14 February 2014

Notes - dignity / luminosity / (final) Dead 17 / (final) Brothers 17 / Problems to Address

         Mid-morning. You have returned from Bethesda and are waiting for Carol at the Tylersville Kroger. She wants to cook a roast for a change of pace. You bought her a Valentine card but cannot remember where you put it. She thinks she knows where your card is but you have your doubts. It is supposed to snow two to four inches beginning around noon. Obviously Winter is not over.  Kroger’s parking lot is packed. You would just as soon have chili for the next couple of days though presently you are not hungry. Any thoughts, orndorff? – Amorella

         1017 hours. Not really, except I would just a soon be taking a nap. Jay N. sent me some beautiful National Geographic-like photos of people in tribes that are fading away. Each displays a sense of dignity, which may be a part of human nature that I have not covered. I will have to think on how to describe it in words. Too much of such display could be interpreted as haughtiness or prideful arrogance. With dignity there is a thin line of acceptance, of saying “I am as everyone else, a human being.”

         You cannot help but to flash to the naked man sitting with leg crossed in the European manner on a plain wooden chair, resting after his liberation from one of the German concentration camps. He sat unfettered by the fact he was naked, in fact he sat like he was fully dressed in formal attire. – Amorella

         1029 hours. When Bob and I were in the top floor archives of National Holocaust Museum in Washington DC, we were told his name and the camp. I should have written it down.

         Presently Carol is reading the paper while you type. You are at McD’s on Kings Mills Road watching traffic after taking the groceries home. You did exchange cards but no candy as there is candy left from Carol’s luncheon that did not take place a week ago. Let’s go to Chapter Seventeen, as you are eager for something to do. – Amorella

         You completed The Dead Seventeen segment and are looking for a theme word since you also completed the chapter reading. – Amorella

         1157 hours. I want to say ‘gully wash’ – a quick flood roaring down a dry desert channel that could also be construed as a tear, a tear developing from nothing consciously known. It is rather complicated.

         Luminosity is what you are looking for, orndorff. – Amorella

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luminosity - noun

luminous quality: acrylic colors retain freshness and luminosity.

• Astronomy the intrinsic brightness of a celestial object (as distinct from its apparent brightness diminished by distance).

• Physics the rate of emission of radiation, visible or otherwise.

Edited from the Oxford-American software

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         1217 hours. Are you comparing light with dignity?

         Human dignity is an intrinsic brightness in character and it is not diminished by distance as you can readily observe this in a photograph. – Amorella

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dignity - noun

the state or quality of being worthy of honor or respect: a man of dignity and unbending principle | the dignity of labor.

• a composed or serious manner or style: he bowed with great dignity.

• a sense of pride in oneself; self-respect: it was beneath his dignity to shout.

• a high or honorable rank or position: he promised dignities to the nobles in return for his rival's murder.

Edited from the Oxford-American software

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         1224 hours. I don’t like the definition of dignity here. None applies in my mind. I cannot help but think of Skinner’s Beyond Freedom and Dignity.

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Beyond Freedom and Dignity

Beyond Freedom and Dignity is a book written by American psychologist B. F. Skinner American and first published in 1971. The book argues that entrenched belief in free will and the moral autonomy of the individual (which Skinner referred to as "dignity") hinders the prospect of using scientific methods to modify behavior for the purpose of building a happier and better-organized society.
Beyond Freedom and Dignity may be summarized as an attempt to promote Skinner's philosophy of science, the technology of human behavior, his conception of determinism, and what Skinner calls 'cultural engineering'.
Synopsis

The book is organized into nine chapters.
A Technology of Behavior

In this chapter Skinner argues that a technology of behavior is possible and that it can be used to help solve currently pressing human issues such as over-population and warfare. "Almost all major problems involve human behavior, and they cannot be solved by physical and biological technology alone. What is needed is a technology of human behavior."
Freedom

In this chapter Skinner argues for a more precise definition of freedom, one that allows for his conception of determinism (action that is free from certain kinds of control), and speaks to the conventional notion of freedom. Skinner argues against "autonomous man".
Skinner notes that the forces of Freedom and Dignity have led to many positive advances in the human condition, but may now be hindering the advance of a technology of human behavior: "literature of freedom has been successful in reducing the aversive stimuli used in intentional control, but it has made the mistake of defining freedom in terms of states of mind or feelings..."
Dignity

Dignity is the process by which people are given credit for their actions, or alternatively punished for them under the notion of responsibility. Skinner's analysis rejects both as "dignity" – a false notion of inner causality, which removes both credit for action and blame for misdeeds, "the achievements for which a person himself is to be given credit seem to approach zero."
Skinner notes that credit is typically a function of the conspicuousness of control. We give less or no credit, or blame, to those who are overtly coached, compelled, prompted or otherwise not appearing to be producing actions spontaneously.
Punishment

Skinner saw punishment as the logical consequence of an unscientific analysis of behavior as well as the tradition of "freedom and dignity". Since individuals are seen to be making choices they are then able to be punished for those choices. Since Skinner argued against free will he therefore argued against punishment which he saw to be ineffective in controlling behavior.
Alternatives to Punishment

Skinner notes that the previous solutions to punishment are often not very useful and may create additional problems. Permissiveness, the metaphor of mid-wifery (or maieutics), "guidance", a dependence on things, "changing minds", all contain either problems or faulty assumptions about what is going on.

