eluding him. How can it be that when I think on my first meeting with Vivian there are no balls on the slate? This is how it is in heartansoulanmind. I am thirty-six and a virgin and this would-be-druidess is fourteen and not. We are about to meet for the first time. I see her stealthily walking through the woods two arms outstretched from the lake's touch. She knows I see her for more than she is, a true druidess in the making. He glanced down and saw two goose feathers, one pointed towards her and the other pointed towards him. This is a sign. How can it be we share the same pinion feathers when they point quill point opposite and are goose feathers untouched? Is this event to be calligraphic as our two minds meet? Mind to heart and heart to soul -- this is the practice for full sharing. Open-minded I am and I am ready for almost anything but losing my self-discipline to the material world.

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