Mid-morning. Tis a day dark and dreary . . .
you and Carol are awaiting the workers from Alluring Glass to come and install
your new shower. – Amorella
1007 hours. They are supposed to be here
within the hour. Once this is completed there are a few small things to be
finished, and the additional wall handrail. After that, as Larry says, “We’ll
be out of your hair.” On another subject, obviously my Diplomat Preface has to
go. The Soki will have to come up with his own introduction, so to speak.
Trent
and Logan arrived and are on the preliminaries of installation. You decided to
delete ‘The Dewdrop Discoveries’ from Blogger because the concept is no longer
relevant. And, heartansoul agrees it is not. - Amorella
1108 hours. It looks like I had epiphany and
didn’t even realize it. This is both settling and unsettling at the same time. Consciousness
is interesting.
So is the unconscious. So is the
heartansoul. You have lifted the personal burden of obligation by the nature
that put you in the position in the first place. - Amorella
1118 hours. I thought I was obligated by
G---D.
Where is the free will in that? – Amorella
1119 hours. I have spent enough time ruminating
on that question. It is time to let it go.
1127 hours. It seems I was obligated by
consciousness.
By your humanity. – Amorella
1128 hours. This brings up an interesting
question. Can one’s consciousness overreach enough to effect one’s heartansoul?
And, the personal answer is: ‘yes, it can and did’.
It appears to you as so. – Amorella
1133 hours. I have intuitively felt that as
far as mind and humanity is concerned the mind is the weaker, but it is not the
mind itself it is more specifically one’s consciousness and one’s consciousness
is or can be stronger than reason. However, this allows for an illusion of
heartansoul reacting together when it is actually consciousness (a part of the
mind) that is ruling, not one’s heartansoul.
Set up a new document and title it, Soki’s
Address. – Amorella
1152 hours. I will. I thought you would use
‘Introduction’ or ‘Preface’.
You are not the Soki, I am. – Amorella
1153 hours. And so officially designated, I
digress by stepping away, not by stepping down.
You closed your MacAir to consider where you
are in relationship to your new book titled, Soki’s Choice. What do you
think of the title? – Amorella
1222 hours. This is out of the blue,
Amorella, but I like it. What a change of perspective it makes to me – it is
clean and fresh.
You were ruminating on consciousness and it
dawned on you that:
“Consciousness doth not make cowards
of us all” – consciousness gave me courage to walk naked within, to silently
open heartansoulanmind to a more public view.
1230 hours. The blind can see, Amorella.
You
had an excellent late lunch for less than twenty dollars at Cracker Barrel this rainy dark afternoon. You have been thinking about my title: Soki’s
Choice and it first reminded you of William Styron’s book, Sophie’s Choice. - Amorella
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Sophie's Choice
In the novel Sophie's Choice, by William Styron (Vintage Books,
1976 -- the 1982 movie starred Meryl Streep & Kevin Kline), a Polish woman,
Sophie Zawistowska, is arrested by the Nazis and sent to the Auschwitz death
camp. On arrival, she is "honored" for not being a Jew by being
allowed a choice: One of her children will be spared the gas chamber if she
chooses which one. In an agony of indecision, as both children are being taken
away, she suddenly does choose. They can take her daughter, who is younger and
smaller. Sophie hopes that her older and stronger son will be better able to
survive, but she loses track of him and never does learn of his fate. Did she
do the right thing? Years later, haunted by the guilt of having chosen between
her children, Sophie commits suicide. Should she have felt guilty?
Selected and edited from -- http://www.friesian DOT com/valley/dilemma/s.htm
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1553 hours.
Since Sophie’s Choice is the very first thing I thought of I am going to
make the assumption that my unconscious mind saw connection. Perhaps it was
simply because the word ‘Choice’ is in both titles. But there is a question
that something deeper in the unconscious was moving the bio-machinery about. I
did not read the book but I did know about it, probably from a review of the
book when it was published. Why did you choose the title Soki’s Choice? (1600)
I chose the title because it was my choice
to do so. – Amorella
1602 hours. Your response makes me smile so
that’s good enough. I like the title for whatever the reason.
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