Skinner argues that this mis-understanding of control championed by the defenders of freedom and dignity "encourage s the misuse of controlling practices and block progress towards a more effective technology of behavior."
Values

Skinner notes a 'pre-scientific' view of man allows for personal achievement. The 'scientific view' moves human action to be explained by species evolution and environmental history
Skinner speaks to feelings about what is right, as well as popular notions of "good". Skinner translates popular words and phrases around value issues into his view of contingencies of reinforcement. Skinner notes that even if the technology of behavior produces "goods" to improve human life, they expose environmental control, which is offensive to the "freedom and dignity" perspective.
The Evolution of a Culture

Skinner suggests that cultural evolution is a way to describe the aggregate of (operant) behavior. A culture is a collection of behavior, or practices Skinner addresses “social Darwinism” and argues that as a justification of the subordination of other nations or of war competition with others is a small part of natural selection. A much more important part is competition with the physical environment itself. Skinner relates the idea of cultural evolution back to the question of values: whose values are to survive?
The Design of a Culture

Skinner notes that cultural design is not new, but is already existing and on-going. Skinner notes that most discussions of current problems are dominated by metaphors, concerns for feelings and states of mind, which do not illuminate possible solutions. Skinner notes that 'behavior modification’ is ethically neutral
Skinner notes that Utopian speculations, like his novel Walden Two are a kind of cultural engineering. He then devotes much of the rest of this chapter to addressing the criticisms and complaints against cultural engineering.
What is Man?

Skinner again addresses the notion of the individual, and discusses how aspects of a person's character could be assigned to environmental factors. He also covers cognition, problem solving, self-control and counters some arguments or possible misconceptions. Skinner notes that his analysis does not "leave an empty organism". Skinner addresses the issue of mechanical models of human action, which are better addressed elsewhere. Skinner notes that, "The evolution of a culture is a gigantic effort in self-control." and ends with, "A scientific view of man offers exciting possibilities. We have not yet seen what man can make of man."
Walden Two

Beyond Freedom and Dignity is consistent with Waldon Two, a 1948 novel by Skinner, depicting a utopian community based on his ideas regarding behavior modification. In Beyond Freedom and Dignity Skinner extends his argument for explicit cultural engineering of which Walden Two may be seen as an example. At a Walden Two community named Los Horcones, cultural engineering is practiced frequently.
Criticisms

Linguist Noam Chomsky wrote influential works attacking Skinner's methods and conclusions. Chomsky devoted much of the essay "The Case Against B.F. Skinner" to attacking 'Beyond Freedom and Dignity' as well as more general attacks on behaviorism and empiricism.
Other critics include Ayn Rand, whose 1971 article "The Stimulus and the Response" is an extended attack on 'Beyond Freedom and Dignity' and a commentary on the significance of its reception.

Edited from Wikipedia Offline.

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         1240 hours. “O, brave new world to have such people in’t.” Such is the famous line. Behavior modification. I never understood what people have against something that we already do naturally. Call it cultural modification by any other word it makes no difference. Parental control I suppose is the name the marsupial-humanoids give to it.

         You are home after lunch at Penn Station and an errand run to the bank. The snow began an hour ago and now is falling in large flakes with the driveway already covered. What do you think, orndorff? – Amorella

         1407 hours. I wonder how the marsupial humanoids will explain their cultural heritage in book two?

         Look up the definition of a ‘parent’. – Amorella

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parent – noun

a father or mother: the parents of the bride | his adoptive parents.

• [ often as modifier ] an organization or company that owns or controls a number of subsidiary organizations or companies: policy considerations were determined largely by the parent institution.

verb [ with obj. ] (often as noun parenting)
[to] be or act as a mother or father to (someone): the warmth and attention that are the hallmarks of good parenting.

Selected and edited from the Oxford-American software

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         1445 hours. I had not thought of a ‘parent’ company. Somehow I see some ironic humor in this.

         Good for you, boy. Friendly has to blend their concepts with earthy capitalism as much as possible, don’t you think? – Amorella

         It would make sense, but other than for the quick remark of wit in discussion I can’t see how she can make such a case even in explanation.  I am ready for a nap.

