Notes - on self-centeredness /

         Close to noon local time. Your health insurer has you meeting with your doctor early this afternoon, supposedly about your cholesterol medication. You figure you screwed up on your prescriptions, having some going through your two specialists rather than you regular physician. Several chores accomplished plus you exercises, but no food or belt until after the doctor's visit. You dress as lightly as appropriate depending on the season.

         One of my closest friends was caught doing this last week, wearing shorts to his visitation not long pants as usual, and no belt. I found this very funny and when I asked others I found they do the same thing, at least those with overweight problems. I suppose if you were underweight more or less continually, you'd stack the clothes. Personally I would add a variety of fishing line weights or lead if I had any. Such is life. Nature may reach balance and I have too, but it is too much ballast below the neck. I would imagine souls don't have much of a weight problem. I assume, at least physically, they weigh next to the negative side of nothing as do heart and mind.

         In here souls are sharp, boy, and cut like a knife (or so the song goes). Razor might be more appropriate, souls slice like an old fashion well-sharpened and well-oiled straight razor.

         Bob's straight razor comes to mind, as it was the last one I've seen in life. Bringing Bob into the mix adds an unexpected dimension -- unfairness in terms of health in life. Now I wonder what the unfairness is in death.

         In here, not all souls and hearts and minds are healthy, boy. In here it is strictly a "physician, heal thyself" philosophy. You are working on this early just in case there is any truth in it. Richard the old Boy Scout, always be prepared.

         There is some truth in that, no question about it. Sharp-souled, now that is a phrase not seen often. I suppose a person could have a sharp soul, soft heart and dull mind.

         In here, some do, it evens out to a balance of humanity in most healthy people. Those unhealthy endure and are made healthy later. Surrounded by soul instead of body takes a lot of weight off the mindanheart. The soul stimulates growth. This growth can be observed. This returns us to inductive reasoning, boy. In here everyone has a sharp soul whether it is realized or not. I'll show this at work in Dead 20. It will cut through the painted balls. Later, dude. Post. - Amorella

         I wish you wouldn't do this because if you don't do as you say I look to be the outward fool.

         You really don't listen sometimes. Like you say, what else is new? Does that end with a question, boy, or period? You tell me. - Amorella

         Sorry, Amorella. I listen. I try to listen. I wasn't listening because I was concerned with being the fool. Me-centeredness.

         You will see self-centeredness is not about the self. It is about time to leave for the doctor's. Post. - Amorella