Notes - written down to be let go

       Late Sunday afternoon. You have nothing on mind after watching the second episode of the fourth season of the “X-Files” titled, ‘Home’. – Amorella

       1733 hours. “Home” was the most disturbing episode in the entire series for me. I wondered when it would come up. Surprisingly, I just found this at > http://x-files.wikiaDOTcom/wiki/Home_(episode) <. Thinking about it I suppose the disturbing part has to do with inbreeding. Mother always said there was too much inbreeding. I think Mom and Dad were second or third cousins one way or another. I never did understand exactly how. Anyway, I thought it was funny that they were. I used to tell friends that story then laugh and say, “Well, it didn’t have any effect on me.” Then, everyone would laugh. Mom was serious about it though; I never paid too much credence; however, the “Home” episode struck a personal nerve somewhere within – it was one scary episode in my mind, still is rather unnerving, even today. Wow. I really don’t believe I’ve just thought this. (1803)

       Again, I brought it up, orndorff. This has been episode has been in your head since it first aired. Time to rid yourself of it. – Amorella

       1813 hours. This is fine with me.

       This has brought up another episode only it is from the sixties. – Amorella

       1815 hours. I know what it is, I think it was from one of Serling’s “Twilight Zone” shows but I found it in a comedy “The Dick Van Dyke Show” where Rob alluded to the “Twilight Zone” but he showed himself in a dream as alien-like with no thumbs in “Don’t Forget, Rob – thumbs up!” > http://trueclassicsDOTnet/2011/10/03/dont-forget-rob-thumbs-up/ <.

       You both watched a couple of shows and the news on DVD tonight and are ready to call it a day. – Amorella

       2136 hours. I did learn something – I still have matters in my mind to let go, to be free of. Who would have thought it would be an “X-Files” show titled, ‘Home’.   

   

       Post. - Amorella

       2141 hours. I just remembered, the no thumbs is something I still do sometimes when lying in bed -- I look at the top of my hands with the thumbs not showing -- it gives me a 'alien' appearance and I wonder who I was once. Strange, I suppose, but true. I wonder why?

       Why do you think you were an alien once? Because of your hypnotic dream (Dr. Payne's office, 1980's) when you told Dr. Payne that before you were born you were in a strange alien ship and a tall thin alien with big eyes and small nose said, "Don't worry, everything will be all right." -- you were not yet born. You have this hypnotically induced episode somewhere in this several years of blogs. 

      2149 hours. Enough on this sort of thing, I am following back in old patterns -- talking about myself -- it's all been written down I don't need to repeat. I need to let all that stuff go.