Notes - chemistry / afternoon / metaphysical shells

         Shortly after noon local time. This morning you did your forty minutes of exercises. You have been doing work around the house, etc during this last week but with no set schedule. A routine of sorts is settling in. You had a relaxing bath and have some chores and errands to run but nothing overwhelming. The sun is out and it appears a good day for the Fourth in your area. You are wondering on the crux of the spiritual matter, the soul. You want a base in your head to work from. In here, the soul did not always exist in the Merlyn metaphysics, even what appears as next to nothing to anyone who might outwardly neglect the soul, had to come from something, this is common sense – this is what you assume before you think. We need to return to the conditional, the verb, ‘to be’. Existence does not need a consciousness. Open and shut is the work of existence whether it be physics or metaphysics. Chemistry is process and there is a counterpart in Merlyn’s metaphysics. – Amorella

         1228 hours. Obviously you are making this up and stringing me along, Amorella.

** **

chemistry – noun

1 the branch of science that deals with the identification of the substances of which matter is composed; the investigation of their properties and the ways in which they interact, combine, and change; and the use of these processes to form new substances.

• the chemical composition and properties of a substance or body: the chemistry of soil.

2 the complex emotional or psychological interaction between two people: their affair was triggered by intense sexual chemistry.

From – Oxford-American software

** **

         1232 hours. You are using the above as a definition?

         I am. Post. - Amorella

         Time for lunch anyway. 

         Late afternoon. You had a nap then drove to the grocery for items selected and stayed within the list. All receipts have been going in the island drawer. Linda has been with Carol almost all the time helping and cajoling her when needed. Her leg hurts but she still is in her category of a four out of ten. It hurts to sit down and get up out of a chair, even a higher one but when using the walking she has developed a slower though natural stride that appears to work. You leave them alone most of the time because they fall into sister talk and there is no sense being in the room. Carol was watching some television but mostly it has been the Home and Garden network. Linda just finished redoing her bathroom with a shower and is presently having her kitchen redone so they are interested in these sorts of things. You have the bathrooms to be redone sans toilets as they were replaced a few years ago. Also, Carol has decided to replace the family/media room furniture this Fall. – Amorella

         1745 hours. I am looking forward to the new furniture as well as a new whirlpool styled tub for two similar to the one no longer working and Carol wants a new shower with a seat and upgrades. The sun has been out all day and the trip to the store was a delight with the ‘refurbished’ Accord. I love the new tinted windows with not a hint of raw sun on my arms and I didn’t even need my sunglasses.

         Each had lunch leftovers from the Grand Oriental for supper and enjoyed the Chinese of her/his choice, plus spring or egg roll. Both yesterday and today’s meal had texture and Carol liked the differences; plus while at the hospital she had a piece of lemon-lime pie she could actually taste; her first sense of taste in a year. – Amorella

         1924 hours. I forgot about Carol tasting the lemon-lime pie. Perhaps she will reacquire some of her sense of tastes over time. Today has been okay for her but her leg remains swollen and parts are black and blue; the doctor said this is because she is taking blood thinners for the next two weeks to make sure she develops no clots. The hardest part (pain-wise) from what I observe is Carol’s getting up from the bed or chair or getting back down into the bed or chair. Once up she uses the walker well considering her condition. She is getting more and more accustomed to using the walker to her personal advantage.

         Post. - Amorella

         You drove over to UDF for twenty-two pounds of ice to put in the ice chest so Carol would not run out of ice tonight. The icemaker takes a while and the frozen blocks are too big for the gravitational ice machine to flow the ice water into a specially built wrap for around the knee. – Amorella

         2021 hours. This is really a cool machine, no pun intended. It is so much more comfortable for the patient than having blocks or bags of ice surrounding the wound. It wraps tight or loose around the leg and can be used below the knee if needed. We have the machine on an outdoor drink tray with an empty kitty litter box above pushing up the height, then the machine on top of the empty litter container. The hose takes the water down to the ‘jacket wrap’ that fills with ice water. It keeps cold for about six hours then you have to fill the machine with more ice and water. Linda says she wishes Bill had had such a device when he had his knees down. Still, Carol’s pain level is a four out of ten, which I think is amazing. I’m sure she does too after hearing stories people have told over the years. They are in watching a new summer show, “The Astronaut Wives Club”. It is getting mixed critical reviews, but it doesn’t look like my cup of tea anyway. If Carol and Linda enjoy the show, fine.

         I have stories on how the first universe began and stories about souls but I don’t remember them. I should have distinguished them some way to look them up. I have a sense of how this builds if such a word works well enough with metaphysics.

         Grows is a better word. Remember there is the tree that holds universes as leaves. Roots. Let’s keep the metaphysical analogy in the realm of the plant kingdom. – Amorella

         2041 hours. I forgot about the Tree – the lights within the universes light the Tree up Christmas tree like. How could I forget this? I, an agnostic at heart, think it is a beautiful concept. Plant kingdom is how it will be. I remember the soul shell is as from a walnut-like seed and the spiritual meat within digests the heartanmind as it matures in the physical bio-chemical shell that allows the soul to survive in the physical world. The body and brain is the physical suit the soul needs to gain the nutrients of passion from the heart and mind.

         You are remembering correctly. Let’s call it a night, orndorff. Post. - Amorella