         By all means, boy. Add the segment and post. - Amorella

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(final) The Dead 17 ©2014, rho GMG.One

            The observer changes what is observed, thought Merlyn as sat facing south toward the meadow of ragged robin and white foxglove from the stage ruins in his sanctuary. He groused, "I am watched and even read." How does this entanglement change me?
            I can only read my own mind through it as a measuring device. I measure the human heart through my own first, and I measure my soul through my intuition of the conditional aspects of what others and myself consider the soul to be. These are as rays of light filtered through a deepened, dark-bottomed water-like consciousness, which rises or sinks as an alter ego, a presence of my own making forever without a mirrored reflection.
            This presence is also an observer but separate and unlike myself -- a parallel and unequal self -- a natural doppelganger of spirit, this is the non-shadowed presence. This is a sensory experience, a human experience, be the spirit encased in living matter or no. The lingering awareness of 'a separate being' in heartansoulanmind exists nevertheless.
            Merlyn fell into a memory of Plutarch, whom he met at the Academy of Athens when Plutarch was in a parallel and entangled memory. Plutarch was stand with his friend Senecio and their discussion was on how long consciousness would last after death.

            "Excuse me," uttered Merlyn, "Did I overhear that one of you is Plutarch of Chaeronea, the once senior priest at Delphi?"
            "I am," commented the Greek on the right. "And you are?"
            "Merlyn, a man interested in the arts, living some six hundred years after yourself and your friend, Senecio, I presume."
            "Yes, I am," responded Senecio somewhat interested, "And you are which Merlyn?"
            "Merlyn, a Scottish bard of the seventh century."
            "I know of you Merlyn," noted Plutarch. "You are interested in Pythia."
            "And, yourself," divulged Merlyn. "I see we are engaged through channeled memories."
            "Astute of you."
            "I would like to meet Pythia."
            Plutarch smiled confidently, "Why?"
            Merlyn spoke distinctly and clearly, "I want to meet Pythia in a tranced mind."
            In a manner echoing Merlyn's, Plutarch asserted, "We two have a similar interest at heart."
            "Dead, does she still make pronouncements?"
            "An oracle needs not, Delphi or any other place. Besides, what is more sacred than Elysium?"
            Merlyn observed Senecio smiling then nodding politely before fading like worn colors in a rainbow and an old ornery thought wandered into sight quietly suggesting, 'Perhaps, Senecio, Avalon is more sacred than Elysium'.
            "Senecio and I will talk later, Merlyn."
            Merlyn turned to his left to see an attending fair and vibrant female physique personify from air. I am reminded of the sword thrust only this graceful fresh hand grasps the blade and pull rather than push from the hilt.
            "Xaire, Pythia, how kind of you to join us," commented the now world-weary Plutarch in the land of the ancient Greek Dead.

            Pythia appears Celtic rather than Greek, thought Merlyn. Coal black hair falling near, parsing her wide-open green eyes slanting his direction as thin theatre curtains. 'What a wonderfully well looking woman you were in life' flew into his mind as he bowed slightly and said, "I am Merlyn, a sage of Caledonia, old Scotland."
            "I know your name," commented Pythia.
            "I am not yet born to physically die and move on."
            She noted, "Yet here you are, and we three talk together as though we three are livingandead at once."
            "We speak through our heartsanminds," recited Merlyn confidently, "not our souls as you think."
            "The soul is first," disciplined Plutarch, "our souls gathered for this meeting."
            "Souls do not display purpose," revealed Merlyn unapologetically. He asked, "I cannot foresee the future and am looking for a clue as to how the Second Rebellion will help or hinder the future Living?"
            While seemingly speaking from her soul, Pythia remarked, "I see your many eyes, Merlyn."           
            Merlyn's hand rose gently and he touched her left cheek without caution saying, "I have only the two common eyes I had in life."
            Plutarch grumbled, "You cannot be alive and dead both at once. This is a dangerous illusion Merlyn. This meeting is in a fact, unconstructible."
            Pythia gathered her face into Plutarch and reasoned, "I know what Merlyn wishes and you may speak my response to him."
            "The lumpiness under a bushy tops hold the dusty desert to the ground, Merlyn," said Plutarch in feminine voice, "While the small wind-made dry furrowing arteries blast free from below the bushy tops."
            "A riddle for the Living, not for me," declared Merlyn with a grin.
            Coiling within mind Pythia whispered to the inner heart of her oldest of old friends Plutarch, "This man walks with eyes in the soles of his feet, and I swear that upon the touch of his finger on my cheek I felt a tear."

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         2046 hours. I completed Brothers 17 with some minor corrections in specifics making it easier to follow, at least that was the intent.

         You napped this afternoon and worked on tax papers to take up to Andy your financial agent on Monday, watched part of NBC News because you forgot to record it. You also ran off and filled out three pages of paperwork for seeing the hand surgeon on Tuesday morning. Add the segment and post. – Amorella

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(final) The Brothers 17 ©2014, rho GMG.One

