02 May 2015

Notes - Grander

         After noon. You completed mowing all but the postage stamp southwest corner of the yard. The Boy Scouts are delivering twenty bags of mulch this afternoon. This is an annual rite of Spring; they deliver and make some money in the process. While you were taking a break before finishing up the front yard you caught a thought that made you smile and even laugh out loud momentarily because there is a truth in it about yourself – “I can’t see the trees for the Forrest.” – Amorella

         1225 hours. That Gump part of me – where the brain wires get crossed or are shortened — gets stuck and I don’t think properly. The thought popped up out of nowhere but the truth is sometimes I really can’t see the trees (most everyone else appears to see) for the Forrest in me. This is just the way it is. And, in context particularly I find it quite amusing, a joke of nature. Some might find the ironies in life depressing, but deep in there, or deep inside me (one way or the other) I find it amusing. This, to me, shows there is an Intelligence of some sort out there and in all of us and humor is a part of what it is. I like that.

         Write it orndorff. It is a thought. – Amorella

         1235 hours. . . . an Intelligence that might exist even on the other side of what I call G---D. Perhaps a ‘setting’ of G---D.

         You consider the thought blasphemous. – Amorella

         1238 hours. It is a leap of thought on what was there before G---D existed. I find it unsettling but it is impossible to leap beyond or too close because of respect for G---D, this then serves as a reminder to me that G---D is Beyond this sort of thinking and thus even Grander as a Creator of All Things and Beyond. And, this coming from an agnostic no less. - rho

         Later, boy. – Post. Amorella

         The rest of the day was family busy you watched the boys playing soccer on the front lawn while Carol and Kim talked. Carol is on the couch, Kim came downstairs after the boys went to sleep. So, now you will have conversation. Post. - Amorella

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