15 October 2013

Notes - a hangman and his gallows / (final) Dead 5


         Carol is still at lunch with retired teacher friends who together earlier volunteered to help package goods at the Matthew 25 Ministries in Blue Ash. You went to lunch with old retired teacher friends at Mason. A few moments ago you listened to Dead 5 and made a couple of changes on the spot (the reading continued). You are not sure you understood what was written so we need to go over the background in more detail. – Amorella

         Carol arrived home and you went out for your walk in the park and now are at McD’s on Kings Mill near Kings Island. Carol is on page 27 of Grisham’s book The Racketeer. Last night you watched the first of the season “Revenge” and the new show “Blacklist” which you both (surprisingly) enjoyed, especially the acting and pace in “Blacklist”. This morning you watched an episode of “Rebellion”. You also erased some new shows that neither of you have been too excited about.

         1531 hours. It is a lot noisier at McD’s than at the cemetery, plus Carol is listening to Bloomberg’s “Taking Stock” on Sirius/XM. I feel rather awkward with problems comprehending Dead 5. I’m not saying the esoteric content is incorrect because I am not sure.

         You are home and have finished Time magazine, which arrived today. Carol is cutting her flowers back now that the birds have finished with the seeds. We will deal with this by creating an outline of the content. Certainly if you are having problems other less esoteric centered readers might also have. – That’s what this work is about orndorff – a little fictional clarity beyond the grave. The point is that if the book can reason out the plausibility of how it might be, some readers may find it psychologically settling, particularly those who already have doubts, like yourself, of how the Beyond is or even if there is a Beyond. Certainly you see the greater humor in this don’t you, boy? –Amorella

         1622 hours. I do. There is nothing like a hangman building a reasonable gallows for himself.

          This is a good theme-oriented place to post. Later, my friend. - Amorella


         Out again after the cats were fed; this time for two Graeter’s kids’ cups – a double chocolate chip and a black cherry chocolate chip, along with a quick stop at Kroger’s on the corner of Tylersville and Cox. Make a new working copy of Dead 5 and we’ll go through and number/underline first, then we’ll put them to a list to reason through. – Amorella

         2213 hours. I chose another path, Amorella. I feel this has the clarity the first (final) draft did not. This content I understand in a fuller flavor.

         Within reason whatever works. Add and post. - Amorella

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The Dead 5 ©2013 (final) draft (B) for GMG.One

       Merlyn sat in his sanctuary on the rock in front of his comfortable hut-of-a-home on the meadow in the river valley mostly surrounded by hill and forest and that huge granite dome to his northeast. No billiards this time around, his mind acquiesced to his heartfelt surroundings and his heart in turn assented to his soul. Merlyn’s out loud assessment, “I love this solitude.”
       A known feminine voice unfolds within: “This is your soul surrounding your heartanmind, Merlyn.” He had heard the Voice before as an intimate tonal similar to the Voice he also hears in his sanctuary, these are the voices of his two favorite pets in life, the great horned owl and the fox. Good teachers are both still. I wonder, is my soul, my natural ghost, a greater teacher than are my owl and fox? And, if so or naught, why?”
       I listen to my pets as I always have. It is only right that I listen to my ghost also. A spirit who, soul or not, is a slice of my honest underlying nature. In continued reflection Merlyn glances to his north woods to see his great horned owl appear on the high limb of an Oak as his pet fox rolls his reddish brown coat in the meadow grass below. How is it that at times I observe fox and owl eating? This is my sanctuary yet I have not commanded food for their habitual nourishment. Neither needs food nor do I. What self, what consciousness does my Spirit feed on that I am unaware?      
       Merlyn’s soul’s Voice burrows into membrane of unconsciousness whispering, “Listen closely, Merlyn. Ancient prophetic music is close at heart.”
       Intuitively tuned, Merlyn waits then forthwith he hears a twinning heartbeat. I know this friend ruminates Merlyn. He is a familiar connection from my journey back into the Rebellion of Ten Thousand, another shaman-like figure, Ezekiel of Israel.
       Ezekiel’s presence diffracted the shadows within Merlyn’s inexplicably unfolded persona.  A single prophetic ray plunged through Merlyn’ mind. ‘Ezekiel is as a sunbeam breaking through and into the deepest of still water.
       Heart-surprised, Ezekiel uttered, “This is the least angelic of all my old friends. This is Merlyn here and within. What came next was an interweaving event-in-descriptive-mind that heartansoul neither dead man could have expected to shared at any point in timelessness – 
It is the beginning and my spine shivers. I am inside and there is no way out. My forearms shiver. My fingers are cold. I am a forming of ice on the Great River JordenanStyx. I am EzekielanMerlyn dancing within blue a string of red poetic devices – I do not exist and am able to reflect only on the real meaning of righteousness encircled within a little understood aspect of humanity’s double helix.
       As Ezekiel continues wandering his own sanctuary’s desert Merlyn speaks in wonder  . . .  “I sit beyond the turbulence. Deadanliving, I find it is not so easy crossing the eternal sand shifting between another heart and soul and mind no matter who this surreptitious bridge may be. How much more difficult is it for living heartsansoulsanminds that are not nearly so fully human as we, the Dead?
       Solidification comes within an impossible thought. The human spirit solidifies from formless ice in mindansoul while the stoned heart in a private contemplates: we, Ezekiel and Merlyn, are observed by whom?
       Merlyn breaks off this considered event deeming it no more real than imagination becoming wonderment. The here and now in Merlyn is nearly unbound of past life-in-death. Margins of error become fixed and his heartansoulanmind transcends into working letters of DNA code.
       Sharing is humanity understood. Righteousness is essentially a wordless understanding of one soul to another. Righteousness is what is real from Heaven to Earth and Earth to Heaven. Righteousness is thickest of  ethereal waters in which only the noblest of spirits may pass.
       Merlyn settles as he assumes his shaman-like friend Ezekiel settles, for once forgetting he is dead, Merlyn thinks aloud, “I am fully alone as I feel the Boatman’s keel sliding over my resurrected spine.”

       A few wingless readers smile knowingly; Merlyn and Ezekiel are not alone within whatever color they are read.
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