17 August 2016

Notes - at your leisure /


       Suppertime. You are waiting for Carol outside Kroger’s on Mason-Montgomery Road after arriving home earlier and having a nap almost immediately. – Amorella

       1956 hours. We had a photo op this morning before Owen left for school on the bus. He was excited, as one would expect. Brennan had a good day too. We went out to breakfast at Scrambler Marie’s then after some relax time at home we went out to look at new ‘retirement community’ houses in Westerville. Kim was excited for us to see the new models. Lunch at Panera in north Westerville and then Kim and Brennan headed home, as did we. The day was fun as was last night family fun too. I have my doubts that we will leave Mason to live elsewhere anything soon. Those new ‘retirement oriented houses’ look very nice and we could easily live in one but the prices are, uh, at least 150 thousand dollars too much.

       You had late snack suppers and watched ABC News and “Rizzoli and Isles”. Carol is working on her iMac and you have been upstairs playing the laser light with Jadah while Spooky is down in the office with Carol. Last night you tuned in Pandora with Sanskrit Indian chants for the first time and spent some time fine-tuning. A few times you drifted to the point that I ‘swayed’ within the muscular orb surrounding your eyes, sometimes vertically and other times horizontally. This is not the first experience such as this and others are embedded within the blog postings. The connection, as you see it, is that this sort of personal event is a self-induced hypnotic trance of medium depth. Is this not correct? – Amorella

       2156 hours. This is the way I see it, but I wasn’t going to bring it up in here until I tried listening and trancing again tonight for self-verification. The ‘event’ is very relaxing with a sense of being and being separately. Being as in the trance and being the trancer both at once. It is as a very carefree illusion in that I as a ‘self-understanding in three positions at once’ – one of the three-pointed joys of self-hypnosis. I think this with a slightly cynical smile, so – perhaps it is four-pointed rather than three. – rho

       You can read over this again tomorrow at your leisure. Post. - Amorella


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