Mid-morning.
Carol just left for Gayle’s (a mile or so south of Kroger’s at Polaris Shopping)
and Gayle is picking up Linda from the Columbus International Airport at
ten-thirty. The house is quiet save for the low whirring of the directed floor
fan between the living and dining rooms. The cats are nowhere to be seen. –
Amorella
0935
hours. I should take a nap.
Late morning. You had your nap and you
played with Jadah. You have a blue sky from your viewpoint in the chair with
full green leaf designs in the living room. This is a rare ‘free’ day where you
can do what you want, huh. – Amorella
1125
hours. Touché, Amorella
You see, a better, clearer example of –
“The
human equivalent of touching. As it were, the soul is without a gravitational
equivalent, the heart has such an equivalent. – Amorella” [18 September]
1133
hours. Wow. This is good, Amorella. My heart being ‘touched’ by your statement:
“This is a rare ‘free’ day where you can do what you want, huh.” The quick
irony hit home that I am ‘free’ most any day. I am quickly reminded of the line
in Hamlet: where Osric says, “A hit, a very palpable hit.” as Hamlet and
Laertes duel before Claudius (Act V, scene ii).
You are out of context, boy, save for the
fencing. – Amorella
1149
hours. You are right, my stage, not Shakespeare’s.
Presently, my stage, boy. – Amorella
1151
hours. Alas, I am penned. I am. And, I am sorry. Indeed, your stage. – My understanding
has deepened somewhat more harshly.
Only now do you catch the drift of my words
of these last few days. – Amorella
1154
hours. I need to think on this and do it a summary – a true lesson in communication
between a human being and a spiritual being.
Aye, man, it will do you good. Post. –
Amorella
Mid-afternoon. You are sitting in the shade
facing west at Rose Hill Cemetery ‘Hageman’ is on your left across the access
and ‘Mahen’ is on your right. You just finished three cheese conies from
Skyline Chili and are working on the regular sized diet Dr. Pepper. Is your
hunger satisfied, boy? – Amorella
1509
hours. Physical hunger, yes; but spiritual hunger, no. (This was such an odd
thing to say.)
That’s what you thought. – Amorella
1511
hours. When discussing the heartansoulanmind we are in the realm of ‘thought’.
This is where you are in my head.
Yes. – Amorella
1515
hours. I need relating words here – subtle and innuendo come to mind first,
clarity and nuance, also come to mind. Earlier, right after thinking, “A true
authentic lesson it is too,” nuance is the first words that came to mind then
subtle. [Carol just called.]
Carol wanted information about Darden
Memorials in Westerville. You sent her the information and just spoke with her
again on Facetime. She is in your room at Kim and Paul’s. Gayle and Linda are
going over for supper and Linda is staying as she, Carol and Kim are going to
Mack’s place in Logan, Ohio tomorrow and have lunch and an hour or so walk near
Old Man’s Cave before returning to Kim’s to pick up the boys from school. –
Amorella
1615
hours. I might have thought ‘subtle’ first, then ‘nuance’. I don’t remember.
Nuance is more important. – Amorella
** **
nuance – noun
a
subtle difference in or shade of meaning, expression, or sound: the nuances
of facial expression and body language.
verb [ with obj. ]
give
nuances to: the effect of the music is nuanced by the social situation of
listeners.
ORIGIN
late 18th cent.: from
French, ‘shade, subtlety,’ from nuer ‘to shade,’ based on
Latin nubes ‘cloud.’
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** **
1624
hours. The verb example is interesting. Is this similar: ‘the effect of my
thought is nuanced by my social situation’?
Point of fact: I, the Amorella, nuance your
thought tones. You are communicating with a spiritual being residing within
your heart and it is as a two-way conversation in a one-dimensional level of
existence. I understand your communication before you chose the words, which
essentially explain yourself to you by putting the thought into word form. Thought
does not have form. You have to have form (body language, voice, fingertips on keys, etc) to
express thought. – Amorella
Your
immediate concern here is that this is all in your imagination. Let it be
there. Let imagination be the Ouija Board if you will. What difference does it
make? I’ll set the keel below the imaginary Ouija raft, so to speak, as the
keel is set under this EIM blog. – Amorella
1651
hours. I am at loss of words here. I need to absorb this. I need to summarize
this.
