29 May 2013

Notes - the connector: heartansoulanmind / Dead 18 completed draft


         Later in the morning. You and Carol drove to Pine Hill Lakes Park in Mason. You both walked; Carol used the 'pickers' and grabbed trash to put in a bag to put in the trashcan. You, however, took iPhone photos for use in the Merlyn-Vivian stories.

         1051 hours. It was like old times when I took photos in the park for use in the first three Merlyn books. I am walking better and though it wasn't a long walk and had a few stops it was enjoyable. We came back and I trimmed the front bushes by the house and Carol watered her flowers and washed the gray/white bird poop off the black metal mailbox.

         Download the photos, boy and we'll make use of some of them in Dead 18. - Amorella


Facing North Wood from the dam


Facing mostly West at West Lake



Southwest at West Lake



Log at West Lake (NW view)

         1200 hours. Down to Mike's on Fields-Ertel to wash the car then a stop at the Kings Island McD for a medium sugar free vanilla ice coffee and a large light iced diet Coke that came to $3.06. Great price.  Presently we are sitting on a Rose Hill Cemetery crossroad, facing west in the shade of a big old Maple tree to our north. We have a very pleasant breeze from the south and there are quite a few stars and stripes flying gravestone high next to veterans of one war or another, a few going back to the Revolution but most from the Civil War on. In college being a summer caretaker (1961-1967) to the Westerville or Blendon Township cemeteries had its rewards. For instance, one premium was the general peace and quiet and park-like environment with lots of shady places to sit down and have a restful lunch.

         You and Carol were just having a discussion on the 1968 Democratic Convention when Gore Vidal (liberal) and William F. Buckley Jr. (conservative) had their debates with Howard K. Smith as commentator.

         1230 hours. A little later, in the seventies, Buckley and Vidal debated via commentary in a segment of CBS Sunday night's "60 Minutes" every week. What a time period to have lived in.

         It would make sense among the Dead to gather first with friends and family and second within the times of their lives; old friends, and friends of friends at first, meeting with one another similar to the set up of Facebook. - Amorella

         This concept has come up before. I like it because it drives a connection between the living and the dead.

         The humanity, the heartansoulanmind, is the connection, boy, and it doesn't drive anything, it is, at least in these Merlyn books and blog. Now that you are home, post. - Amorella


         1520 hours. We split a Subway sandwich in the front porch shade while enjoying the lawn-in-Spring scene. I am ready to write and while the Dead 18 document is open nothing is forthcoming from my fingers.

         Remember, orndorff, Vivian seduces Merlyn not the other way around. We need to highlight the pending battle of personal courage it might take to attempt such an intimate event.

         The image of Eve tempting Adam i.e. Paradise Lost roars into view. Beyond that, nothing. Delving into Wikipedia I found a painting that will do entitled, "Beguiling of Merlin" [oil on canvas by Edward Burne-Jones in 1874]

Beguiling of Merlin by Edward Burne-Jones
[Wikipedia Commons]

         1549 hours. It is easier to visualize the 'Lady of the Lake' above as Vivian and displace her as a fourteen year old. What is she thinking at the moment?

         "Vivacious and uncommonly fourteen, I am young in years but half a divine moonth along in years rather than days, deliberated a brooding lipped Vivian. I am as babe unslaughterable and ready for the capture this now grandfatherly-aged Merlyn, the great Bard and Druid of our Caledonia. Her thin soft and smooth white linen robe wound suggestively tight for a visual enriching of subtle fresh fruit-sized bosoms, dark and taut nippled for budding myself further than Merlyn's imagination might suggest. Glancing at her tight wrapped breasts she felt the tingling of the goosiest bumps sprinkling her breasts, growing as if each were a faery stem about flower. 

         Happily glad, trooping seelings, blessed faeries, conjured forth Vivian a-mused . . . wondrously and sprite-like they grow around my breasts like a piloerection of tiny hairs shooting a sweaty feast of succulents for capturing a prerequisite entitlement of love's quick aroma in my Master Druid's most deserving nostrils.

         I swell in mind, shape-shifting this supple young heart to sway to the natural craving of our two souls intertwining a primary of emotional color into a magic circled rainbow, a well-rubbed mist of woman and man who run the ancient ways naked of earth and body. As a tune in grace we shall be one and invisible but for the subtlest sighs of breeze play kissing the higher leaves of the Oak. Bay tree laurels, reason, are not for momentary crowning. Pray today, no victors here but my wet earth plowed by a virginal seeding by the uncommonness of metatempsycosis: Merlyn's soulanmind being passionately drawn into my soulanheart. It is her enraptured youthful wish in mistaking mind for heart that leads young Vivian and Merlyn into the gravest error of unforeseen and unpredictable circumstance. Faeries, she should have known, have greater trooping smiles in a passion induced reflection than in this earthly reality." - rho

