Evening.
You arrived home after two this afternoon after exiting at Fields-Ertel and
having lunch at Potbelly’s. Carol worked on the mail while you took a nap.
Tonight you watched a “This Old House Hour” and last Wednesday’s “Designated
Survivor”. – Amorella
2025 hours. Carol also raked leaves in the back. They will
be collected by the city on Tuesday. We ran into smoke from fires coming
through the mountains between Knoxville and Jellico in Tennessee. The two days
on the road were fine though yesterday was more crowded and hectic than we
anticipated. At dusk last night Carol suggested we stay over west of Knoxville
and I’m glad we did. I could feel my age creeping up and it was rather
upsetting. I pride myself on keeping the pace and coming home in a day; we
would have been home about eleven last night but both of us were tired. It was
rather nice staying over – this time, again, a Comfort Inn.
Deep
down you like to think it was just the circumstance plus losing an hour of
daylight, but not so deep it is the feeling of losing the discipline and desire
not to complete the trip from Tampa to home in a single day. – Amorella
2034 hours. Thanks for clarifying the internal conflict
Amorella. (No sarcasm intended. I agree with the call on my frustration). It is
rather interesting that you can show and clarify my mental anxieties. It
quickly allows me to drop the concerns. I rarely disagree with you calls though
it still irritate to be called out.
Strange,
it irritates you to be called out by yourself. – Amorella
2041 hours. Odd, but yes. Stubbornness, I suppose.
You
were reading a couple of articles in the newest issue of Discover. One,
“Nothing Really Matters” by Adam Hadhazy, focuses on a “fifth force theory, a
theoretical ‘screening’ mechanism, known as a chameleon field, suppresses the
fifth force in the presence of matter”. - Amorella
2206 hours. In my
mind anyway this force shows up where there is a less dense concentration the
matter; it shows more energy (a very small amount). With more matter, the less
this force is noticed, thus the ‘chameleon field’. In another ‘connected in my
mind’ field of observation I would call this the serendipitous field; the place
where connections are not seen until after they occur even though they were
there beforehand. I am discounting ‘cause and effect’. This might be termed ‘fate’
or ‘destiny’ without the sense of the supernatural. It might not even be ‘known
by the stars’ in that sense. A mysterious turn of events appears to happen and
it is shadows, sometimes, by ironic humor. So much for my explanation, duh. Why
can’t there be a hole without a surrounding of sides? Clarity is not a virtue
of mine, but I have an understanding of the concept I am attempting to
describe. (2217) – It is surprising how much time this took to think out in my
head.
Post, orndorff. –
Amorella
2218 hours. The second article is “Meet the Denisovans” by
Bridget Alex. This is of interest since I am three percent Denisovans, two
percent Neanderthal and ninety-five percent Homo sapiens. The Denisovans had
big molars and I have big molars. I am hairy like the Neanderthals and as I age
and am more bent in stature I see myself looking more like them in the mirror.
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