09 August 2010

Notes on chapter six - Ezekiel

  
        Late morning. Up early, reading the day’s news, running errands and doing chores as well as reading over your findings on Ezekiel  and the Jewish Afterlife. You also found a clever idea generator app to help students work up the focus of a college paper. You can add words so you added “quantum entanglement’  and ‘metaphysics’ and pushed the button until something reasonable popped up. You found it does work, so you are happy with the app. You also came across the definition of a simple temporal lobe epileptic fit which seems to best fit the ones you have – not exact, but close. Also, Amy T. sent you a note about a science program that could show the stimulation of a particular part of the brain that allows people to think they know G---D. Here is her note followed by yours.

“In this science show I watched tonight and sent you the link to, [Through the Worm Hole – Science Channel] one neurologist has identified the part of the brain where he thinks our sense of God lives. He can do something to that part of the brain and even non-believers who don't know what was going to happen think they see God. How about that?” (Amy T.)

“Interesting. I have read several books on the subject. However, one cannot know what came first, the cart or the horse. I will have to check it out. These kinds of events show me that it is always important to (somewhat) doubt what one observes or feels. If you have been reading my blog lately you can see examples of this. A simple (unconsciously self induced) temporal lobe epileptic fit can allow me to think of Amorella as a real 'angel' in my head, thus I have to discount and well as count this as a 'real event' by saying it  possible but not probable and then, the important part, let it go and move on - move back to the [development of] story.” (rho)

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         The problem I see is that all this is meaningless in relationship to my character Ezekiel. He has thought his visions were real as they were real to him, so when he dies I don’t know what realization pops into his head, if any. We all have the same background for physical death in that way. The consciousness re-awakes and finds itself someplace else without physical attachments. The closest I can come to it is the hypnotic event of being taken back to the age of three. First a hinged grandfather clock, it opened in a normal manner (the hinges were on the left) , my consciousness sat in a bubble about two to three inches in diameter and two to three feet off the  hotel like corridor with wooden doors on each side about ten to fifteen feet apart. The doorknobs are brass and my height is even with the doorknobs. Each door to a room is a significant setting/event.

          I, as within a bubble float the height of the doorknobs. The further down the hall the further back into early memories of settings/events.  I stop intuitively and hover at a door on the left. I go through the door and am standing on the landing of the stairs in my grandparents house on a Sunday afternoon in the Fall of 1945, dinner is about to be put onto the table. If I can somehow parallel this with a created Ezekiel experience of being consciously reborn after physical death then it will have some dimension of authenticity in terms of moving from one reality to an alternate reality.

         I cannot imagine a former Biblical prophet’s perspective, plus if his visions were even partially cause by a partial epileptic seizure I don’t know what it would be for him as he has no physical being other than perhaps the recent memory of it. This is where I am at present.

         Post. Later, dude. – Amorella.


        You had your nap and are running more errands. Presently you are in the parking lot at Kroger’s on Tylersville.

         I do not see the association, Amorella. Why not just say grocery for any one of the Kroger’s we normally buy from? These details seem so unimportant to me. Yet, somewhere within they seem too important to leave out. I don’t know why this is?

          You are answering your own question. Somewhere in your head it seems too important to leave out when you can just as easily write the details. It gives you a sense of position and place. Some people feel more comfortable knowing where they are and what they are doing at any given moment. This is not a matter of self importance, it is a check on reality. You like your reality more clearly defined and when it is, your mind stands on firmer ground. This as you will see fits right in with what you were concerned about earlier. Ezekiel also (wonder of wonders) likes his reality defined also, and considering his mental background it makes complete sense. He will be more aware of his transition from life to death than many others because of this. And, for that reason I am going through the process in slow motion. Some may be unconscious or seemingly asleep in this important transition, and wake up thinking they are swimming, as it were, upstream, not for spawning, but for going ‘home’. That is the Jews have been taught that they are ultimately going home to see their families and ultimately to be reunited with G-d (at least most of them). I will create a bit of gallows humor in this, yet Ezekiel is not going to Hell as such, he has lead a decent life, or believes he has thus he will end up in the Jewish counterpart to Elysium, at home with Abraham and David and his ancestors, whose mother is as the Biblical Eve, but she too is a child of the biological Eve in these books. 

          The Biblical Eve is a spiritual mother, and factually in her own way. It is a quantum entanglement, that is she is a quantum entanglement of “Mother” of the culture. Arbitrarily, I made the pre-Greek ‘your original mother’ to fit within the bindings, in context. These books will have a gist of broader understanding to them when complete because they will also include the biological original mother of consciousness of the marsupial alien species within book six. The connection in that case must be spiritual, but then all things come from the Spirit first. That’s the way it is and that is the way it will continue to be in these books. Getting time for supper of corn on the cob and low fat ground steak. Post. – Amorella.

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