Notes - conflict of innocence /

         1101 hours. I erased yesterday’s comment on Facebook. I don’t know why I put it up in the first place. I was embarrassed having it hanging there.

         That’s because you put it on FB innocently enough as you wanted to express, to show innocence. The problem today is that you wonder if yesterday’s second paragraph was put up for cross-purposes.

         I don’t think so Amorella. I think it is because it appeared to be ‘your’ note. I should not have you ‘speaking’ on Facebook. It is now a rule.

         I understand your deeper discomfort. However; you placed it on FB innocently enough, and with exuberance. You are thinking the concept of “original sin” is false guilt caused by excessive pride because that is what this experience is for you. – Amorella

         I don’t see the ‘pride’.

         You have me, Amorella, and others do not. You now remember what you did.

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Yesterday, the Class of 1960 picnic at Westerville’s Heritage Park was a refreshing joy for your heartansoul – from seventeen and eighteen year olds to sixty-nine and seventy year old. The eyes, smiles and hugs are still young, some of these contacts going back to being friends and classmates as five year olds (1947) in kindergarten. You learned quite an important inclusion for book four, The Rebellion. “Eyes, smiles, hugs-sometimes-to-embraces show a deep meaning in your humanity, in your heartansoulanmind – it demonstrates meaning, which is an innocence short-changed by the concept of original sin. Meaning and purpose are the theme work of humanity in the book. Purpose, meanwhile, is both productive and counter-productive, and to you this is not original sin either.” This becomes a signature thought in the Rebellion (of the Dead). - Amorella

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This is Amorella. Yesterday, the Class of 1960 picnic at Westerville’s Heritage Park was a refreshing joy for your heartansoul – from seventeen and eighteen year olds to sixty-nine and seventy year old. The eyes, smiles and hugs are still young, some of these contacts going back to being friends and classmates as five year olds (1947) in kindergarten. You learned quite an important inclusion for book four, The Rebellion. “Eyes, smiles, hugs-sometimes-to-embraces show a deep meaning in your humanity, in your heartansoulanmind – it demonstrates meaning, which is an innocence short-changed by the concept of original sin. Meaning and purpose are the theme work of humanity in the book. Purpose, meanwhile, is both productive and counter-productive, and to you this is not original sin either.” This becomes a signature thought in the Rebellion (of the Dead).

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         The intent of the change was that you saw the paragraph was written in the second person ‘you’ and you felt better putting me up front so the reader would realize I, Amorella, was doing the writing. But, also, you placed me first – was it out of pride you did this? No. But, second guessing lead to, ‘it is possible I was being arrogant and prideful’.  Then, who knows? Innocent or secretly (unconsciously) purposefully manipulative to show you have something others do not.

         I still don’t know.

         Thus, out of this discomfort you erased an innocent remark. Post. - Amorella