21 September 2014

Notes - thoughts / a set of goals / Ch 5, bk 2 completed /

         1008 hours. We have two days until the Fall Equinox.

         You awoke groggy and unsettled after spending the night moving from the bed to the chair to the bed in Kim’s old room where there was less chance of waking Carol with your periodic hacking cough. The Sunday funnies and paper have been read, Carol is relaxing after working with the wash and various household chores most of the day. You swept yesterday and this morning, gathering more cat hair then you would have expected today. You feel guilty for not cleaning the litter boxes before breakfast as Carol did so while you were eating. – Amorella

         1014 hours. That is my designated job as she does their feeding. I should have done it last night but I went upstairs early to relax with the some headphone music before bed. I am feeling somewhat better but I could use a short nap before venturing into my exercises. Last week we walked enough each day that I didn’t feel like I was missing them. Arthritic aches and pains, no doubt a temperature change like Carol says. I want to complete chapter five and work through most of chapter six before this next weekend. I have a month before we ready ourselves off to Florida for a couple weeks or so; surely I can be done with chapter seven and working on eight by then. I feel a sense of accomplishment now that GMG.One is out there and an even greater sense of determination on finishing GMG.Two by mid-Winter if possible. This will leave GMG.Three to work on for the rest of 2015. Once these books are completed I will feel that I have accomplished not what I thought I was going to accomplish but I hope to have the stories intact before I actually die. It may seem odd to tell one’s story to an Angel before death and leave it for a few of the interested to read at their leisure, but in real life as in real death no one knows what’s next no matter what they may say or believe. I am getting into actually liking this idea Amorella came up with. It makes the works unique in terms of perspective for any reader, including myself.

         You have accomplished the draft for the story to an Angel in the first three Merlyn books, so you are further along than you think. You also find it interesting to think on, that is, your imagination is catching up with the concept of story-telling to an Angel that makes the request first, because that is how it is in here, ‘I asked for the story’. As an agnostic you are open-minded enough to dwell of the plausibility of an Angel of G---D and this supports your authenticity from my perspective, not yours, boy. This construction then is as a ‘philosophical thought problem’ brought to life within the blog and earlier notes. You are retired and have this work to do for now. Later, dude. Post. - Amorella


         Mid-afternoon. You have some 421 words on Dead 5, mostly written after a Subway picnic at the Carl Rahe park along the west bank of the Little Miami. Presently, you are waiting for Carol who is in Kroger’s for essentials such as bread and milk on Mason-Montgomery Road. – Amorella

         1519 hours. It occurred to me while writing that this circumstance-in-writing is no different than it was earlier. I am standing (comfortably) telling my story, your request, my story. I could not have written what I have without you, but then you know where the words come from, what projections of personality and passion that cause them to rise into consciousness. In this circumstance I take you at your word to be (at least) a pretend Angel. Without this sense I cannot have the base authenticity of timelessness in which to gather my thoughts. Consistency may be the hobgoblin of little minds, but in this case, consistency provides base, as it were, on which to stand.

         While telling the story in you own fashion do you see yourself facing me directly? – Amorella

         1526 hours. I was just thinking on this. I certainly am not on the top of a pillar (I erased this and replaced with ‘base’.) This may appear arrogant but I envision you directly in front of my sight, within the distance of two feet, a little more than an arm’s length, thus for my psychological comfort I cannot suddenly attempt to reach forward to touch what does not physically exist.

         You watched the national news and completed more of “The Roosevelt’s” on PBS. You also completed Chapter Five of book two. Add and post. - Amorella

          [2202 hours. I encounters some problems with number set spacings below.]

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FIVE  ©2014, rho, GMG.Two
Resolution

            The Supervisor has a little saying:
                                    Ring-a-ring o'rosies
                                    A pocket full of posies
                                    "A-tishoo! A-tishoo!"
                                    We all fall down!

                                    We rise from clay
                                    On judgment day
                                    Be we dead or still alive.