            Robert and Richard sat on a bench with their eyes towards College Park’s Lake Major; Lake Minor is just out of sight to the west. The large roofed picnic table area sits to the northeast between the two lakes in Riverton's favorite park with two lakes, a stream and surrounding woods. Flowers, mowed grass, a Kid's Play Area and meadowland for birds and other critters. They focused on the great blue heron fishing near the west bank. He stood solidly patient with a closed wingspan, more than six feet open winged. Yellow beaked with black plumes running the neckline.
            A wingspan of more than six feet, thought Robert, that's about my height; it is a magnificently solid feathered bird standing in its natural habitat.
            "We used to come here as kids; almost more fun than the cemetery," commented Richard.
            "I remember coming here with the girls our senior year  -- old Riverton High, Class of 1960." He thought, now it's a refurbished honors elementary school.
            "I was dating Connie," said Richard.
            "And, I, Cyndi." Robert smiled in the pause. "Here we are seventy; a long road since seventeen." Both laughed.
            "How did it come to this? You a retired surgeon and me a retired professor, who would have thought."
            "We were both in Air Force ROTC at John Knox. We were going to make it a career,” said Robert.
            Richard added, "And the girls were both at Case Western Reserve for nursing degrees our sophomore year.
            Robert continued to focus on the heron, quiet and patient, like myself he thought.
            Suddenly the great blue let out a discordant screeching.
            "He sounds like a dinosaur in an old movie."
            "Unmerciful," said Rob. "Why the squawk?" They watched the wings rise as if they were going to pull his five-pound body out of the water with a single flap.
            "It is an intentional acts of will. He stands down wings in place."
            It is an existential act. We raised our wings once and it kept the girls and us together," declared Richard.
            "We four were always attracted to one another," injected Robert. "Look, the heron is back to stalking a fish."
            "You failed the ROTC physical in the Spring and in the Fall the Cuban Missile Crises loomed."
            "It was our junior year. We thought we going to die in a nuclear holocaust brought on by arrogance and accident."
            "That was an existential world drama if there ever was one," expressed Robert. "We thought we were going to die. If the Russian ship did not stop a news report said we would see the beginning of a war few would survive."
            "I remember that if the missiles were fired from Cuba we would have about twenty minutes. We both wanted to call the girls but the frat house phone was busy," said Richard. He chuckled dark humouredly. "I was taking World Drama from Dr. C that semester. It was either Ionesco’s  "The Chairs" or Beckett's Waiting for Godot. In any case the class focus was the Theatre of the Absurd during those days."
            Robert responded, "The missile crisis was absurdly real."
            Richard nodded, "Just like that blue heron, a fish just jumped, he focused, caught and swallowed him down. Reflex to survive." He paused, "Maybe all that intelligence and patience was the same; the chips were down and humanity had a reflex to survive the moment."
            "Another kind of reflex could have brought a nuclear holocaust," reckoned Robert.
             "I willed my way through graduate school; and you through medical school. That was real drama."
            Robert stayed matter-of-fact, "We married our high school sweethearts. We became who we are, fathers; as did Connie and Cyndi who became registered nurses and then mothers."
            In quiet honesty Richard asked, "What real difference did it make as to which one each married whom?"
            "I'm sure Connie and Cyndi know. They made the choice as to who was marrying whom not us. You do know that don't you Richie?"
            "I guess. I don't really like to think on it. The girls used their free will; to each, marriage was an existential act, but for us marriage was a kind of indifference." Caught in the embarrassment, both laughed nervously.
            "It is like they were the identical twins, not us," quipped Rob unexpectedly.
            "Very bizarre." Both laughed. Richie shook his head, "Never thought of it like that. Hey, we both loved both girls equally. I don't think it really made any difference."
            "And we still do love them."           
            "Very odd. Sometimes life almost doesn't seem real does it? I mean here we are, seventy years old sitting on a park bench watching the birds."
            "It's real enough, bro. Wait until we get home to our significant other." Both laughed knowingly.

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            2055 hours. Ever since you had me add Diplomat’s blog I have had it in the back of my mind – what to do? She has not been forthcoming and it just existing – Waiting for Godot – so to speak. Instead I find myself directed toward finishing this final draft so I can move on to volume two of GMG. And, another problem. I had forgot that Hartolite has a hybrid child who is now six years old and living with Hartolite’s family group I assume. So far, this has not come up in the book and I feel this needs to be addressed. I cannot change what was readily readable in the first Merlyn series. It is just like Uncle Ernie wanted to know what happens to the marsupial humanoids by the end of book three. I promised him I would address this. And, as far as that goes as this is a re-write Diplomat isn’t born yet nor is Hartolite’s son for that matter. You can see I am at loose ends here. I have to find a way to address this. I do feel I have an obligation to give these new editions away free, especially to those who bought the now draft editions. I see the importance of the re-writing this book, it is more solidly constructed with fewer frayed wires so to speak. I have nothing more to say but I’m done.

          Add a headline here titled “Problems to Address”. All for tonight boy. - Amorella

         2120 hours. I am beginning to realize I cannot have Diplomat growing any more than she was in the original third book. I might as well scuttle her blog. What was I thinking?

         You have a lot on your plate boy and sometimes you have to eat it. You want Diplomat to grow because she is in your nature. You are growing in her place so to speak. Keep her blog but write in an explanation for now. You have to work your way through the revision of book two first. Besides, it is possible to work Diplomat up to age 14 in book three. – Amorella

         2129 hours. Indeed, work her up to age 14. I would like that. One problem is possibly resolved at least for now.


