Notes - witness? / first corn / to deny / with understanding

         Afternoon. You had take out Smashburgers for lunch. Carol walked up the steps, had a shower, walked down the steps, took a walk up and down the driveway, did her exercises and is now relaxing in a living room chair. Linda is reading a new book. So far, everyone in the house has had a good day, even the cats. – Amorella

         1344 hours. I have never ordered from a take out menu online before. It took a few minutes to absorb the details and methodology but the operation was okay. Carol’s leg is looking a lot better, most all the black and blue areas have gone and the swelling is a lot less.

         I’ve been thinking about the last time I saw David Short and I made an old memory vivid to him and he smiled with his eyes and in the moment I sensed I saw David ‘normal’, that is I witnessed him healthfully whole and without the disabilities of Parkinson’s disease. It was a special moment and I think I spoke of this earlier, but what did I witness, heartansoulanmind or a wholeness of character or spirit? It appeared immortal-like, as it had no sense or framework of time about it. Can a soul be witnessed? Is that what I witnessed inside his eyes, Amorella? (1400)

         You are growing tired and in need of a nap, boy. Later. Post. - Amorella

         You had a nap and Carol wanted to go for a ride so you drove up to the Black Barn in Lebanon and bought half a dozen ears of corn, first for the season. You are off to the grocery.

         1948 hours. We each had two ears of the most excellent first corn of summer. Wow. Sweet and juicy. Picked this morning. Corn on the cob is best eaten on the day picked. After that it is just corn on the cob, good perhaps but not excellent – that was our supper, two ears of corn each. We watched NBC news and now Carol and Linda are watching the second episode of “Zoo”. I’ll catch up on a show too.

         Later, boy. Post. - Amorella

         Carol and Linda watched part of the second episode of “Zoo” and decided to delete the series. Carol watched part of “Proof” and has decided to continue watching. You watched “Wayward Pines” and “Human” On Demand. You like “Human” because it reminds you of the ‘art-like’ film, Ex Machina.

         As for your question about ‘witnessing’ David’s persona while having lunch at Der Dutchman a week or so ago – this is what I observed of that specific event: Silence with understanding filling in the silence, eyes glistening to a pleasurable teardrop – a loving memory forever bonded – shared understanding in a framework of wonderfully fused magical silence. You witnessed a shared lovingly fused brotherly life memory – a shared projection from heartansoulanmind in heartansoulanmind. The key word here is ‘in’. In that moment, whose heartansoulanmind was in the other is unknown. That is the ‘magic’. One memory was a projection on the other. That how I, the Amorella, observed it.

         2336 hours. This seems too unscientifically bent for an observation, Amorella, a bit too romantically spiritual – a transcendental brotherhood moment. It appears to me too much so. I would not think in these terms. –

This is how I observed the moment:

“I saw David Short and I made an old memory vivid to him and he smiled with his eyes and in the moment I sensed I saw David ‘normal’, that is I witnessed him healthfully whole and without the disabilities of Parkinson’s disease. It was a special moment and I think I spoke of this earlier . . .”

         The above shows a subtle difference between us, boy. I see things ,as they are whether you admit to this or not. Post. – Amorella

         2343 hours. My cultural sense of masculinity needs to deny your observation. 

         Your response is an honest one, and it is acceptable with understanding. - Amorella

         2351 hours. I am surprised at your quick response -- it appears unhumanly kind.