24 April 2012

Notes - reality's reality check /

         Early afternoon. You had more blood tests this morning with a visit to endocrinologist next Tuesday and one to your family doctor next Wednesday. Carol is getting ready for lunch after a morning of doing clothes washing and drying. You had a nap because of poor sleeping last night and a rare headache this morning. It is and has been a beautiful day however, clear blue California sky, cooler temperatures and a wind – still, it is Spring. – Amorella

         A good day for a Subway picnic thus you and Carol are over at the Little Miami Park under the bridge over the 3C’s highway near Foster in the middle of the afternoon. You don’t seem too interested in continuing what I feel consciousness is composed of.

         It’s probably because I am composed of so many other things besides consciousness. Human beings are self-aware and have concepts and thoughts of ‘consciousness.

         Thus, you are beings first and human second. – Amorella

         That works. When we are dead and non-being, then if we still have our consciousnesses – well, I don’t know what we are other than ‘my’ hypothetical (Merlyn’s Mind connotation) self-aware heartansoulanmind. It is like (to me) saying I am a self-aware airplane – I am a fuselage/apparatus, wings/apparatus, tail/apparatus, jet engine/apparatus and cockpit [the naming of parts]. I can fly remotely via ‘more’ apparatus (I do not need a pilot on board).

         Following thus, ‘more’ is consciousness – being self-aware of the forest as well as the naming of parts, the trees. – Amorella

         Is there more here than meets the eye?

         Yes, and you are aware of it. - Amorella

         I am slow-minded. I have nothing left to say or ask at this time.

         Post when you return home. - Amorella

         I took a walk over to the park monument while Carol is finishing a chapter. This Little Miami River park is dedicated to: Carl A. Rahe, Environmentalist, Cincinnati Chapter, Izaak Walton League, 1989.

         You stopped at Huntington Bank for checks, now at Kroger’s on Tylersville, and another stop at Key Bank for a deposit on the way home from errands. You have nothing to add? – Amorella

         No, I don’t need to waste your time, Amorella. Do whatever you do without me. Funny, this sounds so self-referential after stating the sentence.

         Good question, orndorff. @ What do I, Amorella, do when I am not running through your fingertips?

         When you are not looking at it, this sentence is in German.

         German is a language, I am a conscious entity. – Amorella

         For some reason I am back to the cockpit of the naming-of-parts jet plane analogy and don’t really know why.

         You are home. Before you post I need you to put some examples down about yourself since ‘when I am here, I have to deal with you’.

        One, if your loving daughter would say to you, “I’m proud of you for losing another pound,” and you would say in a quick return,

        “Were you not proud of your father before [I lost the last pound]?”

       Two, if I were to ask you, “What would you do if you were writing Carroll’s Through the Looking Glass, and What Alice Found There?

        Easy, I would have written it backwards so the only way to read it was through a mirror. The book would have a much greater authenticity to its theme than it does and it would make the reader much more aware of what Carroll was actually writing about.

         He wrote the story for a girl named Alice. Would she have appreciated such a mirrored technique?

         I don’t know. She might. I think it would have been cool if some older chap had written me a story that I had to read through a mirror to understand it. In fact, it would have been fun, later, after the first read or so, if I could read it backwards, saying it out loud in proper English, without the mirror. That would have been very, very cool and would have been one of my proudest moments as a kid.

         The above are real examples with honest responses, so when I ask the question, “What do I do when I am not running in your fingertips?” You can better understand his initial response with a favorite self-referential sentence. Now, post. - Amorella

          My above responses are legitimate comments and I am fine with them. I don't see either response as a problem. Kim would roll her eyes at my comment and I would find that amusing. As for Carroll, it would still be cool if someone published the book printed backwards so one would have to read it via a mirror. What's not to like?

        One more point, in the jet plane analogy, tires, fuel and other lubricant must be added for the plane to fly.

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