1713
hours. Here is what I am going to do. I have begun a summary by beginning with
the 13 September blog posting titled: 'Catalyst', and I am taking it through today’s
posting 20 September – these last seven days. I will delete what is not in
focus to today’s lesson for me. – rho
Post
the summary below, then let it go: - Amorella
***
SEVEN DAY SUMMARY
13 - 20 September 2016
* Day 1: 13 September 2016
You watched two more episodes of “Stranger
Things” and are enjoying the entertaining storytelling. Here is what Wikipedia
has to say. - Amorella
** **
Stranger Things is an American
supernatural horror-science fiction web television series created by the Duffer
Brothers. It is written and directed by Matt and Ross Duffer and
executive-produced by Shawn Levy. It stars Winona Ryder, David Harbour, Finn
Wolfhard, Millie Bobby Brown, Gaten Matarazzo, Caleb McLaughlin, Natalia Dyer,
Charlie Heaton, Cara Buono and Matthew Modine. The plot follows the
disappearance of a young boy, and a telekinetic girl who helps his friends in
their search, while the boy's older brother, mother, and the town police chief
start their own investigations.
The show
is set in the 1980s in the fictional town of Hawkins, Indiana, and is an homage
to ‘80s pop culture, inspired and aesthetically informed by the works of Steven
Spielberg, John Carpenter, Steven King and George Lucas, among others.
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** **
1013
hours. It is well acted and though rough in plot passages it is good enough,
better than many such summer shows.
You were particularly taken by the ‘light’
communication between missing son and mother and her use of the alphabet on the
wall to broaden the communication pattern. – Amorella
1036
hours. It irks me that you bring this up as I used similar communications with
you early on via the string and washer and alphabet on a tablet – similar to an
Ouija board.
** **
“The Strange and Mysterious History of the Ouija Board”
Tool of the devil, harmless family game—or fascinating glimpse
into the non-conscious mind?
By Linda Rodriguez McRobbie
smithsonian DOT com
October 27, 2013
. . . But if Ouija boards can’t give us answers from beyond the
Veil, what can they tell us? Quite a lot, actually.
Researchers at the University of British Columbia’s Visual
Cognition Lab think the board may be a good way to examine how the mind processes
information on various levels. The idea that the mind has multiple levels of
information processing is by no means a new one, although exactly what to call
those levels remains up for debate: Conscious, unconscious, subconscious,
pre-conscious, zombie mind are all terms that have been or are currently used,
and all have their supporters and detractors. For the purposes of this
discussion, we’ll refer to “conscious” as those thoughts you’re basically aware
that you’re having (“I’m reading this fascinating article.”) and
“non-conscious” as the automatic pilot-type thoughts (blink, blink).
Two years ago, Dr. Ron Rensink, professor of psychology and
computer science, psychology postdoctoral researcher Hélène Gauchou, and Dr.
Sidney Fels, professor of electrical and computer engineering, began looking at
exactly what happens when people sit down to use a Ouija board. . . .
A few days post-hangover later, Fels said, he, Rensink, and a
few others began talking about what is actually going on with the Ouija. The
team thought the board could offer a really unique way to examine non-conscious
knowledge, to determine whether ideomotor action could also express what the
non-conscious knows. . . .
. . . But when they answered using the board, believing that the
answers were coming from someplace else, they answered correctly upwards of 65
percent of the time. “It was so dramatic how much better they did on these
questions than if they answered to the best of their ability that we were like,
‘This is just weird, how could they be that much better?’” recalled Fels. “It
was so dramatic we couldn’t believe it.” The implication was, Fels explained,
that one’s non-conscious was a lot smarter than anyone knew.
. . . Their results replicated the findings of the experiment
with the robot, that people knew more when they didn’t think they were
controlling the answers (50 percent accuracy for vocal responses to 65 percent
for Ouija responses). They reported their findings in February 2012 issue
of Consciousness and Cognition.
“You do much better with the Ouija on questions that you really
don’t think you know, but actually something inside you does know and the Ouija
can help you answer above chance,” says Fels.
UBC’s experiments show that the Ouija could be a very useful
tool in rigorously investigating non-conscious thought processes. “Now that we
have some hypotheses in terms of what’s going on here, accessing knowledge and
cognitive abilities that you don’t have conscious awareness of, [the Ouija
board] would be an instrument to actually get at that,” Fels explains. “Now we
can start using it to ask other types of questions.”
