You are within a few hands of noon local time, boy and have
been up but not fairing so well because of lower back and both hips. You took a
pill shortly after breakfast, did a little email, got sleepy, napped, napped
better after Carol pulled a blanket up, eventually woke and took a bath. Now
feeling better but not fully up to your normal par for the course of morning. -
Amorella
1201
hours. We cleaned and dusted most of the downstairs -- looking better, as if we
might have guests, which I am not expecting any time soon. We do see Jim and
Jeanne on Thursday though, and on Monday I have lunch with Bud C. and Rich G.
at our usual Chinese restaurant. Looking forward to that too.
You are beginning to feel more like yourself
physically, though you realize inwardly that the physical is hopefully a slow
path to oblivion. - Amorella
Yep.
The cynical agnostic is back with new-freshman-in-high-school Steve's old banner
line for his friends in the Class of 1960: "Cheer up, things are bound to
get worse."
The phrase has served you long and well, so,
"Cheer up, boy." - Amorella
1227
hours. I put the new working notes in a separate document to keep things clear
on this Brothers 21 conclusion, Amorella
You don't need to tell me what you are
doing, young man. How long have we known one another? - Amorella
I
don't know, sometime in the 1980's I imagine. I don't really know. Why do you
ask such a question?
I was being sarcastic, boy. - Amorella
1300
hours. I have a few more lines; however Carol want to get lunch at Marx Bagels,
which is fine with me. Here's what I have:
** **
As Richard looked
at the traffic and the people moving in street light order he had a flash of
thought on how it might be as being only
an existential heartansoulanmind walking across the street. "The most
basic form of consciousness," rolled out.
"What's
that?"
"I
am thinking on minimal consciousness," acknowledged Richard.
"We
hoped no less in the operating room," chuckled Rob as they crossed with
the light he added, "I'm ready for coffee with cream and a cream-filled
doughnut."
The
most basic form of spiritual
consciousness, human consciousness, continued
Richard in silent reflection.
** **
Post. - Amorella
Mid-afternoon.
You had a delicious and generous portion of tuna fish on a honey wheat bagel
with half a dill on the side, plus two wonderfully good oatmeal raisin cookies,
similar to what you would have bought on the east side of Cleveland at Marx Hot
Bagels ["This is not a restaurant, it is an experience."] on Kenwood
Road in Blue Ash. You brought your own drinks and ate in the parking lot shade
of Carol's older blue Accord and watched the cars go by. Now you are in Rose
Hill sitting under another shade tree. Carol is on page 143 of Sandra Brown's Lethal
and you are ready to continue. Let's get to it. - Amorella
1518
hours. I looked at it in the document and am drawing a blank.
Let's continue with the drafting here in the notes. - Amorella
** **
The
most basic form of spiritual
consciousness, human consciousness,
continued Richard in silent reflection. Let's say grammar is the spirit of
metaphysical order and we are in Schrodinger's bakery and we are at a street
crossing. Robert and I are as physical entanglement; each in his spiritual
entanglement and appears as a simple jellyfish in form and function rather than
in our physically twin form with added function.
If
thought is as particles and waves like light then, at least in English, it
moves from left to right across the page as we two physically move across the
street.
Ideas
can spin into mind and enhance into words that vibrate into sound frequencies
when spoken. Words that may be meaningless and purposeless spoken alone but
when enhanced into sentences and paragraphs balloon on the page from a
spiritual form, let's say as passion, giving function to the jellyfish-like joy
of discovery, the creative spirit within.
Grammar
then entangles the words as they gather and move with the action or state of
being verb. Each word is theatre as is one of the many faces of Lillian Gish. -
187 w
Stopped
- 1552 hours
** **
You
are home and relaxed. Later, before dusk you plan on mowing the yard. -
Amorella
I
am coming along in piecing this together. I don't know if it will fit within
the word frame but I'm going to complete it first, then if I revise that's
fine. (1619)
So far, so good, orndorff. I sense you are
enjoying the challenge. - Amorella
Strange,
I don't feel any pressure to 'get 'er done' as people sometimes say. I appear
to be following some calmer inner pace conducive to completed book one.
It is your natural inner world, boy. Welcome
to it and enjoy the refreshment of quality quiet time. Later, dude. Post. -
Amorella
1948 hours. We watched "Unforgettable" and
"Major Crimes" then we had half of a large Papa John's most excellent
pizza for supper after which I mowed most of the front lawn. Exhaustingly warm.
I'll finish it tomorrow. I've been cooling down for at least fifteen minutes.
The heat just rolls off me like I'm an oven. I should have worked off part of
the pizza anyway.
Think about how that is. Imagine yourself as
an existential heartansoulanmind, how it exists as nearly a separation from the
body, nearly but not completely because the mind is connected to the brain not
in form but in function. - Amorella
What
is the attachment, the connector? Nerve pulses? In the story the Dead remember
the body enough that they can almost 'see' it -- as an armless person sometimes
feels pain in a limb he does not have. I am thinking of an article about light
posted the other day.
** **
Knots of light
Credit: Mark
Dennis.
Light may seem to travel a
straight line, but sometimes it gets twisted into knots. In January 2010
researchers reported using a computer-controlled hologram to twist beams of
laser light into pretzel shapes. The holograms, which direct the flow of light,
were specially created to send light in certain directions and shapes.
The researchers used a field of
mathematics known as knot theory to study the resulting loops. These swirls of
light, called optical vortices, could have implications for future laser
devices, the physicists said.
From: livescience.com/12910-twisted-physics-top-findings
** **
I
was thinking these 'knots of light' could be as connectors between the
heartansoulanmind and the body but for plausibility the connectors also have to
be an entanglement into the brain level -- something that is and is not both at
once -- the connector as it were between a holistic mind and a biochemical body
-- some sort of symbiotic relationship between what is and what is not -- an
imaginative metaphor or a series of imaginative metaphors like the old series
of working generators at Hoover Dam in Nevada. That's it, I'm done for now.
Nothing in my head. No thoughts, no words forthcoming -- a symbiotic dream of
being while not being.
How about the attraction of the soul to the
heartanmind in the first place? What does it have to gain by the connection? What
does it have to lose by the eventual disconnection to the body? - Amorella
This
is interesting; something unthought (before by me) but understood within the
experience of the living and the dying.
Dusk, and it is time for relaxation.
Tomorrow we continue. - Amorella
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