Notes - assignment + nuance / unconsciousness + Amorella /

         Mid-morning. You are feeling better this morning. I want you to think about the most important aspects of Angels as you have observed them. List three least to strongest in importance and give reasons. – Amorella

         0902 hours. This sounds like an assignment.

         It is. – Amorella

         0905 hours. I will have to go from strongest and down two though nothing comes to mind at the moment. I am not even thinking about angels. It is going to be a good day and I still have some mowing to do a little later. I don’t remember any rules except that when confronted within my head I back up facing the confrontation though I see nothing I have a reference as to where the Angel is, in my head/mind (it is where Nothing is), that is, absence of physical aspects/thoughts. Such nuances are difficult to put into words.

         That is the point. Post. - Amorella

         0918 hours. Early on in late 80’s – detecting intent of my fear in waking personal dragons. How to know a good angel from a bad angel? Good angel – no sense of ‘power’ anywhere; contentment, inner peace – full honesty accepted; to have no intent (clear mindedness) – being rocked, that is, heartansoul being rocked like an innocent-like baby in angelic-like arms as opposed to the mind being rocked. Discard negative thoughts with the wash water. Bad angels – fears I have learned to discount, as they are my own failings or lacks of judgment. I used my home built ‘letter circle device’ with string and washer. Early on I did not know what to do. Does one attempt to awaken the angels (within or beyond)? No power is one of the keys – no intent, no power. I had/have to rely on Amorella to let me know on the ‘no intent’. I detest power because in corrupts (dishonesty, self-deception prevails), so that is not much of a problem. These things are just falling into place like armor.

         This is what you need to do, articulate. Drafting is acceptable just like this. Post. – Amorella

         0937 hours. I need a break. I don’t like to think on these things so much. None of this could be done with having some understanding of my unconsciousness through Amorella.

         0937 hours. I need a break. I don’t like to think on these things so much.

         You and Carol worked in the yard and garage most of the day; stopping for a Subway picnic down along the Little Miami at the Carl Rahe Access – so called because of the livery. A few more people, six cars were down this afternoon – the whole woods along the bank and back fifty to a hundred feet or so is full of yellow buttercups. Very pretty. You have stopped for the night except for taking out the trash. – Amorella

         1754 hours. Spring chores. I even polished the brass tray Mom and Dad Hammond gave to Carol from Iran when they visited USAID friends there before the revolution. After the DNA I can now more easily imagine an ancient Iranian/Persian/Indian relative of mine created and/or polishing brass or copper trays in way back when. Everyone should know their DNA; it heightens the imagination and with some historical and archeological background it is pretty easy to create an historical fiction of an ancestor or two much like I do in the Grandma Stories – it broadens and adds spice to one’s life and overall allows one to think more clearly about the present and what people say about the culture they grew up in – people left from Africa, that what we know. Everyone alive is part of those people leaving Africa or staying.

         You had come up with two more points on how it is with your angels before you set out to work the day. Drop them in here. – Amorella

         1807 hours. That’s right. I respect the Angel beyond all physical existence. I do not pretend love or adoration. The Angel is in its place and I am in mine. And, it the same vein of thought I always picture myself standing alone in the dignity being human, nothing more, nothing less and I focus on these words – “Here I stand, warts and all, and I can do no other,” before a court of one Angel.

         It is right from your perspective and in this immediate context to capitalize ‘Angel’ knowing in heartansoulanmind it might be an ‘Angel of G---D’ as you like to put it. – Amorella

         1814 hours. In the transcendental state there is no doubt that what is there exist and that it is spiritual and good because power does not elude from it, be it Angel or whatever noun or other part of speech you address it as. I never address it by name in any case; I just recognize and respect it as spirit presence. I am not sure what you want here Amorella. These are things that come to mind with an angelic-like presence nothing more, nothing less. I do not know their worth in terms of what is more important or less. – rho

         Considered and understood. This is taken into account and is honestly presented. Post. – Amorella

         1819 hours. I feel better that such expression is within the blog; it perhaps has not been noted in this context of your question.