The Dead 5

            “There is talk among the Living that reality is not as it seems,” says Merlyn. “And, there has always been talk among the Dead that reality is not as it seems.”
            Socrates grins saying, “All the more reason to keep questioning. We know how it is being Dead, but otherwise nothing more than the experience.”
            The two sit on a stone-imaged bench across Eleusis Street from The Mikroikia at the corner of Lyceum, to their left, down Eleusis several blocks is the Temple Gate at the River Styx where, during the first Rebellion, the focus was on building a bridge across to return to Earth. To Socrates and Merlyn’s right Eleusis Street stretches several city blocks up to Mother’s. Minds can change more easily in such a previously orthodox setting. During the Rebellion it was thought that Mother’s was north as in the North Star, and south, somewhere across the Styx were the motions of the stars and Earth. Think of this as the classical region in HeavenOrHellBothOrNeither. Everyone has their favorite place to meet their friends. Merlyn and Socrates prefer the dark curtained wordless humor set in timeless Greek style.
            “We must breathe the Golden Rule to survive the complete lack of physical existence. Only with the mind do we set the social order. Our minds are free but we are not free to unbind them,” comments Socrates.
            “This is true for form to exist,” replies Merlyn in agreement. “We Dead are without the physics but we are not gods.” He smirks, “The ancients conjured gods and goddesses out of the air.”
            “We do not have a definition of Reality until we have a definition of G---D,” states Socrates. “And, our definition of dead appears to be without physics. The Dead wished to build that bridge to return to physics; to the Earth.”
            A dark humor infests the conversation as it lies on a line. “Mario, told me once that the bridge was designed by minds and hearts not physics. That was his explanation. He said the distance of each span was to be forty-one feet out with an imagined stone base, wood frame and concrete. The bridge is to be ten feet above the water,” declares Merlyn. “His friend Thales said the work should be wide and low off the water, a military bridge. Human religion thus conjures an argument between Poseidon and Zeus, as Poseidon never liked to follow his brother’s orders. That is what had been told.”
            Socrates shakes his head and adds, “Such talk still provides blasphemy in one time placed culture to another.”
            “Were it as such then, but here, as always, the individual reigns,” replies Merlyn, “and our marsupial humanoid cousin spirits rightly call this place, HeavenOrHellBothOrNeither.”
            “The humane spirit has the choice to reign.”
            “For what ends, Socrates?” Both laugh in the thought.
            “To be a bridge,” says Socrates with clarity.
            “The new people on Earth speak a lot about physics. Some cannot tell the difference between the science and poetry.”
            “Both are observable, Merlyn.”
            Merlyn smirks, “One day we will not be able to tell the difference between a marsupial humanoid’s spirit and a Homo sapiens.” He stands with a request, “Let’s walk, as it were, down to the Temple Gate and observe the River.”
“The gate façade replicates the Temple of Asclepius. Twelve sixteen foot wide stone steps from river beach up to the rectangular base stone floor. The front wall, closest to the town, is sixteen rectangular stone blocks high, each cut block twelve inches long, ten inches high and eight inches thick. The front wall consists of four blocks in from the outer west corner to the arched entrance. The same four blocks in from the outer east corner to the arched entrance. The height of the wall is ten blocks. The eleventh block begins the arch. Four blocks up from the eleventh ends the arch and three more blocks up to the top of the wall sets the architrave. A simple concrete frieze tops the architrave with a small centered relief of Asclepius the Healer, the bearded god of medicine holding a serpent-entwined staff,” states Socrates. “This then set the stage for the mighty bridge to freedom, to return to the hallowed ground that bore us.”
“And the bridge was never built,” comments Merlyn’s ghost.
“Never built beyond a few spans,” answers Socrates’ spirit who silently wonders on an analogy to their present existence.
Merlyn, reflecting Socrates’ quiet state, speculates on how this scene might be recalled to an analogy for those living in the modern twenty-first century.
Neither is amused about what point might now be made.
...


