Notes - pretty much / perspective

       Mid-morning. You awoke with two thought both strangely related. One, this is Shakespeare’s fictionalized birthday; and two, ‘being cleansed’ by the world (in yesterday’s posting) is a reference to how Lava soap, in your early days was a gritty soap used to clean the hands of grease from working on lawn mower or automobile engines. Physical reality is the grittiness that in the end cleans the combined heartansoulanmind of its baseness needed for physical survival. – Amorella

       0847 hours. That is pretty much it for this morning.

       Post. - Amorella

       Mid-afternoon. You ran errands and had a Subway picnic down along the Little Miami River in shady park area of the Carl A. Rahe Access near Foster. Carol is beginning the Sixteenth Chapter of The Patriot Threat (p.112) by Steve Berry. – Amorella

       1415 hours. I thought it was another author but checking on the iPhone it is not. For some reason I don’t have Wiki Offline anymore. The last time I really cleaned up my drive and must have accidently erased it as junk – just cleaned out more ‘unused apps. It is a beautiful, cloudless Spring day with lots of red or white flowering trees and there is much more overall foliage. The canoe livery people and customers arrived – the first we’ve seen this season. Kings Island opened a week or so ago on weekends.

       Let’s go to Chapter Eleven, boy, and work this chapter to an overall near final draft conclusion. – Amorella

       1432 hours. The timing appears appropriate but I am feeling rather useless in terms of putting parts of those now seemingly ancient articles into my own words; however . . ..

       You are home. Tim mowed. The lawn looks much better, much more uniform with the street as it appears most everyone mowed today. Tim also had filled the woodpecker holes on the southwest corner of the house and painted – looks much better. Drop in the work you did here.

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Point A: (Amorella)

A-1:

The smallest entanglements, quantum or otherwise, can sometimes greatly effect large mattered outcomes and/or events. The Butterfly Effect (Chaos Theory) fits here. (Understood.)

A-2:

Human beings extend themselves with all kinds of machinery, which allows for deeper concepts to bring themselves to light through data and visualization. (Edited, but better understood personally)

Point B (Amorella)  

B-1:    

I remember seeing a short film in Dr. Pelichek-Willsdorf graduate ed. psych. class at Bowling Green in which a film demonstrated straight on that if two people playing tennis are in the process volleying the ball back and forth across the net the observer cannot tell if the film is running backwards or forwards. In retrospect the observers in our class could not tell whether the film was in reverse or not. It was a surprise because we felt we were watching a match in progress, no one could tell otherwise. (Understood)

B-2:

The principles of relativity, quantum mechanics, and gate symmetry, which is necessary to make those work together properly, together greatly constrain the possible physical laws for the fundamental interactions. When you take all those constraints into account, you find that the only things that are allowed look almost the same forwards and backwards in time, and, in fact, there are subtle microphysical phenomena observing—obscure particle decays that don’t look the same forwards and backwards in time, but for the most part, the fundamental laws do look the same. The so-called time reversal symmetry of physical laws is a consequence of other deep principles. (Edited but otherwise understood as stated)

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       1540 hours. I could do this after all. I am rather surprised. Sometimes I look at words and don’t seem to have a clue. Story all my life. I don’t know why sometimes I am here (mentally) and other times I am not. I have for a very long time assumed it is a learning disability I have learned to compensate for, at least most of the time. I am not a dual personality. I remember I asked Alta, who is very observant and she said I was not then she asked me to check the closet to see if I have clothes I don’t remember buying – I have known; some oddly enough, I can remember buying a decade or so ago. It is a ‘miss-wiring’ in the brain, who knows why. The main thing is that I have survived rather well all these years, and taught school for thirty-even years. Amazing.

       I remember going to our Class of 1960 fifty-year reunion and some people looked at me with a ‘who is this?’ on their faces like ‘Orndorff taught English to seniors? He couldn’t even spell.’ He publishes poetry and novels? He never did anything intellectual in school that I can remember – just a good time boy, always smiling like he didn’t have a care in the world, no ambition except to graduate in the upper half of his class, weird sense of humor. Close friends with Fritz and Doug and Steve; nice guy, that’s about it. (1555)

       That appears accurate enough, at least from your perspective. That indeed was the ‘look’ – “Is that orndorff? No way.” I’ll add that from my perspective at the time. This brought you a deepened sense of quiet humor at the time and a “Yeah, guys, who would have thought?” as an unspoken private reply. Post. - Amorella