08 June 2012

Notes - (thanks to Eric) magical thinking / "a real lesson" to think about /

         0959 hours. Brennan finally took to sleep a minute or two ago. Carol has been upstairs washing and drying her hair. I have been taking care of the little guy for the last ‘busy’ hour. He is a cutie, but it is rather pleasant seeing his eyes shut and his arms and legs shutting down for a bit. No complaints here. Nature is what it is and one adapts or one doesn’t.

         Very early this morning you awoke and started listing words of seeming importance on your iPad note app. You cannot remember them presently but the first was “verbal”. – Amorella

         It was. I was thinking about how there shouldn’t be any nouns in the metaphysics as such because a verbal combines and noun and verb by definition it appears to be looser, more open, more liberal in construction. I remember one of the other words – NeitherStraightNorNarrow as a regional or dimensional noun – each word depicts a thought construction rather than the traditional a person, place, or thing. The other day you said that the only thing written in stone is a cemetery headstone. I like that very much. Clears the mind as well as puts humanity in its place, at least my humanity.

         We need to keep it simple though, my man. The idea is to communicate to yourself first then share. Simple and sparingly, follow the concept of the Presence as you understand its first principle – a Presence is never more than a Presence need be – we have an understanding here. – Amorella

         You mean for humanity (individual and communal as well as rural and urban) to economically live in an efficient system of dignity and freedom (for each and all) that allows humanity to learn, grow and flourish.

         No, boy. I am talking about the metaphysical system here, the economically spiritual aspect of heartansoulanmind in its ‘being’ both individually and communal. - Amorella

         Oh.

         We have enough rebellion going on in the books, young man. Rebellion on Earth has a general tendency to waste energy and humanity for really very little gain as an outcome, let’s say after fifty or a hundred years. – Amorella

         I see your point but I disagree. We Homo sapiens have come a long way in the last one hundred years.

         Really. And, what’s so new under the sun these days? – Amorella

         Who said that? Protagoras?

         Look it up, that’s what your Wikipedia is for. – Amorella

         I read this some place within the last week.

         Do tell. – Amorella

         I looked it up. Protagoras is not what I am looking for. I want the triangle fellow Pythagoras. ---- I can’t find anything about “everything under the sun”. I have read this article before – so much about the man. I would like to include something here, something relevant if there is anything.

         How about this:

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Pythagoras’ religious and scientific views were, in his opinion, inseparably interconnected. Religiously, Pythagoras was a believer of metempsychosis. He believed in transmigration, or the reincarnation of the soul again and again into the bodies of humans, animals, or vegetables until it became immortal.

From Wikipedia
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         I am not sure I agree with this.

         I didn’t ask you to agree with it, boy. Where is your mind? – Amorella

         That was a lie. I actually have agreed with the concepts of “metempsychosis” and “transmigration” in terms of the soul – a romantic tendency I’m sure. I like the idea of metempsychosis because this way two soul mates can be with each other together even though they live apart. It is a fantasy, an ideal. I always think of Sir Philip Sydney’s:

Song from Arcadia: “My True Love Hath My Heart”

My true-love hath my heart and I have his,
By just exchange one for the other given:
I hold his dear, and mine he cannot miss;
There never was a bargain better driven.
His heart in me keeps me and him in one;
My heart in him his thoughts and senses guides:
He loves my heart, for once it was his own;
I cherish his because in me it bides.
His heart his wound received from my sight;
My heart was wounded with his wounded heart;
For as from me on him his hurt did light,
So still, methought, in me his hurt did smart:
Both equal hurt, in this change sought our bliss,
My true love hath my heart and I have his.

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         See your confusion, old man. This is not about the soul it is about the heart. Post. – Amorella

         Indeed, it is. I have always wanted it to be deeper than the heart. Wishful thinking.

         As your former IHHS student, and friend, Eric G., so aptly put it in Facebook the other night: magical thinking, not wishful. – Post.




         Early afternoon. You drove to McD’s for drinks and down to Lee for a cookie and piece of pizza then down Lee to Fairmont and east to the church and down to Horseshoe Lake Park in Shaker Heights. Now, you are home with Brennan who slept the trip, still asleep. Plus, you ran a couple errands along the way.

         Very enjoyable. Carol and I like to get out of the house, both here and at home. Most anywhere actually – a wee bit of Gypsy spirit, just a drop.

         You think about blood lines, what about spirit lines? – Amorella

         You mean like soul brothers/sisters or soul mates?

         No.

         Okay. I don’t know what you are talking about. I have never thought about bloodlines and spirit lines in the same sentence before.

         That was my thought, orndorff, not yours. A slice of the novels are about DNA, the double helix and bloodlines; and the books demonstrate a connection between the Living and the Dead, that the line is genetic, I am suggesting that in order for a spiritual line (the soul) to enter whatever the genetic species with a heartansoulanmind – well, what do you think? Is the soul built in the DNA like the Attendant is built into the soul or does it enter before birth, immediately after birth (legal), or sometime later, perhaps at it’s own digression? – Amorella

         I don’t know, Amorella. I don’t want to think about it. You said you didn’t want this complicated.

         But it is already addressed in the books. The marsupial-humanoids have their own perspective, and so does Diplomat’s AC, don’t you think? Isn’t it better to address this early for consistency’s sake? – Amorella

         These are just novels, Amorella.

         No, they are not, boy. They represent who you are in heartansoulanmind. You requested the Angel. SheanHe has to be addressed. – Amorella

         It was/is a concept to keep me honest, Amorella, not literal. It is like swearing an oath on the Bible, to me at least. I am not dead. It’s hypothetical at best.

         You want to remain your best before an Angel, do you not? – Amorella

         I don’t want to share something that is going to offend someone or a group. I am a private person.

         You are entitled to express your point of view. Doesn’t the Bill of Rights give you that right? – Amorella

         Freedom of speech; yes, but I also have the right to keep my mouth (and mind) shut. I am entitled to be polite.

         So is everyone else, is this not true? – Amorella

         It’s just fiction, Amorella.

         So are you, boy, or so you say – mostly fiction. – Amorella

         You want the honest truth? That’s because of the 'spiritual dance with you' in the eighties, Amorella. The dance made me realize that I am mostly fiction because during the dance you were more real than I was. I felt/sensed (soberly mind you) I was and I wasn’t in existence at the same time; but you were "Always" – nothing intermittent. That’s the crux. That was a “real” learning experience no matter what caused it. Angel around or not, that’s who I am; changed in perspective and thought. I am mostly fiction and since the addition of the blog, I am more transparent than ever. Holy crap, Amorella.

         So sad, don’t you feel others should share your pain? – Amorella

         No, Amorella. I am not in pain.

         I am being sarcastic, boy. I agree, Angel or not, you still need to know where you are coming from. Why? Because I want you to remain what you wished for, to die an honest man. – Amorella

         It is a wish still.

         There’s the real magical thinking don’t you see? It’s a wish and I am going to see you fulfill it. – Amorella

         I didn’t ask you to.

         You have free will; abdicate on your wish. – Amorella

         I will not be who I am if I do so, Amorella

         That is the point, my man, and let this be a lesson to you. Post. - Amorella   

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