Notes and scene six (at least some of it) of chapter six of book four

         Early afternoon and you are sitting in the Natorp’s Wholesale Nursery Outlet on Snyder Road while Carol looks for items on public sale.

         Let’s get into chapter six.

        

Scene Six

         Ezekiel’s inner light diffracted at his edge of consciousness. A single ray quietly plunged into his mind as a sunbeam may break through the surface of water.

         Surprised, Ezekiel suddenly consciously pronounced, ‘Who is the least angelic-like of all my dead friends? And then he declared, ‘That is who I most wish to see.’

The shadows of this scattered thought felt as shades of dispersed bubbles of mind dictating matter. ‘I wish for G-D himself,’ uncommonly came to pass between the dark balloon-minded chimera below and the inner light above.

As Ezekiel had not cognizantly wished for G-D, his consciousness abruptly froze.

What came next was an event-in-mind that Ezekiel or anyone else could not have expected in either life or death.

It is the beginning and my spine shivers. I am inside and there is no way out. This is the reason my forearms shiver. I am non-thought. My fingers are cold and I am ice forming on the Great River. I am a floating icy continuity of uncommon ground. I am Ezekiel dancing . . . I am namelessness dancing . . . I am as a string of poetic devices – dancing. No-thing.

h-e-r-e

To exist and not to exist at once. Unthreaded and detached logic scurries off on the tails of nonlinear un-dotted explanation points. To exist and not to exist. A  dash of one and a zero. A dash of zero and a one.

I do not to exist and am able to reflect on this fact at the same time. This is the bottom line of being Dead.

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         The species is Dead and Living, orndorff. This is a fact in these Merlyn books. Being one of the Dead is not the Dead. The species appears a greater linear unit as is an explanation point, a reflective one at that.

         This does not make sense to me, Amorella. This is not right-minded in its creation.

         And logic finds the world, your universe, is?

         I will stick out this chapter and hope for Reason to prevail.

         You live long enough and it will, orndorff. And, quantum mechanics will have little to do with the conclusion. – Amorella.