         Add and post. - Amorella

13 February 2014

Notes - (final) Grandma 16 / (final) Pouch 16

         Late evening. Homemade chili for supper and you watched the news and the Beatles Tribute from earlier this week. Earlier you napped most of the morning, saw the doctor (sinus infection not the flu), more napping after a Subway picnic styled lunch watching the cars moving along Cox Road across from the VOA Shopping Centre. More napping until supper.

         2155 hours. Carol has a routine appointment at Bethesda Hospital in Montgomery. I’ll drop her off and wait at the McD’s on Montgomery Road near the I-275 exit. I’ll see what I can do here before Carol is ready for bed.

         2214 hours. I completed the revision of Grandma 16 and it is not exactly what I expected.

         That is because you have an inkling of what faery dust was back in the old days. Add and post. – Amorella

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(final) Grandma’s Story 16 ©2014 rho GMG.One

Queen Saraid, King Conaire II and young Prince Corbred were walking along a forest path, happy to be alone for a change, when the king saw a strange mushroom on the right side of the path. It was ivory with brown spokes like those of a Roman chariot, the spokes of our enemy. “What is this?” he asked.

“Shall I pull it for a snack?” replied the queen.

“No, no. This may be an omen.” The king glanced up. “Where is Corbred?”

“Oh, he is fine. I saw him walk on ahead, but he will not go far without me.”

King Conaire II stood with a slight concern and scrutinized the trail. “I don’t see him.”

“That little boy,” critiqued Saraid. “He has never run off before. He is usually tugging on my dress.”

Meanwhile little Corbred was on a trail of his own. I’m not afraid of anything, thought Corbred to himself. The fox is a menace and I will chase him until he tires and bring him home by his tail. Everyone will see how marvelous I am.


Corbred’s eyes focused on the tail end of the fox. The boy did not realize it was an animal path not a people path.


“The boy’s your responsibility,” noted the king in his clearly royal voice.

“Yes, m’lord,” replied the queen with no further comment.

"The mushroom was a bad omen. I think the Faeries are behind this, said the King nervously thinking of Faeries as they are in the real world.

“What can we do?” asked Queen Saraid. “Will the Faeries want to bargain for our son?” Or worse, she wondered, steal his soul?


Corbred heard a great horned owl hoot once near the top of the old tree. “Whoo,” said the owl.

Corbred, not sure what he had heard answered, “Prince Corbred”

“Whoo,” replied the owl.

“I am Corbred, and I want my mother.”

The old owl didn’t like the annoying and screeching sounds of the boy and he flew off.

Exhausted from the hunt the boy lay on the worn animal trail and into a deep sleep. He had a dream encased in sharp teeth. Here is little lost Corbred’s dream:

“Hello, little boy, this is your Grandmother. What sharp front teeth you have. I will have one of those.” She reached in his mouth and pulled it out.

When Corbred awoke his left front tooth was missing.

Suddenly in late mid-morning he heard his mother’s voice and turned towards her in a run. “Corbred!” she exclaimed, “I knew I would find you.”

“I was hunting a fox, Mother, See, there is its den.”

            “How did you know to find me here?”

            “This was the only animal trail we hadn’t yet search.”

            “I didn’t notice,” he said, “I kept my eyes on the red tail because I knew the fox’s head was at the other end.”

            “You sound just like your uncle,” laughed his mother. “What happened to your tooth?” she asked. “I didn’t know it was loose.”

            “Grandmother came by in the night and took it out.”

            “Grandmother? Your grandmothers are dead, Corbred. You know that.”

            “Well someone took it,” he said indigently.

            She sighed then she politely said, “He’ll say a faery took your tooth.”

            Suddenly Corbred turned white as a sheet. “Faeries take your soul, not your teeth,” he replied. “I never thought of the faeries in my dream. I thought of Grandmother.”

            “Don’t bother with it, son,” she said, “It’s just old men’s talk.”

            “What’s the matter, Corbred?” said the queen. "See, the main trail is right over here.”

            “My front tooth left an opening in my mouth, Mother, and it is making me faery afraid.”

            She laughed softly and motherly, “Don’t worry, you are safe.”

            Corbred thought to keep his mouth shut so no one could see the gap in his teeth. People might mind the Faerie's gap. Immediately he thought, A lost tooth is better than a lost soul.

That is what got him to thinking, putting tooth and soul together in the same sentence. He was never the same boy after. As he matured he became known as Corbred the Silent.


            Grandma chuckled and slid like a soul sliding between the toes of her nearest reader. She nestles there still, between the billions of toes whenever they touch the bare earth. She smiles and says, “Everyone thinks sheorhe knows the difference between a soul and a tooth by the hole it leaves behind.”

            A whisper from afar, “I know the difference,” says the still small lost child in Corbred’s well-worn nearly extinguished spirit.”

