11 May 2013

Notes - things to do / insight / self-hypnosis


         Late morning. Carol is off checking on IRA's at the bank. You have a bath to take and chores/errands today before lunch at Outback for Mother's Day. Kim called and they are at OU this weekend and staying at a cabin near Athens for their brother-in-law, Joey's medical doctorate graduation today. Joey already has his doctorate in pharmacy. His focus is in anesthesiology like Paul.

         1032 hours. Hope to finish up Pouch 17 today or tomorrow, then work on Dead 18. I want Merlyn to reminisce an early time with Vivien following perhaps a bit from the French Vulgate Version of the Arthurian Romances.

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1210-30) The Vulgate Version of The Arthurian Romances. ed. from manuscripts in the British Museum by H. Oskar Sommer. Washington: The Carnegie Institute of Washington, 1909-13. Vol. I-VII.

Lancelot-Grail The Old French Arthurian Vulgate and Post-Vulgate in Translation. ed. Norris J. Lacy. New York: Garland, 1993. Vol. I Pp. 280-83, 415-17 and Vol. IV Pp. 245-50, 259-60, 280-83.

In the French Vulgate version of Merlin and Viviane's relationship Merlin and Viviane are lovers. Merlin has taken on the shape of youth in the Forest of Briosque when he sees Viviane for the first time. He notes that it is "unwise to fall asleep in sin and lose his mind and his knowledge just to know the delights of a young lady, to shame her and to lose God" (p 280). Despite his foresight, Merlin falls in love with the Viviane and makes her swear that she will give him her love along with the permission to do whatever he wants to her whenever he wants to do it in exchange for teaching her any magic she might like to know. Viviane eventually learns the spell to bind another in a tower and uses it to imprison Merlin. She imprisons her lover in a tower of incredible beauty and comfort while he is sleeping and when he wakes up she promises him that she will come to visit him often. This promise she keeps faithfully.

In the Post-Vulgate version of Merlin and Ninianne's relationship, Ninianne is a fifteen-year-old virgin and afraid of Merlin's intentions. She fears him because of his magic and the threat of his coming to her in her sleep. Merlin is in love with Ninianne and would never do anything to grieve her, but at the same time does desire to have her maidenhead. Ninianne makes a promise to Merlin that she will love him if he teaches her magic, and he quickly agrees to this arrangement. When it is time for Ninianne to leave Arthur's court, Merlin goes along with her. Merlin then shows Ninianne the Lake of Diana, the place where she decides to start building her own life. She asks Merlin to build her a house on the shore of the lake and is known forever after this as the Lady of the Lake. One day Merlin tells Ninianne that Morgan LeFay has stolen Excalibur from King Arthur, and that the kingdom is in great peril. With this news, Ninianne and Merlin go to Britian. On their way to Britian, Merlin teaches Ninianne much magic and eventually she knows nearly as much as Merlin himself. By this point, Ninianne is thoroughly vexed by Merlin's constant interest in knowing her carnally and begins to look for ways to be rid of him. She gets her chance in the Perilous Forest when he shows her the tomb of two lovers. Once Merlin unseals the lovers' tomb she tells her servants to make beds for her and the wizard. When Merlin is asleep in his bed, she enchants him so that he no longer has the power to move. Ninianne then throws Merlin face down into the lovers' tomb, puts the stone back into place by using a magic spell of binding that cannot be undone by anyone but herself, and leaves him there for the rest of time.

Ninianne then goes on to the battle between Accalon and Arthur. Upon seeing the trouble that Arthur is in, she enchants Accalon so that Excalibur falls from his hand. Arthur then runs to pick it up and consequently wins the battle.

From: http://www.lib.rochester.edu/camelot/MVmain.htm
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         We can do that. Post. - Amorella


         1136 hours. Romeo and Juliet come to mind. The Montague’s and Capulet’s are secondary. The focus is on love in the story but friendship beats love, I think this is true in most all cases even though people may not recognise it because love appears to be more prized, but the longer the love, the stronger the friendship, it seems to me, and the foundation, whether it begins as such or not, becomes friendship not love.

         You consider this concept a change in philosophical direction    - Amorella

         I cannot tell whether you wish a question mark or period for punctuation.

