Amorella here, still on the left side. What do you think, orndorff?
This is funny, Amorella, but the first thing that came to mind when I saw this in black and white is the thought of a CAT scan of the top of my brain, the two hemispheres, and two miniature ant-like antennae sticking up out of the top of the brain with a piece of metal between them, which I suppose is to cover up the hole (everybody who knows me knows is) in my head. This is imagination at work and I have not thought this before, but it was/is imagination-on-automatic, a subliminal imagination perhaps, if there is such a thing.
I never thought of having an unconsciously-oriented imagination before so I don’t know if it is even a possibility – although the hypothesis would explain just about everything in terms of my operation of creative writing. Imaginative automaticity, it has a nice ring to it and it goes along with both my reading and writing automaticity. All three would be in operation at once while I am on the keyboard. Never thought this before but it certain is both a simple and reasonable explanation.
As you had an extensive MRI brain scan without and with contrast on 21 October 08 for pain and headaches, left-sided facial numbness, and tremor. And, with an added battery of blood tests at the time for just about everything testable you were pronounced healthy enough, i.e. no strange brain abnormalities or antennae were found.
Very funny, Amorella. That leaves you as a psychological condition. I enjoy your presence, and with imagination on automatic sometimes I like to (wishful thinking) put a capital on Presence. Why? I am not sure, but what difference does it make as long as you write a good story I can live with?
I am as your ‘Spotlight’ Mac program in that I can go through your memory files and come up with concepts and backgrounds. You realized this was possible after you had been hypnotized and you did this in an alternate mental state so to speak.
Once you learned ‘self-hypnosis’ you built this into your conscious and unconscious state – the altered state hypnosis works itself into. You can call me an automatic hypnotic directive that can come into play when you are writing and reading. Imagination is built in as a sub-directive of creative writing so that’s the connection as I see it.
Basically, in this post’s context I am a hypnotic state with a sense of detached objectivity and as such a built-in self-identity which you see as angelic-like because I have come to do your writing for you. This is also a simple and reasonable explanation from my perspective. Any questions?
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No, I can live with it. This is a clarification for me and perhaps for the interested readers. I am a practical and reasonable person most of the time. Writing is an enjoyment, even more so in retirement. I like creating stories in my head to go with the real ones we all live with everyday.
One of my fondest dreams is to create a practical place in my head where all children are equal in worth and dignity and where they all can receive good health and an education that is worthy of their growth as a human being.
As I see these books I am working towards that concept in an albeit unorthodox way. As long as I consciously see this I will continue writing along these lines. As I do so, it also allows me my own self-dignity to continue to grow and mature within. Unconsciously, I deeply feel people are better than societies give them credit to be. We can do better as a species and everyone can live better than we presently do.
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