            Grandma relinquished her chuckle in an added wink says, “One has to be careful about what sheorhe thinks sheorhe knows for sure.”

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          2237 hours. Carol is finishing up her book. We have to leave here by 0840 hours to make it to her appointment. I am tired but it is mostly my neck and throat. I don’t have much cough medicine left and I’ll have to get more tomorrow. I hate these bouts of hacking cough. I would just as soon be done with it.

         Interesting that you found a place to insert giving Jadah a belly rub in Pouch Sixteen. – Amorella

         I don’t know how a marsupial’s pouch might feel but rubbing Jadah’s belly for a short time can put us both to sleep. 

         Add and post. – Amorella

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(final) Diplomatic Pouch 16 ©2014, rho GMG.One
            Arriving at the room a little late Justin and Hartolite are already seated and semi-relaxed but Justin suddenly focused at the figurine sitting on the drink stand to Hartolite's right. He asked, "What is that on the table?"
            "The finger-cup-with-a-top? It is filled with sacred water from home."
            "It looks empty. I thought it was a vase to put a single flower in, except it is not quite tall enough."
            She smiled contentedly, "When I am homesick I put it in my pouch when I go to sleep. It is comforting."
            "Pardon?"
            "I put it in my pouch for comfort. She picked it up and quickly handed it to him."
            He took it with self-consciousness, "It's soft. I thought it was glass." A nasty thought hit and he tried to dismiss it. His cheeks reddened. 
            Hartolite showed an immediate concern, "Are you embarrassed? I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. What is embarrassing? I mean, if I may ask. I will try to rectify it."
            "No, no." He looked for a place to put the object. "I'll set it down here." He was in the process of putting the relic down and observed Hartolite about to stand.
             Hartolite quickly stood and reached for the relic as he was about to spill the contents and said, "I'll take it, Dr. Justin.”
            "Call me Justin, Hartolite. PhD’s are not medical doctors."
            "That would be rude. It would be impolite for us foreigners to be presumptuous. Earthlings are all titled that's what we are taught."
            "We are more equal than titled, that's what we believe, that is what are laws say."
            "Saying and being are two different things."
            "See," brightened Justin, "We agree on that."
            "I am happy that you consider us equal. May I ask you an equal question?"
            "Is having sex fun?"
            "Do you mean foreplay or intercourse?"
            Hartolite laughed as casually as he had ever yet seen her, "No, I meant 'Isn't sex fun?'"
            Justin laughed at the thought but was immediately anxious, which under the circumstances made him even more anxious. He finally and quietly said, "Our species thinks so, but, uh, affairs are not looked highly upon in our culture."
            "Then why are there so many?"
            "I don't know." What about your culture? Our social rules are complicated. How do you dispense justice?" He meant to say marriage.
            "That's an easy question. We have three judges then after the hearing the pronounce the person not guilty or guilty."
            "No jury?"
            "Why would you want to complicate the justice?"
            "It is like your supreme court only it is an equal court," said Hartolite matter-of-factly. Then a quick change of subject, "Since we are equal would you like to see my pouch?"
            "Isn't that a bit intimate?"
            "No. We marsupial humanoid women are built to share our pouches." She stood and dropped her outer pants slowly. "See, here it is." I would never show my pouch to a primate at home. He might attack me."
            Justin stood politely and curiosity took charge. He became medical doctor-like, "There is a brownish ridge like an old scar."
            "You can touch it."
            He did. "It is rubbery."
            You can put your hand in if you like. Our men always put their hand in the pouch whenever they can. Usually when we are alone in the apartment as we are now."
            "It is soft and slightly moist. My goodness. This is very calming, very pleasurable - I feel like I have just been given a full body massage." Odd, he thought, this is similar to giving an under belly rub to a cat. He thought of a pet in his childhood. Jadah, my black and white short hair was good for a belly rub most any time. I think she relaxed me as much as I calmed her to sleep at nap time.
            "That's why the men like it. It is the same for us women too. When I put my hand in my pouch or in Friendly's pouch we become very relaxed, like we were crawlbabes in a sleep."
            Justin slowly pulled his right hand out and politely stepped back while she adjusted her outer pants. "I don't know what to say."
            "Neither do our men. Isn't that funny?"
            Both laughed together and more intimately than before. Hartolite was sure this was a good sign that the two species were indeed equal just as Justin had said.
***

12 February 2014

Notes - (final) Dead 16 / (final) Brothers 16 /

         Mid-afternoon. After spending most of the morning sleeping you reluctantly did your exercises and surprising you felt a little better afterwards. You have been taking antibiotic pills that have been outdated since 2005 but you are feeling somewhat better but not anywhere up to par. At noon Carol had an appointment to pick up her regular pair of new state of the art glasses and she marvels how much better she can see. As you were in Kenwood for the glasses you had your usual lunch at Potbelly’s and stopped at Barnes and Nobel at Fields-Ertel to look at books on Canada for next September’s four couples trip to the Niagara Falls and Toronto area. Presently you are waiting for Carol at Kroger’s on Mason-Montgomery Road before heading home and a bit more rest. – Amorella

         1450 hours. While at Potbelly’s one of my old student’s father recognized me first and said hello. I had his son Tony B. who was the Mason High School class with Kim in 1997, and the last time I saw Tony B. was at the class’ ten-year reunion. Tony B. is leading a talk somewhere in the Kenwood area and his dad was passing time at the restaurant waiting to pick him up. It is always nice to see parents of former students as well as the students themselves.

