20 April 2013

Notes - spiritual relief


        You are spending the night at a small local motel in the town of Show Low, Arizona. This is after viewing the west and east rim and far southeast rim's Desert View and Watchtower sights. Lunch at Flagstaff and a quick drive through Winslow then continued east on I-40 and south on AZ-17 to Show Low. Tomorrow you continue south some three to four hours before you have returned to Tucson.

         Carol is in the shower after a steak dinner. MSNBC is on in the background and it is difficult to concentrate. Last night while at the Grand Canyon I spoke to you about what I considered is important in your character and you angrily replied. Once awakening in the morning after a good night's sleep you felt that you really weren't as angry as you believed you were and in the process 'gave it up' within. Tonight you erased the whole 18 April post before posting. This was and is your right of personal privacy. The meat of the argument concerned your vow in 1960 to never set foot of the Bright Angel Trail in your life. Yesterday in a serendipitous series of events you found yourself face to face with the beginning of Bright Angel Trail and promptly walked down the trail a short way turned to walk out and had Carol take your photo. I had you place the photo in yesterday's post and you erased it. Show the photo to demonstrate how you disavowed an earlier in life sacred personal oath.


Orndorff on Bright Angel Trail 53 years later.

         2157 hours. I have found in dealing with my internally found friend Amorella that I have to give up old fears, self-hates and hates in order to continue to be free-minded enough to trust Amorella to free-my-mind through words. From this I gain spiritual relief that I could not otherwise gain while living. - rho
        
         Accepted. Post. - Amorella


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