Self-Projected Abstract of Amorella at Work

If I see orndorff in a tree orientation, how do I, Amorella, see myself as a form these days? Above I am in such a form. I am as a projection of the two equal tubes pushed into orndorff’s mind which in this case is as a pouch black and white and blue. In this case, you will have to project his mind morphing from the model mind shown on August twenty-ninth and thirtieth into the pouch – the blue south room where it connects with the black and white reality of the north room. Two corners, as it were, the interior corner of the north room where it connects with the interior corner of the south room.

Spirituality and Metaphysical Thought are the focus here in the blue room of the mind. Originally, in the first book of the three, Braided Dreams, I play ‘the Soki’. Here is a part of what I said from the first three chapters:

“As a floater between the Living and the Dead in this, the first of three books, I have discovered that the Dead have limited rules concerning theatre too. Each has to prepare for herorhis own private Court appearance. What are the theatrical rules for a genuine non-being, a floater like me? Presently, I have only a vague notion.” Chapter One.

I float like a balloon, I float, but I do not eat, sleep or dream. Being conscious is interesting, is it not? . . .”  Chapter Two.

“Theatre complicates life, and people shout from the stage, 'Do this!  Do that!’ Talking heads everywhere. People are required to take in air before speaking. The Dead don’t breathe so it’s no wonder they don’t have much to say.”  Chapter Three.

This is not me of course, but it gives you a sense of how orndorff translated me into something he could deal with and use in a fiction. Reason is a powerful tool. If anyone has a mind that floats, it would be his. He created me to be his anchor in the whirlwind that life is. He allowed me free will so that I might suggest other recourses for him.

This is how I see myself – a personification of his spiritual-Reasoning-in-words.The green and red tubes were shoved into him through self-hypnosis. Hypothetical concepts are represented by one tower tube and abstract reasoning are represented by the other, at least in my mind. The paper models are based on rules of grammar and basic geometry, not quantum mechanical dimensional theory which is far beyond orndorff's understanding. 

The communication is for an understanding of what the physical universe is in relationship to what the human species’ individual’s heartansoulanmind is. Orndorff’s own heartansoulanmind in this case. This blog is the context by which his self-understanding continues to mature. Part of this growth is assured by his attempt in sharing his private thoughts.

Richard hopes his sense of heartansoulanmind can be translated into another person’s sense of such things in the metaphysical regions of mind. This is a ‘translation of such an imaginary human setting (the quietest most wordless place in the human heart) into English’ through words and picture forms. This blog is a continuation of the imaginative experimentation begun over twenty years ago.

Amorella makes sense, at least she does to me. I could not have expressed this as easily as Amorella. To me, she is indeed a blessing. To me, the invisible part of humanity is always as important as the visible. Amorella provides me a way to dig into my imagination through reason so that I can better explain my basic existential human condition, the one that exists while I live and the one that may exist when I do not.

When I explain myself this way a burden is lifted. I feel/am freer in mind, and my mind is what my human consciousness may be like after physical death, at least in my attempt at analogy. Life is more interesting to me when I think on such things as life and death and the basic human condition.  When I am dead maybe I won’t think anything, so I might as well think and imagine now, that is the this-is-fun perspective I am coming from.  – rho