10 April 2015

Notes - morning / experience

        Late morning. You awoke with arthritic aches and pains, had breakfast, read the paper, (Carol thought you were coming down with a cold or flu), comforted Jadah, took a short nap, then did your forty minutes of exercises and you feel somewhat better. – Amorella

         1121 hours. I am. Partly cloudy skies help. I went to sleep late because I was playing ‘chase the laser light with Jadah then awoke later because of the somewhat short but loud thunderstorm with some hail and pelting rain. More green buds of all kinds are popping, very nice. Kim called to say her cousin, Sharon (divorced last year) is engaged to Guille, a medical doctor in Las Vegas she has been dating. She works for a national pharmaceutical company but lives in Vegas with her two children. We met him at Thanksgiving. He is a good fellow, born and raised in Buenos Aires. We like him and wish them the best of course. Another niece, Jean, was remarried last December. It is always fun when people are added to the fairly immediate family.

         Carol is downstairs on the Mac; you are listening to Calm Radio – solo piano and guitar on Tune In. Later you will probably drive in to Macy’s so Carol can buy some clothes for walking on the indoor track at the community center. You both have Silver Slipper free memberships provided by Aetna/Medicare so tomorrow you will see how that is. – Amorella

         1144 hours. Carol didn’t ask me to go along so I’ll go at least once to see how it is. She is supposed to walk on flat surfaces. Walking is something I always enjoyed but arthritis really slows me down.


         Post. - Amorella

         You had a late lunch at Penn Station and now Carol is at Kroger’s on Mason-Montgomery Road. A pleasant April day, eh, orndorff? – Amorella

         1508 hours. April reminds me of two authors and two works. Chaucer’s Canterbury Tales and Melville’s Moby Dick. Both focus on the basic human condition as all good pieces of world literature do. Every time I write ‘the basic human condition’ I think of my favorite professor of English, Dr. John Coulter at Otterbein. I had some 67semester hours of English at Otterbein and about half were taught by Dr. John Coulter. In most every class he taught at least once or twice during the semester he would write ‘the basic human condition’ on the board. ‘This is what literature is all about,’ he would say. I love the man, John Coulter, the teacher, still. Heart and soul and mind are about as human as one can be.

         Later afternoon. You and Carol are at the north end of Pine Hill Lakes Park. Carol is on page twelve of The Target by David Baldacci after finishing The Confession last night. You are wondering about the ‘clear as air’ in terms of the color of an imaginary Angel’s eyes and why you thought that rather out of the blue. First, nothing that has words is ‘out of the blue’. Doug sent you ‘an inspirational quotation’ as he does every so often this morning and today’s is: “The only source of knowledge is experience,” by Albert Einstein. Second, so following, this ‘knowledge that the color of an Angel’s eyes’ is not fully imagination it is based on your experience. – Amorella

         1641 hours. This is based on what I once thought was an Angel’s eye because I saw it in my head. But seeing it in my head during a transcendental experience does not mean it was real.

         The point is that seeing the Angel’s eye was an experience. – Amorella

         1644 hours. It was a select aspect of a transcendental experience. In this sense, indeed, it is not imaginary in the broadest sense of the word.

         You distort your sense of reality by not giving experience its due. – Amorella

         1648 hours. The experience is intuitive knowledge at most (and less intuitive as least), not knowledge as we normally use the word. [Time to head home.]

         1706 hours. Relating to my intuitive experience, my initial description of you, Amorella, has an eye and distinguishing scar not an eye as clear as air yet you told me that the time I thought ‘I danced with an Angel of G---D’ (another transcendental experience) that it was you that I was dancing with not an Angel of G---D. Speaking of such ‘experience’ then I would have to say that I discovered that when I asked an Angel a question I would first have to find an answer for myself.

         This is not correct. First, you had to find the right question to ask. Finding the right question is what you had to find for yourself first. That was the experience. – Amorella

         1715 hours. I do not have the memory because the experience was/is timeless, or it appears to be so. This is confusing because memory is by definition related to a particular time setting.

         Now you show an example of your ‘intuitive spiritual’ knowledge in experience. – Amorella

         1724 hours. I have run out of words.

         Would you, here and now, deny any of this particular discussion to an Angel of G---D? – Amorella

         1727 hours. It is after the fact. How could I deny something after the fact?

         The meaning here is “I know better than to deny something that I feel in heartansoulanmind as true to any Angel because any Angel may be an Angel of G---D.” Do you agree? – Amorella

         1729 hours. I do, based on my intuitive spiritual experience, as you say, in dealing with Angels. (Whether or not they are real is beyond my ability to claim, thus I have doubts. This is not a matter of faith; it is a matter of reason and self-perceived experience.) – rho

         I accept these stated words of yours. No hand on the Bible needed here, boy. Post. – Amorella

         1735 hours. I feel neither here or there. Does any of this post have anything to do with Dead 9?

         What do you think? – Amorella

         1737 hours. Based on past experience (witnessed in years of this blog) I say, yes, it does.

        Later, boy. - Amorella



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