You reset your desktop this morning back to
your photograph of the Greek architecture in Pompeii. – Amorella
1018
hours. Classical order comes first in writing. I have no choice. Without order
I cannot write about the mystical.
Late morning. You completed your forty
minutes of exercises and are dressed ready to meet the day. Carol is looking
the at new bird book Donna L., the next door neighbor got her for Xmas for
bringing her paper up to the door everyday and for other neighborly chores she
has trouble doing on her own. Your name was on the card also but you assume it
is only as a courtesy as you do not do nearly as much as Carol does. Carol a
bird similar to a white crowned sparrow at the feeder this morning, but its
territory is mostly in the western United States, possible though for them to
be this far east, at least according to the bird book. – Amorella
1219
hours. Carol called Kim and you both wished Kim, Paul and the boys a Happy New
Year. Kim just finished a Five K Run at Westerville and they are heading to
Potbelly’s at Polaris for lunch (Owen’s suggestion) and are having pork and
sauerkraut for supper.
Mid-afternoon.
You had ham for lunch, Carol had soup. You both ate yesterday’s desserts,
raspberry cheesecake and carrot cake – no sharing allowed. Before lunch you
spent time cleaning out a glass shelved cabinet with drawers in the living
room. Among the finds were old photographs from the sixties, seventies and
eighties. One of the other surprises was your 1951 Bible you were given upon
joining the church. Another was an ornate brass box about two inches deep and
about eight by four inches. You think it was Dad Hammond’s box for tie clips and
cuff links. Most likely it is Vietnamese or Thailandese – the embellishing
ornamentation appears Buddhistic.
- Amorella
1526
hours. I read a couple more chapters in “A Short History”. One chapter has the
focus on Yellowstone National Park as a super volcano and the following chapter
is on how the Earth supports the life that it does. It seems to me the only way
we could have survived in the first place is through evolution. We and every
other earth life form genetically made us to survive here. Earth is not that
hospitable. Come to think of it, I don’t know what kind of medium would support
Angel, souls and the self-consciousnesses of (heartsansoulsanminds) of the
Dead. Though, strangely, in the books and blog I see some sort of evolution or
work placement of metaphysical beings such as Angels, souls and Betweeners.
Think of Betweeners as a group consciousness
of universal hierarchies (levels of area or regional consciousness). For
instance, a consistency within the Merlyn books is that Grandma personifies and
represents the consciousness of the Earth. Stratified consciousness is what it
is all about in these books metaphysics. What holds this consciousness in a
metaphysical realm? Think of it as you already do, as Nothingness with a
capital. – Amorella
1549
hours. I need to create a notebook I can refer to as Merlyn’s Metaphysics or
Amorella’s Metaphysics. I need to keep an order I can follow. I need to see the
rules that are in place for consistency within the framework of these novels.
Fine. Remember rules are not laws; they can
be reasonably bent. How else would I, the Amorella, be here? These are my rules
for the Merlyn books of fiction by Orndorff and for storytelling purposes only
to promote greater understanding as to what it is to be what you are where you
are. Post. – Amorella
Amorella's Metaphysics will do. - Post. - Amorella
You had your pork and sauerkraut for supper
and watched NBC News and a DVRed “Modern Family”. Carol is watching one of her
DVRed shows presently. Let’s go to Dead Eight. – Amorella
2023
hours. I have tried. I erased most of what I had. I transferred some of my
notes to the document for descriptive help but whatever I was doing went away.
The whole approach may be wrong here. I have no words because I am nowhere.
Perhaps as Merlyn is already in a dream the soul comes to him to explain how
things are. Perhaps he has a vision. Can the Dead have a vision? I think I need
to scrap Dead 8 and begin again.
Scrap it; drop it in the Keep folder. Set up
a new document and title it ‘Nothing”. Post. – Amorella
2034
hours. I think I need a Faery Story.
I agree. - Amorella
You
took a few minutes to intuitively set up your desktop. To the left, first, you
put the smaller sky toned image of the “Eye of Providence” icon from the dollar
bill. Next you put the larger image of the “Eye of Providence” in browned stone
from the Jewish cemetery. Then you set the word document between the two with
all touching the top of the desktop. Below to the right and left and below is
the remaining image of the Greek architecture from Pompeii. – Amorella
2051
hours. The desktop proportions are distorted. I think I would be more
comfortable with a larger document and the smaller image of the blue ‘Eye of
Providence” on both sides.
Give it a try. – Amorella
2057
hours. It is too balanced with one eye too many. I am surprised.
Reset your desktop to the Jewish cemetery
eye. – Amorella
Why
do you hesitate? – Amorella
2100
hours. I think it may be blasphemous, sacrilegious.
You are arrogant. – Amorella
You
set up two images that I approved for use in this context and say it is one too
many, then you hesitate because showing one would be blasphemous? – Amorella
2105
hours. This is not so easy, Amorella. As an agnostic I remain respectful to the
idea and concept of G---D, and I am secretly hopeful such exists. Deep down I
feel I should use no images whatsoever.
Letters, the alphabet is full of images. –
Amorella
2108
hours. I do not like this place. It is full of images. We humans are full of
images. Nothing with a capital sounds better and more comforting, strangely as
this reads. I assume this is coming from very deep cultural feeling induced by
Protestantism and particularly Presbyterianism. It is no wonder I lean toward
the mystical climate in the mind. How in the world did I get onto this
discussion? I am taking down those
‘Eye of Providence’ images. I just don’t want to deal with them. This
then is the faery story is it not? And, I am in the middle of it in the middle
of my mind.
Boy, what does this show? No Eyes of
Providence are fully present on your desktop.
2118
hours. My mind is full of tricks. I am apprehensive to put the “Eye of
Providence” on the full of my desktop because of the imagination that ensues
within. Reason weighs me down so that my mind will not float about. Without
reason I am lost. Without reason I will have lost my humanity, at least a major
part of it.
Now you are better aware of who you are. Let
it go and drop in the cemetery stone image on your desktop. See what your
reason does with it, not your imagination. – Amorella
2128
hours. It is a piece of carved well-aged stone with a carving that makes my
eyes feel like they are pulsating as I observe the whole of the rock on the
desktop. The triangular part appears quite three-dimensional – to my eyes it is
popped out (forward) on the screen about a quarter of an inch. This makes it
appear real but I know that it is not. It may be the brightness of the screen
and the carved ray-like lines that affect my eye in a hypnotic-like way and
cause the apparent pulsation. I do not see this as the document I am writing on
covers the triangle. One can clearly see it is stone with moss and other such
matter growing on it. The colors as they are, are very powerful also because
nothing is really symmetrical here. It makes the stone to appear living,
organic – I suppose this is because of its organic dressings atop and around
the art a human being once created in stone. (2137)
Good. Post. - Amorella
2142 hours. I ended this faery story with my observation and reason. This is a lesson I should not soon forget.
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