Mid-morning. You awoke with two thought both
strangely related. One, this is Shakespeare’s fictionalized birthday; and two, ‘being
cleansed’ by the world (in yesterday’s posting) is a reference to how Lava
soap, in your early days was a gritty soap used to clean the hands of grease
from working on lawn mower or automobile engines. Physical reality is the
grittiness that in the end cleans the combined heartansoulanmind of its
baseness needed for physical survival. – Amorella
0847
hours. That is pretty much it for this morning.
Mid-afternoon.
You ran errands and had a Subway picnic down along the Little Miami River in shady
park area of the Carl A. Rahe Access near Foster. Carol is beginning the
Sixteenth Chapter of The Patriot Threat (p.112) by Steve Berry. –
Amorella
1415
hours. I thought it was another author but checking on the iPhone it is not. For
some reason I don’t have Wiki Offline anymore. The last time I really cleaned
up my drive and must have accidently erased it as junk – just cleaned out more ‘unused
apps. It is a beautiful, cloudless Spring day with lots of red or white
flowering trees and there is much more overall foliage. The canoe livery people
and customers arrived – the first we’ve seen this season. Kings Island opened a
week or so ago on weekends.
Let’s go to Chapter Eleven, boy, and work
this chapter to an overall near final draft conclusion. – Amorella
1432
hours. The timing appears appropriate but I am feeling rather useless in terms
of putting parts of those now seemingly ancient articles into my own words;
however . . ..
You are home. Tim mowed. The lawn looks much
better, much more uniform with the street as it appears most everyone mowed
today. Tim also had filled the woodpecker holes on the southwest corner of the
house and painted – looks much better. Drop in the work you did here.
** **
Point A:
(Amorella)
A-1:
The
smallest entanglements, quantum or otherwise, can sometimes greatly effect
large mattered outcomes and/or events. The Butterfly Effect (Chaos Theory) fits
here. (Understood.)
A-2:
Human beings extend
themselves with all kinds of machinery, which allows for deeper concepts to
bring themselves to light through data and visualization. (Edited, but better
understood personally)
Point B
(Amorella)
B-1:
I
remember seeing a short film in Dr. Pelichek-Willsdorf graduate ed. psych. class
at Bowling Green in which a film demonstrated straight on that if two people
playing tennis are in the process volleying the ball back and forth across the
net the observer cannot tell if the film is running backwards or forwards. In
retrospect the observers in our class could not tell whether the film was in
reverse or not. It was a surprise because we felt we were watching a match in
progress, no one could tell otherwise. (Understood)
B-2:
The principles of relativity,
quantum mechanics, and gate symmetry, which is necessary to make those work
together properly, together greatly constrain the possible physical laws for
the fundamental interactions. When you take all those constraints into account,
you find that the only things that are allowed look almost the same forwards and
backwards in time, and, in fact, there are subtle microphysical phenomena
observing—obscure particle decays that don’t look the same forwards and
backwards in time, but for the most part, the fundamental laws do look the
same. The so-called time reversal symmetry of physical laws is a consequence of
other deep principles. (Edited but otherwise understood as stated)
** **
1540
hours. I could do this after all. I am rather surprised. Sometimes I look at
words and don’t seem to have a clue. Story all my life. I don’t know why
sometimes I am here (mentally) and other times I am not. I have for a very long
time assumed it is a learning disability I have learned to compensate for, at
least most of the time. I am not a dual personality. I remember I asked Alta,
who is very observant and she said I was not then she asked me to check the
closet to see if I have clothes I don’t remember buying – I have known; some
oddly enough, I can remember buying a decade or so ago. It is a ‘miss-wiring’ in
the brain, who knows why. The main thing is that I have survived rather well
all these years, and taught school for thirty-even years. Amazing.
I
remember going to our Class of 1960 fifty-year reunion and some people looked
at me with a ‘who is this?’ on their faces like ‘Orndorff taught English to
seniors? He couldn’t even spell.’ He publishes poetry and novels? He never did anything
intellectual in school that I can remember – just a good time boy, always
smiling like he didn’t have a care in the world, no ambition except to graduate
in the upper half of his class, weird sense of humor. Close friends with Fritz
and Doug and Steve; nice guy, that’s about it. (1555)
That appears accurate enough, at least from
your perspective. That indeed was the ‘look’ – “Is that orndorff? No way.” I’ll
add that from my perspective at the time. This brought you a deepened sense of
quiet humor at the time and a “Yeah, guys, who would have thought?” as an
unspoken private reply. Post. - Amorella
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