Notes - amuck /

         After noon local time. It took you some time to pick up all the groceries. You had sixty dollar but were twenty-one short so you Master Charged it. Since, you have been going over Carol’s physical chores; she is now icing her knee and is talking about lunch. The day has been moving quickly — you have been up since five and are now tired. Fortunately you had a soaker bath last night and were in bed by ten. – Amorella

         1249 hours. I am tired anyway. I should be doing my own exercises. I need a nap more than lunch. I have never charged for food at the grocery ever. It was almost humiliating to run out of money. I followed her list; it was rather long, but all that money and we didn’t get any meat.

         You had a late lunch at Smashburgers. Carol sat and waited at the table while you ordered. Going home you stopped at Hallmark and Carol went in and bought a card, then you picked her up in front of Hallmark. She was satisfied that she could do this task on her own and you were pleased that she could. Once home she iced her knee and you fell asleep on the living room floor. When you awoke you found her asleep in the now family room single bed. It is quite hot and muggy out. – Amorella

         1728 hours. We are enjoying the air conditioner. As a child I do not remember ever having a problem with the heat, as an adolescent I did and after the 1960 bottom of the Grand Canyon experience I have had the problem (bright summer sun and heat) to this date – a fact, not a complaint. Silly thought: what is a ‘besider’, Amorella?

         You thought ‘slider’ first, then corrupted the thought to ‘besider’. The ‘slider’ was inside you now it is beside you, that’s the initial context – all this out of the blue, of course. Imagination run amuck. Your literal mind conjures up a ‘something’ and you give it a name and the name, even a general one, adds to its reality. This similarity of thought processing is what lead you to give the individual alphabetic letters a named reality and from that A could be your childhood age or younger or older and be your friend as well as B to Z. You created twenty-six letter childhood friends as well as some number friends of one through ten. Ten was the name of a singular friend. Daughter Kim did somewhat the same when she was a young child. She had a doll she named Seven for instance. Presently, Slider is who is inside while Besider is who is outside – this is an imaginary reality and not even a spooky one. – Amorella

         1748 hours. I do know better.

         But your mind is bored. Post. - Amorella