         1612 hours. After a nap I have (final) Dead 16 ready.

         So you do, drop in and post. – Amorella

***
(final) Dead 16 ©2014, rho GMG.One

            Merlyn sat comfortably on the green meadow under his favorite spiritual Oak in his sanctuary. The Scottish bluebells were in his left in his peripheral vision and the stone stage ruins, north, directly ahead, the white daisies beyond and the white foxglove and red poppy at his right peripheral. This is one of very many pleasant days in my home of homes, the great druid thought. The grass is green as is the felt on billiard table in my mind. I am the solid yellow ball in this thought and I am sitting next to the larger cue ball in the center table. This is a reflection on ancient Elysium and its rules. I still hear the Supervisor in a voice hardly a whisper. HeranHis Being is alone shout enough. This is what he once said to me, and only a whisper is what is needed be.

              "This is the Supervisor. Elysium, the ancient Greek Place of the Dead, works on what is presently known in science. The connection between the Dead and the Living is in the mind’s perception. The Living help cultivate the Dead through their self-learning and through expanding the dimensions of human experience.     
         Everyone contributes through self-education, what one learns in and from life is taken with the Dead. The human mind, if you will, serves as a serendipitous taxi service. The Dead, of course, are out of time; therefore have a more easily develop theory, which they inversely pass on to the Living. The River Styx is the conduit, for whatever the river is in actuality, it is a Form that carries a current of new ideas and concepts both to the Living from the Dead and from the Dead to the Living.
     The Dead understand the air of Elysium is as their genetic Eve Mother’s eyes. She is at the heart of the heartsansoulsanminds of the elected ten thousand. Orders are few and far between, but when deeply heartfelt by Mother commands are intuitively understood. Most children of all ages understand this process, though it is more simply communicated among the Dead.
             All DNA Eve’s children recognize a truth when they feel it from the inside out. Feeling is not declaring however, and in here, true translation from one sense to another is not so easily accomplished no matter how heartfelt the feeling may be.
            To absolve a few questions between the two social terms, the elite and the proletariat, for instance, I’ll say each individual is judged equally, but how the person lived is, in part, up to how the person chose to live her-or-his common life under the circumstances she-or-he lived. These souls are built for humanities’ protection and are similarly constructed. Hearts and minds are also distinct individual qualities.
The only roost an individual controls is herorhis own. This sharpens the sense of Free Will. The Dead have no fear of other people. Among the Dead, Marsupialese-humanoid or Homo sapiens, exists the nature to grow, to mature within the individual heart and mind and the grandness of the species as a whole. This is a necessity not a rule. Why else would there be a conscious existence beyond the grave?
             While I, the Supervisor, am observing an individual heartansoulanmind, herorhis soul experiences the fact of being observed. This experience may cause a teeter-totter of heart and mind in the deepest or lightest of once unconscious levels. This is how it is confined to one’s humanity, to one’s ever-free spirit.
            This experience, in a mixed play with Free Will, results in subtle changes in an individual’s contemplation. Contemplation is one thing; human attitudes and behaviors are another.             
            The general cultural virtues and vices of your two species are separated into various qualities which are noted in an alphabetical order: Abstinence, Avarice, Chastity, Diligence, Envy, Gluttony, Humility, Kindness, Liberality, Lust, Patience, Pride, Sloth and Wrath.
            The Marsupial humanoids and the Homo sapiens and other species with like spiritual attributes are not to be toyed with. I wish all naturally gifted species such as yours, well.

            "I understand," replied Merlyn as if he were speaking to a Presence that may or may not be. I am watched and even read, thought Merlyn. By whom I am not sure. I am not even half an ounce in weight. I could be sucked in and out of a living lung and never know the difference. I am though. The dark pupils that bring me sight are scattered in letter-forms on ghostly white. I exist in the eye of the Supervisor and thus, I am dead and not dead both at once no matter what shape-shifting my pupils conduct themselves.

***

         You had left over Papa John’s pizza for supper while watching on older unwatched “NCIS LA” then you checked out NBC and ABC News broadcasts at least some of each. You have developed a headache and a terribly excruciating cough. Tomorrow you will do what Carol suggested you do today see the doctor. She has breakfast with two of her retired friends. Ann drives to your house from the Otterbein Retirement Community in Lebanon and Carol drives on to First Watch. You did complete The Brothers Sixteen. Drop it in and post. – Amorella

         2023 hours. I am tired and don’t feel so good.

