Notes

         I was checking the blog after putting in last Friday’s sessions and noticed that as of today Amorella and I have been immersed online for one year. Since November the focus has been on book four, and I am certainly not on the same time table I was for the first three books. Still, it is interesting to me. I love the research and emotional preparation/saturation for the imaginary scenes and chapters. Amorella’s focus has remained the same since her inception some twenty-two years ago. This alone is fascinating to me because it can be readily traced back through the books as well as the notes during all that short time really. Perhaps it will be another year, if I should live so long, before book four is complete. I don’t mind because I like the casual pace. Gives me more time to explore what the mind is in relationship to the rest of myself, as well, of course, to the species in general, in fact more so, I would hope. As one member of our species I cannot go deeper into the aspects of the mind than my own self. Each can make herorhis own inward journey. I don’t really know if it can be of much good, but certainly I cannot see any harm in it.

         You are running errands, this time to Heinen’s grocery for Kim. You are waiting on Carol in the parking lot on Green. Many orthodox Jews live in the neighborhood and on the Sabbath you see families dressed appropriately while walking to synagogue.

         I have great respect for those who follow their religious persuasions, no matter which beliefs, as long as they are non-violent and respectful of others of our species and like alien to earth species too if they exist. Violence ill serves everyone and especially the children of the world. That’s my thinking in any case. I have friends of many different spiritual persuasions and a few atheists also. Being an agnostic it is perhaps easier for me to departmentalize the various and varied world/local religions.

         Where you are going with this is the creation of Ezekiel’s intensities realizing what death brings to his otherwise focused consciousness. You wonder if there can be an abrupt ‘sense of understanding and compassion for the totality of the species when arriving here in the first place can be quite traumatic and courage and patience is needed to see deeper into this place, this earth experience. To you, it would seem the shock of physical death and continuation at the same time would be traumatic even for those who had thought they were ‘going to heaven’ so to speak.

         It is certainly abrupt coming into this existence, going out though, who knows.

         I will show you a concept in this scene, orndorff. You are still in University Heights. Paul and Owen are slowly waking up from a nap. Kim and Carol are shopping at Macy’s nearby. On their return you are heading home with the cat. Post. Amorella.