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GOOSE BUMPS: THE GIST

- Goose bumps may occur right after an emotional apex involving feelings of fear, surprise, defense and admiration.
- The physical reaction can be stimulated by a "powerful other."
- The emotional tie to goose bumps likely emerged to stabilize social hierarchies.
Goose bumps often turn out to be a skin orgasm of sorts, frequently resulting from an emotional climax stimulated by a "powerful other," according to new research.
A study exploring the scientific and social aspects of goose bumps finds that this common form of piloerection is associated with feelings of awe. This physical reaction also cannot be faked.
Goose Bumps
From; news.discovery.com

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         2116 hours. We watched the last two episodes of "Body of Proof". We think it was an enjoyable series, too bad it is not returning in the Fall.

         You have six hundred and six words of Dead 18 completed and need to tie it together. This will continue in Dead 19. Let's go to a description by Merlyn. - Amorella

         2152 hours. I have completed Dead 18 in 753 words.

         Add and post. - Amorella
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The Dead 18, ©2013, rho, completed draft

            Vivacious and uncommonly fourteen, I am young in years but half a divine moonth along in years rather than days, deliberated a brooding lipped Vivian. I am as babe unslaughterable and ready for the capture this now grandfatherly-aged Merlyn, the great Bard and Druid of our Caledonia. Her thin soft white linen robe draped suggestively tight for a visual enriching the dark pubic hair outlined and subtle fresh fruit-sized bosoms, dark and taut nippled for budding myself further than Merlyn's imagination might suggest. Glancing at her tight wrapped breasts she felt the tingling of the goosiest bumps sprinkling her breasts, growing as if each were a faery stem about flower.

            Happily glad, trooping seelings, blessed faeries, conjured forth Vivian a-mused . . . wondrously and sprite-like they grow around my breasts like a piloerection of tiny hairs shooting a sweaty feast of succulents for capturing a prerequisite entitlement of love's quick aroma in my Master Druid's most deserving nostrils.

            I swell in mind, shape-shifting this supple young heart to sway to the natural craving of our two souls intertwining a primary of emotional color into a magic circled rainbow, a well-rubbed mist of woman and man who run the ancient ways naked of earth and body. As a tune in grace we shall be one and invisible but for the subtlest sighs of breeze play kissing the higher leaves of the Oak. Bay tree laurels, reason, are not for momentary crowning. Pray today, no victors here but my wet earth plowed by a virginal seeding by the uncommonness of metatempsycosis: Merlyn's soulanmind being passionately drawn into my soulanheart. It is her enraptured youthful wish in mistaking mind for heart that leads young Vivian and Merlyn into the gravest error of unforeseen and unpredictable circumstance. Faeries, she should have known, have greater trooping smiles in a passion induced reflection than in this earthly reality twin soul twisted by both at once in this timeless fashion.

            Like a physics experiment in an embraced entanglement, Merlyn's soul has no need of memory. It is instilled in Merlyn's heartansoulanmind. His personal concern is in ever defining the concept: Divine Justice. Merlyn feels his dreams; his manifestation of these selected word dreams are his definition of Divine Justice whether he thought so earlier or not. In an earlier time, in life, I was sitting on a recently fallen log minding my own business wondering how I would think as the second common element, air. Everyone knows how it is to be made of earth and neither fire or water would be so fully comfortable for the burning up or running off. Air; there is nothing so intimate, long lasting and invisible. What I could be and do as such an added element? He smiled contented, to be naked running through the woods invisibly clothed in the most free and natural of Aristotle's four. The breathe of God would be my Heaven. That had been his wish in those days when he had measured thirty-six years.

            Merlyn lightly brushed the back of his head as if an ant had fallen from a tree leaf and was taking flight in a human hair fright. My virginity contains my naturally creative powers and one day I will know what it is to be invisible on that day I shall become a Master Druid's Master.

            Merlyn glanced through himself to see the billiard table clean and empty of balls and he wondered if it is fair and just that reasonable cause and effect appeared to be eluding him. How can it be that when I think on my first meeting with Vivian there are no balls on the slate? This is how it is in heartansoulanmind. I am thirty-six and a virgin and this would-be-druidess is fourteen and not. We are about to meet for the first time. I see her stealthily walking through the woods two arms outstretched from the lake's touch. She knows I see her for more than she is, a true druidess in the making. He glanced down and saw two goose feathers, one pointed towards her and the other pointed towards him. This is a sign. How can it be we share the same pinion feathers when they point quill point opposite and are goose feathers untouched? Is this event to be calligraphic as our two minds meet? Mind to heart and heart to soul -- this is the practice for full sharing. Open-minded I am and I am ready for almost anything but losing my self-discipline to the material world.

753 words
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