02 June 2013

Notes - later gator / Brothers 18 completed


        1300 hours. Carol worked in the basement all morning and I worked in the yard for an hour or so. Otherwise, I rested in air conditioning and fans. It is hotter outside than it looks. Cleaning drive, porch, sidewalk and raking the front yard took most of the time. The work is not all that labor some but the sun saps what energy I have. The work is done, that's the good of it.

         Mid-afternoon. Carol is still working in the basement throwing out lots of old school 'stuff' from 2003 and before. Makes you feels somewhat guilty because you have more to throw away also. Later, dude. - Amorella

         Carol wanted a break from work and you drove her to Graeter's off Cox Road next to the West Chester (UC) Hospital, which is next to I-75. Once home you raked the southwest yard since more clouds have come in.

         1704 hours. We are having pizza for supper so I am sitting in the car after raking. I am thinking I should study this discussion for Brothers 18 before tackling it.

         No need, boy. Let's get to it. - Amorella

         1730 hours. I have 770 words presently but it needs tweaking. One line in the conversation about privacy, Amorella, that's a little much. 

         Save it until later this evening. Post. - Amorella


         2059 hours. It appears presentable for the present. Somewhat dark content though. But, hey, that is how it is sometimes. I'm difficult to get along with and the conversation is right on for one of the reasons why. Sometimes I'm just an ass, that's what wife thinks, or that's the look I get when I do crap like this. My old friend Bob understood and would have probably replied like Rob in the story. Few would probably read this as realism, but it is to me, and I'm not too pleased with myself about it. Bob's poems always make me think. I miss my friend. 


         Add and post. - Amorella

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The Brothers 18, ©2013, rho, draft for GMG.1

            The two couples sat on the front porch across from Central Ohio's John Knox Cemetery. Connie and Cyndi sitting on the wood stained gliding swing chair for two and Robert and Richard were sitting in sturdier charcoal black chairs one on either side of the porch glider.

            Robert and Richard had just adjusted themselves on the warm but cloudy day. Robert spoke first, "Where are we going for supper?"
           
            "Let's go uptown for a change, I'm tired of the chains," commented Cyndi.
           
            "That's a good idea, how about Jimmy John's?" added Connie.
           
            "And we could have ice cream for desert," said Cyndi in retort.

            "That was quick. Sounds settled then," commented Robert shaking his head with the hint of a grin. "What did you want to do, Richie?" he added with a hint of sarcasm.

            He grumbled, "Like it would make a difference." Noting the sharp looks from both women, he mimicked his brother's dry grin. "Where did you want to eat, Robbie?"

            He shrugged his shoulders, "Hey, Jimmy John's is fine with me."

            "Why do you two not speak up? Why didn't you suggest where you wanted to go, Richie?" asked Cyndi.

            "Why didn't you ask a minute or so ago?" His shuffled face explained he had made his point.

            "We can't read your mind, Richie," said Connie with some irritation.

            "We can just let them scramble up some baked beans and hot dogs for themselves," reinforced Cyndi.

            "Mind reading would be illegal because of privacy laws," quipped Richard.

            Both tightened their lips and jaws. "Let's go to the kitchen, Connie." Both left without another word.

            Richard felt a tinge of guilt for instigating the squabble, thinking, 'I'll pay for this incident later,' but said, “How’s your cemetery poem coming?”

            “I haven’t been working on it, but I have another I’ve dressed up.”

            “Let’s see it.”

            Robert left the porch for a few moments then returned. “I had it in the folder under the car seat along with a few others I like to work on from time to time.”

            “Like where do you work?”

            “Sometimes when I am out for a short drive I will go down to the park, sometimes just a parking lot, or park under an old shade tree down the street. I can dig out a poem and see if the setting helps change my attitude towards the words. Here’s the poem.”

            Richard read Robert’s poem intently, recognizing his own parallel patterned thinking while reading.

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TRANSPLANT WAITING ROOM, CHIIDREN'S HOSPITAL
                                                                                                           

                                                Parents pace among the scarred tables,
                                                settle anxiously into shell craters,
                                                stare about for tonic comfort.

                                                New magazines paint the litter of butchery:
                                                more reminding of a holocaust
                                                with one picture, a girl,
                                                middle of a row, gently smiling
                                                at a sweet, treasured thought
                                                lost to the ashen grass of Auschwitz;

                                                it was the Christians, at Chatila--
                                                broken rooms, stray dogs lapping
                                                blood from pools, furnishings line
                                                the roads, the gray remains compose;

                                                children sled, tumble, cane to rest
                                                in the red snow of Sarajevo;
                                                good intentions stick to poles,
                                                grim advertisements for aid.

                                                Western Art in gilded frames haunts the walls:

                                                still life with ripe fruit; poppies
                                                bleeding a hillside; myths of Primavera
                                                down the bright corridors of morning;
                                                yet in one scene, parents perhaps,
                                                bending the will to stoop,
                                                glean the fields at evening --

                                                they could be Arab women
                                                sorting clothes at Kasserine Pass,
                                                or thin fathers picking rice
                                                among the limbs near Camranh Bay, or

                                                Parents, bent at the bed of human future,
                                                who have sent the organ-gathering troops
                                                to scour the farms of combat,
                                                and who have willingly bowed
                                                toward the any-price of child salvation.

**

            “I’m not sure what to say about this. It leaves me organizing thoughts and speechless at the same time.”

            Robert gave him a sardonic look, saying, “That’s really quite a helpful criticism, Richie.”

            Richard returned with, “Sarcasm is a slice and dice scalpel, Robbie boy.”

            “I got the pun, Dickie.”

            Richard retorted slowly and more seriously, “That’s the problem with words sometimes, you think they mean one thing in context, and it turns out they mean something else again.”

            “That’s what was good about being a surgeon,” said Robert. “I was in and out, and the body being operated on was never my own.”

            Richard had a twinkle in his eye, “You can’t cut your thoughts, like it or not, the brain just keeps on working and producing.”

            “These brains of ours will stop one of these days, then where will we be, bro?” said Robert, who almost always slammed in the last word.

            Rob's content with having the last word, sighed Richard, and frankly I can't think of anything else to say. We need the girls out here to liven things up.

791 words
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