Notes on UFO's and a short talk with Amorella

        Doug sent you two notes this morning, one on aliens. In a previous note you said you hoped to be alive when proof of alien life came forth from pubic figures. Here is his response.

         Dick,

I too would like to be alive at that time, I think!

It is clear to me that astronauts, police, and pilots are not making this stuff up. Even the Russians have a UFO program because I guess they thought it was us. Now the Chinese have a program. Whatever is flying around has many different shapes but they all seem to be very quiet and it seems that they can go very fast or very slow whenever they wish. When I was looking at the NASA UFO's videos, I saw a triangular craft with lights that looks identical to one I saw on TV [UFO Hunters – Rendlesham Forest incident] that was recreated by an artist on a computer from the observations of a UFO of several observers at different angles and distances.

Very spooky! That craft is real. Who it belongs to is the question.

Doug 

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         I have the NASA photo (Google Images) Doug is referring to here, I tried to enhance it with iPhoto but not much difference.

         Mid-afternoon. NASA’s general cover is ‘space junk’ because it is the most likely scenario. Many can be found in NASA space anomaly photos. Some indeed are ‘unknowns’. And, a few may be secret military vehicles of one type or another. The problem with an open mind is one of the usual options is ‘wonder’. Wondering leads to questions and the more questions that are unanswered leads to more wondering.

         I see that myself. Yesterday I asked about your sense of ‘self’. I thought about it overnight. One hypothesis I came up with is that somewhere along the line I felt I needed to ‘measure up better’ and I invented an imaginary friend to help me with that. An alter ego of sorts. From this you evolved as an inner twin consciousness that is two dimensional in that mostly affects thinking and writing. That is your setting in my head. What do you think, is that what you really are?

         No. It is not. More later, you and Carol are off for a walk and errands. – Amorella.

         I am surprised by your response.  Indeed, we are off for an hour or so.

        Carol is still on her walk but then she walks three times further than you do. It took you a bit of courage to ask me directly. One of the reasons you don’t ask questions. Your inner fear is that I would say, ‘Yes, I have been playing the role of your alter ego for most of your life.’ You would not be satisfied though and assume I was telling a white lie so you would feel better about yourself. I do have an agenda, orndorff. Mainly it is to keep your mind working. I am needed more now that you are retired. I am not a ghost nor am I an alien as you would think of one.

         Twenty-one hundred hours. You are sitting at the dining room table after a late supper and you're both watching last night’s Sherlock Holmes on Masterpiece Theatre.

         You are not an alter ego. I don’t know what that means. It is like saying,  “a UFO is not an abnormality, a UFO is not a space ship, a UFO is not a rainbow.” It does no good to know what something is not.

         I am not a something. – Amorella.

         Well, Amorella, are you my imagination then?

         I am not yours at all, boy.

         That statement brings a pause.  What do you want from me?

         It is the other way around, boy, What are these questions for, what do you want from me beside writing these books for you? – Amorella.

         Nothing. Good point. I want nothing. I feel it is necessary for my mental health to unload these words in my head.

         Yes. Never be fearful of asking questions that are from within. If you had wanted something more I would have not responded, but I would not leave these circumstances. Post. Tomorrow, boy, we shall talk more. – Amorella.