 

Brothers 5

             On Tuesday during the week before Christmas, Robert is on the back porch puffing on a thin mild cigar a neighbor had given hime. The temperature sets in the low sixties this particular afternoon in Riverton. Inside, Richard stands pouring himself a diet RC Cola from a two liter plastic bottle into a large Coke-a-cola glass.
            Connie gives her brother-in-law a quick kiss on the cheek saying, “That’s for being a dear and getting your own drink.”
            “Right,” replies Richard. “I know you always loved me best.”
            She giggles and whispers, “Wouldn’t you like to know?” as Cyndi walked in.
            “Is Connie trying to seduce you?” asks Cyndi nonchalantly.
            “You know how she is,” Richard comments while returning the two-liter bottle to the refrigerator. He adds, “Other than you being a half inch shorter, I can’t see two hairs of difference; you are clones of your mother.”
            You know I cook better roast beef,” murmurs Cyndi in an equally seductive tone.
            “I’m going to sit on the porch, no sense wasting this perfectly good day,” says Richard.
            “What happening?” asks Robert.
            “I was being toyed in the kitchen. I think it is a form of female harassment.”
            “I agree.”
            “What do you want to do about it?”
            “What can you do? Nothing. I don’t mind the flirting. It never leads to anything,” laughs Robert.
            “That’s the truth, surmises Richard. The two sit together quietly thinking private thoughts.
            Robert yawns, saying, “I could take a nap.”
            Richard also yawns and in a low voice, replies, “Me too.”
            “We didn’t used to be this way,” grumbles Rob.
             “Pick up a newspaper from a year ago and the ads are similar to this year at Christmas. Sales are built on holidays.”
            Robert adds, “We live in a cultural habit. The whole world is nothing but cultural habits.”
            “We have our women and our poetry Rob. What more do you want?”
            Robert chuckles, “Remember out mid twenties.”
            “Yeah,” answers Richard, We all go through the drinking. First, the excitement of the riding the first bike, then we were pumped for the driver’s license and then there was the first legal drink.”
            “Cultural habits and cultural rituals – rites of passage Rob.”
            “What was the difference two thousand years ago?”
            “Roman boys built miniature chariots and trained mice to pull them and had races. Nothing was really that different – take away electrical power and engines and we would be living pretty much like the Romans, that is our everyday life wouldn’t be much different.”
            Rob notes, “Health and survival rates would be.”
            “You got me on that. We both had childhood diseases in the forties and early fifties that would have killed us a hundred years earlier.”
            “We would have been born in 1842; who was President?”
            “FDR, of course.”
            “No, I mean in 1842.”
           
            Richard pulls out his iPhone and presses Suri and asks. She responds, “Checking on that  . . . the answer is John Tyler”.
            Richard presses Suri again, “Is William Henry Harrison President in 1842?”
            Suri responds, “Alright, here’s what I got: (1842 is after William Henry Harrison died)”.
            “She says he was dead by 1842. I didn’t know that.”
            Rob, who has been checking Wikipedia, replies, “Tyler was the first President to die in office. I didn’t know that either.”
            Richard stares at his cell. “Look at us. We just look stuff up we don’t know and here it is. Who would have thought we could do this when we were kids?”
            Robert shook his head as he placed the phone in his pocket. He says calmly, “We could not have known any of this. Who would have thought I would have become a surgeon?”
            “We played war games, mimicking what we understood of World War II; which was not really that much when we were ten years old.”
            “We took our bb guns down the basement, set up toy soldiers in various places near the far wall, and shot them down,” smiles Rob.
            “We pretended they were German but all we had were those green toy American soldiers. I tried to . . ..”
            “. . . modify the helmets with a soldering iron,” commented Richard and Robert in unison. They both laugh.
            “What are you two laughing about?” asks Connie from the kitchen.
            “Stocking presents you are going to buy for the grandkids?” adds Cyndi her more serious tone, “Is that it, fun Christmas presents to put in the socks?”
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Grandma’s Story 5
The month is November in 941. The grandson of King Alfred the Great is King Edmund Atheling. Nine generations now separate Lord Thomas and Lady Hilda.
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Lord Thomas            b. 0697            d. 0779
Lady Hilda                b. 0705            d. 0791
Anne                        b. 0733            d. 0796
Judah                        b. 0730            d. 0806

Sarah                        b. 0759            d. 0855
Robert*                     b. 0747            d. 0806
           