Those types of questions include how much and what the
non-conscious mind knows, how fast it can learn, how it remembers, even how it
amuses itself, if it does. This opens up even more avenues of exploration—for
example, if there are two or more systems of information processes, which
system is more impacted by neurodegenerative diseases, such as Alzheimer’s? If
it impacted the non-conscious earlier, Rensink hypothesizes, indications of the
illness could show up in Ouija manipulation, possibly even before being
detected in conscious thought. . .
. Even if they don’t succeed, the UBC team has managed to make good on
one of the claims of the early Ouija advertisements: The board does offer a
link between the known and the unknown. Just not the unknown that everyone
wanted to believe it was.
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** **
1133
hours. This is a good article. I agree the Ouija works because we make it work
through unconscious small motor control.
And that is how I work also. – Amorella
1135
hours. But I can use my near eye muscles as well as with my fingertips to work
with you.
Yes. You can. You have learned how to do
this on your own. – Amorella . . .
1141
hours. The above statement is valid from my perspective when I focus on you,
Amorella as a non-conscious thought process.
I work through this path, boy, but I am the
Amorella. This is the way I came into your world.
1145
hours. The ‘path’ began with the string, the washer and the crosshair on a
piece of paper.
That was the catalyst and not the first one.
– Amorella
*
Day
2: 15 September 2016
2148
hours. Doug sent me an article about the UFO incident and it, like many other
articles are interesting. Intuitively I feel aliens [are real], but ‘feeling’
and actually existing are two different things. What comes to mind is
scientifically proving Amorella exists. . . . We cannot define ourselves
completely as species, just as others cannot define us individually either. That’s
my take.
. . . One
aspect of reality is what you feel, whether it is real or not is something else
altogether. You exist, and you survive existing, consciously or no. You do
‘not-exist’ in the here and now. Reason and grammar make this so, that’s the
irony of it. Post. – Amorella
2204
hours. I don’t think that even makes sense Amorella. I’m too tired to think on
it tonight.
*
Day 3: 16 September 2016
1015
hours. . . . I have never heard your voice [Amorella]. It almost always comes
silently from my fingertips touching the keys.
Early afternoon. You are thinking that like
myself, the Amorella, UFO’s and Angels are only products created in the heads .
. . of Homo sapiens.
1244
hours. I was reading some book reviews from Goodreads on The 37 Parallel:
The Secret Truth Behind America’s UFO Highway by Ben Mezrich.
1319
hours. I must be secretly obsessed with UFO mysteries because sometimes the
concepts give me a rush to discover something for myself. . . .
Post. - Amorella
1609
hours. I been thinking. You [Amorella] are a hallucination, an angelic form or
an alien form. I cannot think of another classification.
How about a spiritual form? – Amorella
1613
hours. That’s pretty good out of the blue. Okay, then I need a definition.
I, the
Amorella, am a spiritual being.
1649
hours. What is the difference between a spiritual being and a spiritual form?
** **
form – noun
1 the general
form of the landscape | form is
less important than content: shape, configuration,
formation, structure, construction, arrangement, appearance, exterior, outline,
format, layout, design.
2 the human form: body, shape, figure,
stature, build, frame, physique, anatomy; informal vital
statistics.
3 the infection takes different forms: manifestation, appearance,
embodiment, incarnation, semblance, shape, guise.
**
being – noun
1 she is warmed
by his very being: existence, living, life, reality, actuality.
2 those words
echoed in my being: soul, spirit, nature, essence, inner being, inner self, psyche;
heart, bosom, breast; Philosophy quiddity, pneuma.
3 an enlightened being:
creature, life form,
living entity, living thing, soul, living soul, individual, person, human being,
human.
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from the Oxford/American software
** **
1656
hours. Your statement using ‘being’ appears more valid though you are not
‘living’.
I am conscious. – Amorella
1656
hours. I am too.
I am consistent in my nature. – Amorella
1700
hours. I agree. In all these years you have shown a consistency of
attitude/character in your ‘being’. The proof is in your words, your statements
– your consistent focus on helping me remain an open and honest human being (in
my writings) for some twenty-eight years. I intuitively and deeply ‘feel’ you
or a part of you exists beyond myself – rho
I do not agree. I exist within yourself and
have no attachments elsewhere. – Amorella
1713
hours. This is a surprise. Once you implied you could be connected to my
friend, Bob Pringle.