         There's some insight for you. Post. - Amorella


         Carol is picking up a Mother's Day card for Kim then to Michael's for more material to fix up her Mom and Dad's grave for Memorial Day. You assume Cathy takes care of Mom and Dad but you should offer to share costs. - Amorella

         I don't think about it.

         Send her an email when practical. - Amorella

         Pouch 17 is developing friendship between species.

         If you want to look at it like that, that's fine. - Amorella

         I really do think friendship is more important than we give credit for it. I remember the early years of teaching and I did personal studies for about ten years -- observing friends in small group interactions. It was always interesting who was friends with whom and digging out the why's for my own satisfaction of using personal friendship to induce better learning when needed. Compatibility was usually one but another was personal usefulness. Friends leaned on each other for social and/or personal survival.

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Friendship is a form of interpersonal relationship generally considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations. Friendship and association are often thought of as spanning across the same continuum and are sometimes viewed as weaknesses. The study of friendship is included in the fields of sociology, social psychology, anthropology, philosophy, and zoology. Various academic theories of friendship have been proposed, among which are social exchange theory, equity theory, relational dialects, and attachment styles.
Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:
The tendency to desire what is best for the other
Sympathy and empathy
Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
Mutual understanding and compassion; ability to go to each other for emotional support
Enjoyment of each other's company
Trust in one another
Positive reciprocity — a relationship is based on equal give-and-take between the two parties
The ability to be oneself, express one's feelings and make mistakes without fear of judgement

From Wikipedia Offline
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         You ran some errands and had a Mother's Day lunch at Outback. Two four course dinner at thirty dollars with an eight-dollar coupon to boot. "Dinner" was a quite satisfying and excellent proposition.

         1457 hours. We are at Michael's off Fields-Ertel Road and have a B&N stop nearby to pick up the book Carol ordered for me. Lots of traffic, but then we rarely come down this way on Saturday afternoon. The 'friendship' definition from Wikipedia works but it means nothing itself -- the words exist but 'friendship' is told not shown.

         I'll do the showing, boy. - Amorella

         1609 hours. Home and I have my book from B&N, The Alphabet Versus The Goddess: The Conflict Between Words and Images, by Leonard Shlain.

         You are thinking, 'it is difficult doing more than one thing at once,' which is one of the more humorous thoughts you have had in some time. - Amorella

         Carol is out in the garage and driveway working on filling pots with goods and plants. You added a few sentences to Pouch 17 and want to move on with it but relaxation comes first. You have been telling Carol about the Avalon and Honda hybrids and have made up your mind she will chose one or the other. You don't care which but in the long run you think she may enjoy the comfort of the slightly larger Avalon more, plus it has fourteen square feet of trunk space (with batteries) - the same as your present car, the Honda supposedly will have thirteen square feet because of battery space. You cannot image fuel prices moving less in the long haul and thirty-nine to forty miles per gallon is very good for the larger car. Too much food has made you tired, boy. All for the present. - Amorella.      
       
         You had a nap and now are out on another errand. Lots of new cars on the road and you are getting a slight case of new car fever and are concerned about it setting on your mind. I'll take care of it, orndorff. - Amorella

         1937 hours. How can you do that, Amorella?

         Like this. - Amorella

         That has to be the power of suggestion.

         Really. - Amorella

         Amazing. No one will believe this. Cars are cars. It doesn't seem like such a concept would work when I know better.

         If you remember, boy, that's how it was when you were being instructed in self-hypnosis and being hypnotized during the same sessions by Dr. Paul Payne back in the eighties. - Amorella

         Yes, they were during the same sessions. I forget how many I had but it was during at least a couple of months. As you can use the power of suggestion does this leave me vulnerable to your self?

         Does it? - Amorella

         I don't think so. You only work relative to my modes of writing.

         We are writing and you are not thinking on new cars. - Amorella

         That's true, even though you mention new cars I do not have that build up to buy one. This is somewhat weird.

         I am your friend and you trust me. - Amorella

         That I do.                     

         You are home and assuming that you will have a very light snack (cereal) for supper then watch some television. Later, dude. - Amorella

         You had an evening following your assumption. Time for bed, boy. Post. - Amorella                                           

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