Notes - an endless sleep

       Last night you concluded with, " I see a strange humor to this [concept of my unconscious work] and perhaps a message to me on how it is being a modern human being." The point being that your unconscious is attempting to send you a conscious message about how it is being human using both your conscious and unconscious mind separately and together while making hopefully reasonable considerations about how it is Living and how it may be upon physically dying but keeping a spiritual sense of personal consciousness (with pertinent memories included). - Amorella

       2159 hours. I am glad you are providing a conclusion to that speculative exercise. I make an assumption (unconsciously I suppose) that if I detect a hint of irony that I may be onto something. Surely if the human spirit survives physical death, or may survive physical death, a form of consciousness from what I call the heartansoulanmind must receive this 'sense of self-being' from the human brain and its spinal cord. This is also an assumption. I feel the brain and spinal cord are as one operation when it comes to developing a sense of self and consciousness. Our physical senses allow us to receive clues as to our physical reality which includes our inner subjective reality as well as the reality of setting existing for which our five senses, intuition and imagination then play a direct part in our ability to survive individually as well as a in a human community of undetermined size and structure. (2216)

       Self-consciousness, self-awareness must exist first before the physical human is transformed into the spiritual human after physical death. - Amorella

       2220 hours. What else? It is the heart that makes the decisions as to what is important about one's sense of being, one's sense of personal character, that holds the memories (conscious and otherwise) that give one a real and intimate sense of being true and honest with her or himself. What would be the purpose of surviving death if one didn't learn lessons from once living in a physical environment? I cannot imagine a human spirit not wanting to continue to learn in whatever environment it finds itself. One has to learn to survive the physical world so it seems reasonable that one would then have to learn to survive the spiritual world both as an individual and within a community of fellow-like spirits from earth and other similar worlds. (2228)

       You see me as your personal teacher. - Amorella

       2230 hours. I see you, Amorella, as a Helper to learn from about other aspects of Living as I can while I am self-aware and welling to learn by such, as it were, self-instruction; that is if you are purely from my dualistic sense of self or purely imagination or something else entirely. I have no choice but to use what I have to discover as much as I can about what it is to be a human being now and in the beyond, if that does indeed exist. If we all conclude our self-existence in an endless sleep then so be it. I will hope to be content either way. (2237)

       Where is the slightest sense of humor in an endless sleep? Post. - Amorella