Notes - love once begun / on your toes/ heartansoul

         Mid-morning. You have trimming to do today; otherwise the lawn is done for the week. Next week neighbor Tim will supplement with his newly discovered lawn service. As everyone has checked in positively Carol will call Linda tonight and if the conversation goes well you will make October reservations for the same cabin you had last summer.

         A recollection from bedtime – Arthur is lingering on Guenevere before he becomes a dreaming stone: “Guenevere my love, with mind’s wishful digression my right hand rising becomes your right hand inwardly grazing and your right hand rising becomes mine as much yours – so solitary my soul, so intertwined my heart – passion stirs and spoons; yet miserable and dustless love bowls my ghastly icing state.”

         Thank you for the help, Amorella, but I cannot yet place the words like Arthur’s heart would have them.

         Arthur will wait, boy, but what about Guenevere? She lingers naught for Arthur in passion’s core, in her stemmed, well-seeded heartansoulanmind. In this moment of Arthur’s romancing dream Guenevere lies fully enclosed and encompassed by fully considerate Lancelot’s kindly composed enrapturement. 

         This is a problem unconsidered to the moment – of course, in death as in life. Love longed by untutored love, or so thinks Arthur. How will this end, Amorella?

         Not as any imagine. Unthinkable ethereal love once begun cannot in nature or out, end. – Post. Amorella

        1232 hours. Amorella, I must have ‘mistranslated’ – what in the world is ‘unthinkable ethereal love’?  If a love is unthinkable then it cannot exist, can it?

         Look up both words, boy, you have trouble with the English language. – Amorella

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unthinkable - adjective

(of a situation or event) too unlikely or undesirable to be considered a possibility: it was unthinkable that John could be dead | (as noun the unthinkable) : the unthinkable happened—I spoke up.

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ethereal - adjective

ethereal beauty | a singer who has a weirdly ethereal voice.

• heavenly or spiritual: ethereal, otherworldly visions.

From: Oxford- American software

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         I am being too literal with ‘unthinkable’. If ‘ethereal’ is correct though, then Arthur’s love for Guenevere must be soul-based rather than heart-based, is this the correct ‘translation’?

         I, Amorella, did not say Arthur’s love was soul-based, nor did I state that Guinevere or Lancelot’s love is soul-based (in the book). In here, genuine, no matter how fragile, love originating from the soul alone, continues.

         Oh.

         Cat got your tongue, boy? – Amorella

         I had a sudden thought.

         Unthinkable? – Amorella

         I do not know. I am in unknowable territory here.

         Good. Keeps you on your toes. Post. - Amorella

         2333 hours. How can love originate from the soul (even in the book, the fiction)? I understand love seeded from the human heart (unconsciously and thus without free will). And, it is even easier to understand love created by the mind unconsciously. Many love stories have such entanglements. People say they love someone with their heartansoul, but heart always comes first; never have I seen or heard loving someone from their soulanheart.

         If time, we can talk on this tomorrow. Post. - Amorella