Notes - out of thought / time to nap / subject to doubt

Note: I started this blog seven years ago today,
15 August 2009.   

       Morning. The plumber has been here about an hour cleaning the kitchen pipe down to the bottom side of the house. Carol put too much ‘stuff’ in and the sauerkraut jammed it up on Saturday. – Amorella

       You are at Joseph Toyota on Colrain waiting on the car being serviced. Carol called and said that the backup was canned cat food. You clean off their plates but some residuals need soaked. From now on the residuals also go in the trash. This jam up took four or five years to build. – Amorella

       1059 hours. Life is what it is. There could be far worse problems.

       When you go to work on Pouch, let’s work on Thirteen. – Amorella

       1103 hours. I’m somewhat surprised.

       When Thirteen is complete as a draft, we’ll work on fourteen then when it is completed we’ll go back and clean up all three. This will be more efficient in the long run. – Amorella

       1105 hours. Wow. I agree. Good idea, Amorella. Amazing. This should work for the three “Dead” segments also.

       Yes. – Amorella

       1107 hours. I like this. I’m glad we are finishing up GMG.2 this way. I was in a rut.

       Of your own making, boy. Humans have a tendency to keep doing things the same way, partly because it is understandably easier. Habits do help people survive. However, old habits have a way of dissimilating the spirit, the original passion of the goal, no matter what the goal is. – Amorella

       By passion, in my particular case, I would like to know what this is specifically. My long time goal was to write a trilogy because my favorite author, Isaac Asimov wrote my favorite, The Foundation Trilogy. He added more books but my emulation was to at least write a trilogy that had far reaching concepts. I thought I could do it. (1117)

       You did. – Amorella

       1117 hours. True, but with too many words and not broad enough in being human concepts. I cannot write well but this may be because I don’t ‘think’ well. I have a better understanding of my ‘goal’ – I did broaden it with the marsupial humanoids. We are too shallow thinking that the Homo sapiens have a world all our own. I don’t think we ever did. Our DNA (for life) may have begun on Mars or elsewhere in the galaxy. Not only don’t we think far enough for life out in space, we don’t consider ourselves responsible for each other beyond raising our children and living in one tribe or another. The tribes just get bigger with cultures of their own. I thought by bringing the Dead into the concept of the Living would be enough to heighten the dimension but bringing the marsupial-humanoid and human Dead together adds to the dimension to where I find it acceptable. It would be nice to have these points come together and flower by the conclusion of GMG.3 so the reader can better see a positive future for species similar to ourselves if we are giving or earn ourselves enough time to mature into this broad (multiple universes) and narrow (varied spiritual dimensions) that we can live and die within a balance of ‘civilizing thoughts’, of heartansoulanmind thoughts.  (1131)

       This would be a worthy conclusion for your imagination and hope in your cynical darkness. – Amorella

       1134 hour. I am out of thought and thus out of words.

       Post. - Amorella

       1141 hours. I spent my professional life attempting to stimulate original thinking in my students. I have tried to stimulate it in myself also. I would like to have written well and stimulated others through my Merlyn books and blogs to do the same after I am gone. – rho 

       Car ready. – Amorella

       Late afternoon. The sky is dark pending a thundercloud from the near west. You and Carol had pizza for late lunch while watching last night’s PBS “Inspector Lewis” – there is one more next week then the last of eight year series will be completed. You and Carol have watched and enjoyed every program. – Amorella

       1723 hours. I am in need of a nap.

       The rain begins. Post. - Amorella    

       2126 hours. I notice someone today hit the post “Self-Projected Abstract of Amorella”, 9 September 2009. I decided to re-read it myself and I wouldn’t change a thing written then in terms of description and thought. So, even though I don’t remember the words as such the intent of the words haven’t changed. Basically, I am what I write. I don’t know if this is good, bad or indifferent but it shows a balance of thinking in my head is consistent in context over the years. – rho (Whoever the reader was, thanks for the hit even if it was accidental.)

       This shows ‘our’ connection, boy. You may consider yourself accidental but our meeting is not. – Amorella

       2133 hours. Interesting thing for you to say Amorella. It gives me an intuitive sense that you are real beyond myself, not in a genuine sense, only intuitive and subject to doubt, of course. – rho

       Of course, boy, I would expect no less from you. Post. - Amorella