Notes - no major regrets /

       Late morning. You both decided not to go to Kim and Paul's tonight because you were just there. Tomorrow, however, you do have a ten-thirty appointment with Fritz concerning possible updates on your will, etc. After seeing Fritz you are stopping in to see Cathy and Tod and perhaps go to lunch at Uptown Westerville in the process. Today, you have errands to run and lunch out eventually. - Amorella

       1122 hours. I am thankful I have lived long enough to be more consciously aware of who I am as a person and how I got to my present existential state in terms of my very personal mystical and spiritual-like encounters. I am glad I have loosed all that out my fingertips and that reason, even a spiritual reason, has allowed me to forgive myself of thinking I was somehow singled out, something I did not want and ultimately did not agree to. - rho

       That was your choice at the time. You did not agree because it is not in your arrogant nature. At the time you felt I was angelic-enough and said, "No," anyway. Today after all these readings you more readily can accept it was an error on your part. You are validated by the science, particularly the neuro-science. You are a product of earlier times. Your early interest in religion was that you wanted to do what was morally right but it was not for fear of Hell, it was because being morally right seemed the much more reasonable way to live, live an honest life because in the long run you would lead an easier life, i.e. by being honest day to day not so much memory would be needed, not so much 'work'. Life would be less work if one lead a good moral and honest life whenever possible, with a loophole if it were not possible you did what you had to do to survive the best you could in the circumstance. This is the backbone of your thought/philosophy since at least third or fourth grade -- take the easiest way (being good and being honest) plausible. This is easily vindicated by your writing life in 'Notes'. This is a lifetime of 'playing' the three cards of heartansoulanmind. What do you think? - Amorella

       1201 hours. I think your comment is oversimplified.

       That was the point, boy. Post. - Amorella

       1202 hours. Well, I do not regret my major decisions in life. I do not regret where I am in life. So, that is worth something. - rho

       Let this go with that, "No major regrets." Now, post. - Amorella