12 May 2012

Notes - work / 'mystery'

         Early afternoon. Carol has been cleaning house most of the morning; you did the painting touchups mainly in the kitchen, hallway and family room after stopping down at PPG’s Porter Paint store on Rt. 42; plus you picked up samples for when Mr. Wiseman paints the house.

         1620 hours. I have returned from buying my first (ever) set of queen size sheets. I found a coupon on the island for ten dollars off and headed to Kohl’s, only been in a Kohl’s store once about twelve years ago when Carol was buying a new watch. Who would have ever thought I would ever buy a set of bed sheets of any kind? Not me.

         You still have the downstairs to dust and the kitchen floor to wash. – Amorella

         1814 hours. It took me all this time to correct the problems in the yearly blog August 2009 through August 2010. I had to sectionalize it in to six month segments and I will do the same for these last two yearly documents. I had to delete the comments from NASA under the images I used plus reduce them images’ sizes down at least seventy-five percent. They are more thumbnail size.

         Post. Now get back to the real world, boy, and finish your jobs. - Amorella



         2115 hours. I didn’t finish the jobs but they are coming along I’ll be done with them in the morning. Right now I am going to work on updating the 2010 2011 files. It is interesting skimming over the notes. I see I have duplicated several photos, forgetting I had thought about them once before.

         This shows you are not ‘calculating’ your data. People have events go over in their mind, young man. You are no exception. Earlier while watching DVRed “Person of Interest” and “The Mentalist” you were observing the cat, noting her ‘innocence’ in body language. She follows typical cat behaviors and her body language carries her sense of things at the moment. She is clever at times but you have learned to understand her cleverness as she shows herself to be a bit like Owen, a two year old. Hide and seek is a fun game as is chasing the dot of laser light. She is cute and entertaining being what she is, a cat. If you ‘calculate’ your data it will be false. – Amorella        

         I just thought for a moment that it would be more efficient if I did not duplicate material. Actually, I am not even reading the notes – a quick skim now and then. The key is not the words but the photo. I will see one I have used more than once. I am not trying to be clever here. Do you realize how much work that would be to meticulously read my notes and delete repeated thoughts? Besides, each day my internal environment is different and so is the external environment. Mood and memory at the moment set the stage for a thought and the words that follow. On “Person of Interest” this week one of the lead characters said (paraphrased), ‘if you want a real mystery, study the human heart’. I like to observe the heartansoulanmind, which I think is not as mysterious as some think. It is easier to see the heart in light with the soul and the mind, the trinity, the humanity of being human where it counts most. To be at ‘one’ with all three is a goal, particularly when making personal important decisions about who one is and how one wants to therefore lead herorhis life honestly.

         While the mind and heart aren’t always so innocent as they are self-calculating how to survive with as little physical and emotional pain as possible. The soul, however, as ancient as it may be, still holds an innocence, just like the cat. I think this may be in part because it does not have survival at stake. The soul can dress in an individual’s personality, memory, dreams, and the heart can wear what’s in the closet and enact a bit of personal theatre, just for the comedy or drama of it. The human mind plots each day like a hound dog or fox hunts for rabbits or other game. The mind must control as well as be controlling. The heartansoulanmind is an interesting mix. I hope this shows within the notes, but I am not that interested. My interest is in human thoughts as observed through others’ body language, language and actions. And, in the process readers can see my own. That’s my present take on this Saturday.

         Enough for tonight, boy. Post. - Amorella

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