         Add and post, boy. – Amorella

***

(final) The Brothers 16 ©2014, rho GMG.One

The brothers pulled up beside to the neatly white clapboarded and brown-trimmed one time church now a book store, climbed out of Richard's red GTI and walked over to the austere entrance below the copper clad roof of the bell tower. Once inside they made their way between mazes of mostly neat book filled rows and intermixes of interesting cubbyholes and wall fixtures to the back of the first floor.

Coming up the back corner they spotted two dark green overstuffed chairs midst a chaos of book cover colors which gave the simple framed backdrop walls the appearance of large abstract art forms stacked in various sized three-dimensional rectangular blocks of color. The two sat down haphazardly into the puffed chairs before perusing through nearby book sections then to the second floor and returning to the corner area on their own. Richard arrived first.

While other customers bustled about Richard grumbled to himself, "Other than my kindly Marsupial humanoids helping us out, God’s promise to Sarah and Abraham is the only hope I can come up."

He sat a few more minutes then spied a Hebrew Bible in English on the nearby table and thumbed through Genesis until he found Chapter 22:15 which reads, “And the angel of the LORD called unto Abraham a second time out of heaven, (16) and said: 'By Myself have I sworn, saith the LORD, because thou hast done this thing, and hast not withheld thy son, thine only son, (17) that in blessing I will bless thee, and in multiplying I will multiply thy seed as the stars of the heaven, and as the sand which is upon the seashore; and thy seed shall possess the gate of his enemies; (18) and in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed; because thou hast hearkened to My voice.'” All nations, thought Richard, this is pretty inclusive, but how do I keep the religion out of it?

Robert came over from the nearby bookstand, “What did you find?” he asked.

“I found an old Hebrew-English Bible on the table, a 1917 edition, and I have the reference of God’s promise to Abraham in Genesis.”

            "Don't bring in any miracles," commented Robert, "the book is fiction enough as it is. What do you think human beings would do knowing they had help from God?"

            "Then I'll have to leave it to my marsupials," said Richard, who then paused and continued, "I agree wholeheartedly. I have to leave God out of this; no religion," he thought, "and no politics."
           
            "There's politics in King Arthur's Court too. So, you're stuck with politics, noted Robert, "And, what about the Druids and the Christians? You can't go deleting their religions either." He glanced at his poetry book, "This is $9.95, not bad. I thought you set up the Marsupials having a religion or two also."

            "Mom always said to stay away from religion and politics."

            "You're stuck, my man. Are you going to get the book? I'm ready to go."

            "Might as well." He pushed himself up. "Old Bibles are rather classy in any case."
            "Some are worth a penny or two," remarked Robert.
            They paid for the books and to the car heading silently back to Riverton. "What are you going to do about the religion and politics?"
            "I don't know. I don't want this to become like the Left Behind series."
            "What about Earth Abides and I Am Legend?"
            "Well, see, it's been done. You've got The Stand and The Plague. And, in my original Braided Dreams I had a twin Earth almost wiped out. The apocalypse has been done to death."
            They rode in the mutual appreciation of silence and upon pulling in the driveway Cyndi came out the side door, waited for Richard to lower the window and said, "I'm going to pick up Connie. Rob do you want a ride?" He responded affirmatively then said, "Dickie has a problem related to religion and politics in his book, what do you think he ought to do?"
            He was hardly out the door when Cyndi replied, "Ignore them both. That's what most people do today anyway. People are too busy to put up with the crazies in either politics or religion."
            "There you go, bro. Listen to your woman. Avoid both as if they were a plague."
            Shortly Richard was left in silence. Bible in hand he decided to philosophy in the rocking chair on the front porch sitting up straight and formal like his favorite grandpa used to do.
***

11 February 2014

Notes - pride, no doubt

         Evening. You are setting up the theme word for chapter sixteen and have ‘suggestion’ or ‘innuendo’ after looking over the chapter segments. How about ‘suggestion’ and let it go. – Amorella

         2147 hours. This sounds good. We had a good lunch at Chinese. There were four of us, and since it has been about six months since our last lunch we are meeting on or around 15 March to honor Caesar.

         The day has been partially marred by throat problems and flu-like symptoms settling in. – Amorella

         I took a long nap, about an hour and a half this afternoon. We watched last night’s “Intelligence” and an older “Blue Bloods” and NBC News. I am ready for bed.

         Take your pill and cough medicine and finish up your glass of water. We can work tomorrow if you like. Post. – Amorella

         2156 hours. You don’t normally tell me to take some medicine.

         Better me or you with the telling than Carol. – Amorella

         Yes. I don’t like her telling me because 99 percent of the time she is right.

         And this bothers you why? – Amorella

         My general reaction is stubbornness. I will argue against the medicine but afterwards I take it anyway when she is not looking.

         Don’t you think she realizes this? – Amorella

         Probably.

         And? – Amorella

         I lose the argument. It is easier to take the pill before hand and then it never comes up.

         Awkward, huh? – Amorella

         Pride, no doubt.

         No doubt. Post. - Amorella