James *                    b. 0*785            d. 0862
Courtney                   b. 0790            d. 0863

Crosby*                      b. 0814            d. 0850
Farrah                        b. 0814            d. 0885

Parker *                     b. 0842            d. 0934
Selby                        b. 0862            d. 0951

Madison *                   b. 0888            d. 0956
Shandy                       b. 0890            d. 0943
   
Lyndon *                      b. 0916            d. 0979
Daisey                         b. 0925            d. 0999

Ackley *                       b. 0941
*
            Madison, 53, and wife Shandy, 51 are with their son, Lyndon, 25, and their daughter-in-law, Daisey, 16, who has recently given birth to her first son, Ackley. Here is one remembrance.
            Madison glances at his red-faced and screaming grandson and says to Lyndon, “We have to make sure the sheep survive the winter. We have beer fermenting for the holidays. There will be food on the table, but we have to stay clear of town and winter illnesses, particularly with the boy here. He’s healthy enough, but a sick child is easily a dead one, and he is our first of the next generation. We could use easily a couple more, son. ”
            “Mother,” adds Lyndon, “Four years ago we helped supply material and food for the king’s army. We have the king’s respect with these sheep and land of ours.”
            “Your King Athelstan is dead. Now you have a new king, Edmund Atheling, who is a mere lad of eighteen. What does he know about being king?”
            Madison’s voice sobers into arrogance, “I am proud to have served with both Alfred and Athelstan. We defeated the Celts and Scots as well as the Danes and Vikings. Athelstan of Wessex and Mercia was the first king of modern Britain, may God bless his soul and that of his father’s too.”
            “You wouldn’t let me serve in the Battle of Brunenburh,” whines Lyndon. “You fought for the king while I served with supplies.”
            Madison gruffly retorts, “You were barely twenty, boy. What did you know? You would have liked to have got yourself killed, then where would we be?” We are royally noted our service. We are likely for more land for more sheep.” He pauses for Shandy’s benefit, “We have to keep building this estate for your mother, for her security.”
            The baby continues whaling. Young Daisey lies in bed too exhausted to raise her voice. Daisey lived out such a farm life that she never needed to count beyond four.
.
            Grandma gives a knowing smile saying, “Now is time to see how things are with the Scots, that is with the descendents of Lord Thomas’ younger twin son, Jacob. Here is the Scottish bloodline.        
                           
Lord Thomas            b. 0697            d. 0779
Lady Hilda               b. 0705            d. 0791

Jacob                        b. 0730            d. 0783
Ruth                          b. 0735            d. 0783

Daniel                        b. 0761            d. 0840 [Frodisharg]
Treasa                       b. 0764            d. 0843 [Vigdisdottir]
                                   
Taliesin                     b. 0785            d. 0847
Grimildis                   b. 0795            d. 0873

Wilfred                      b. 0821            d. 0901
Daria                        b. 0826            d. 0903

Bairn                        b. 0877            d. 0931
Nairne                      b. 0885            d. 0948

Dana                        b. 0908            d. 0955
Douglas                    b. 0906            d. 0936

Corey                        b. 0936            d. 1003
Tully                           b. 0937            d. 1025

            It is 941. Cory is five; and sister Tully is four, and Dana, 33. Grandma Nairne is 56. Douglas died in the Battle of Brunenburh in 936. The women, Dana and Nairne continue Douglas’ business Merchandise. The two women run Merchandise in Glasgow with Ross, an able and trusted servant as their front man. The Glasgow enterprise expands to include boots and saddles, farm implements, horses and other sundries. Here is a remembrance.
            “You need not worry Mother,” replied Cory. “I want to be a soldier like my father, not a priest. I am learning Latin for reading the Bible myself. I won’t need a priest.”
            “Blasphemy,” says Grandma Nairne. “What are we going to do with this boy?”
            “Not to worry Mother,” replies Dana. “He is the little man of the house.” She spies both of her two children now under the large oak table. She teasingly asks, “What are you two doing under there?”
            Tully responds, “We talk to the voice in the corner.”
            Mother laughs, “Which corner is that?” she asks.
            “He’s always in the northeast corner,” responds Cory in an earnest honesty.

Nothing is better than a children’s fantasy revealed
In the corner of a table, a room or a field.
It makes little difference where hangs imagination’s sign,
When it finds a quiet listener in a corner in its mind.
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Diplomatic Pouch 5
            “Tell me about your trips to Los Vegas,” suggests Yermey. “I want to understand more about having luck and the beating the odds when playing the computer game you call Slots. I don’t understand the use of a personal attachment in the phrases. I sense that human beings can change the odds with their personal existence – that somehow when lucky sheorhe can beat the statistical odds. Where does this unrealistic perspective come from, and more to the point, why, in your modern age, does it still exist?
            Pyl breaks into a grin but quickly realizes Yermey is being serious. She takes a moment to re-listen to his words. First, Slots is a game. It is supposed to be fun, and part of the fun is seeing how lucky one is at the moment. Some people believe in luck but I do not. Life is circumstance. It is still fun. You walk into a casino and choose your slot machine and see how your circumstance is at the moment.”
            “So, this computer simulation promotes a sense of hope and destiny? Doesn’t living a life do the same thing without being artificially created like a game?”

            What is this man talking about, she thought. Philosophy and religion tied up in a computer simulator based on a game in which people hope to win big money. I wonder what Justin and Blake are up to? I understand why we are paired off but it appears Yermey is playing the odds here. She smiles.
            “Why the smile?”
            “Friendly mentioned to me about boxostats. Is it a game like Slots or is it what you people call ‘machinery’.
            Yermey chuckles, “What did she tell you about boxostats?”
            “I don’t remember, but it seemed to have to do with gambling. Why do you people want to know how we personally think about gambling? If it is taboo on Homeplanets let us know. We don’t want to offend anyone with our casual cultural propensities.”
             “Boxostats is a bio-chemical computer that reminds you of things you routinely do everyday. It can be adjusted to show your consistencies, personality traits and sudden addictions. For instance, if you suddenly appear to have a compulsive obsessive disorder, or an anxiety the device will show you. It is a drop of a gel-like substance you place on your body. We feel it is good to monitor one’s total health.”
            Pyl comments, “That’s interesting. A newly compulsive gambler would consciously become aware of this before it became addictive.”
            “Yes. We are responsible for our own well being.” He thinks, ‘Pyl realizes Ship does this sort of thing automatically, but I don’t want to get into a discussion that will lead to human rights and responsibilities. This is about our culture. We are interested in personal human primate traits but in this circumstance we are the gamblers bringing these primates home and HomePlanets is gambling their health safety and welfare that this is a good call; that as these Earthlings say, we will beat the odds. Surely there is a better way for the primates and us to have human contact without having human contact. Living-reality is a strange factor to consider.’           
            Pyl declares, “What is really on your mind Yermey?”
            “Pardon.”
            “I am married. My husband is here and so is my older brother, yet we two are attracted to one another.”
            Yermey blushes.
            “Cat got your tongue?”
            “I am not attracted to you sexually.”
            “Then how are you attracted to me?”
            “You are interesting.”
            “As a species or as an individual?”
            Immediately defensive, Yermey states, “What is this about, Pyl?”
            “Justin told me that Hartolite slid his hand into her pouch.” She laughs. “He didn’t know what to do. He thought she might yell, ‘rape’. Hartolite was suddenly out and out attracted to Justin and she attempted to something about it. That’s how I see it.”
            “I am surprised he told you,” responds Yermey while feeling strangely anxious.
            “Why?” She thinks, ‘I told Justin Friendly gave me permission to put my hand in her pouch. It doesn’t appear to mean anything more intimate than a solidly warm handshake between good friends.’
            “I don’t know,’ says Yermey. “We marsupial males play coy. We do not dominate the sexual scene nor do we wish to.”
            Pyl asks, “Do you feel sex is beneath your station?”
            He shrugs and answers, “We males are not that interested.”
            “Then why do you secretly wish me to be more intimate with you?” Pyl waits patiently as Yermey searches through five hundred years of personal experience and knowledge for one honest and heartfelt response to meet this immediate greater-than-life circumstance.
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