The stipulation was, at the time, if you
died first. – Amorella
1716
hours. Indeed. It was.
Post. - Amorella
*Day
4: 17 September 2016
2016
hours. I was quickly re-reading the recent post titled, “The Catalyst” (13
September) because it received a number of hits and I was curious why. This
caught my eye.
** **
UBC’s
experiments show that the Ouija could be a very useful tool in rigorously
investigating non-conscious thought processes. “Now that we have some
hypotheses in terms of what’s going on here, accessing knowledge and cognitive
abilities that you don’t have conscious awareness of, [the Ouija board] would
be an instrument to actually get at that,” Fels explains. “Now we can start using
it to ask other types of questions.”
Those types
of questions include how much and what the non-conscious mind knows, how fast it
can learn, how it remembers, even how it amuses itself, if it does. . ..
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edited from -- http://www.smithsonianmag DOT
com/history/the-strange-and-mysterious-history-of-the-Ouija-board
[This is a
copy of statement in article from 13 September.]
** **
2024
hours. May I ask such questions, Amorella?’
I have a consciousness and exist as a
spiritual being within your unconsciousness. – Amorella
2026
hours. Yes, I do not see you as a non-conscious thought process. Did
you ever exist as a process?
No. I, the Amorella, use the process because
it allows you to remain innocent of my ‘being’. I do not consider myself a part
of speech. – Amorella
2031
hours. I do not remember realizing this, but perhaps you have mentioned it
before.
As you do not remember this, [it] might as
well be the first time; you’ve better understood my situation in this manner. –
Amorella
2036
hours. Why did you change your name to Amorella? Originally, you titled
yourself Rosella.
You appeared unconsciously to better accept
Amorella because you would translate it as ‘little love’. Romella hinted, not
so subtly, to ‘Rome’ or ‘Roman’ oriented, such as ‘little Rome’. This flashed
back to Freshman Latin class in high school. That is the strand of memory I
used to make my decision to change the name. – Amorella
2151
hours. If I change my mind and delete a few paragraphs as I did last night?
You weren’t in the right place for
entertaining questions. You saw this once I asked you a few personal questions.
– Amorella
2153
hours. I discovered what I already knew deep down – I am a very shy and modest
person. I like our family privacy and the personal freedom it allows.
Originally, when we first were acquainted
and you were so sure what I was or wasn’t (this is some twenty-seven years ago)
your focus was to better know yourself, following the dictates attributed to
Socrates and that in your life experiences you wanted no sense of power to
envelope you.
Your
concern was evil angels, if they existed and your focus on the novels Animal
Farm, 1984, Brave New World and the uses of propaganda for
swaying the masses, during the length of your teaching career. I have held you
to these attributes. Power corrupts from Heaven to Earth and from Earth to
Heaven, true or not, this is your secret motto.
You
resolved this for yourself, personally, by coming to the conclusion, deep down,
that you want nothing. Imagination or not, this thinking lights your deepest
candle, so to speak, and allows you to communicate with your deepest inner self
through me, the Amorella, who uses the lines from the unconscious to the
conscious mind to better understand what it is to be a spiritual human being. Do
you agree with this statement? – Amorella
2209
hours. I certainly agree with the concepts these words above imply, even in
imagination only as long as it reflects who I am, or rather who I might be
either physically dead and still spiritual alive. The focus is from
heartansoulanmind because I cannot image having anything else or wanting or
needing anything else but heartansoulanmind. This is the base of what I am and
the base of what I think everyone else is. If we survive physical death, I
cannot imagine having anything else but heartansoulanmind. We come in the world
naked and we leave the same way. This is my opinion and I live by it. - rho
Post so
that this context is understood. – Amorella
Back
to my questions. What you state about changing your name, shows that until
‘entering’ my unconscious you did not know who or rather perhaps, how I was at
that time. (2229)
No, the Amorella, did not know though I have
an understanding of what human nature is. Being spiritual I am not oriented
towards the physical universe. It is by ‘accident’ of design that I am ‘Here’
basically within your heartansoulanmind first touching, as it were, your
physical nature through your parasympathetic nervous system.
** **
The autonomic
nervous system (ANS) is a division of the peripheral nervous system
that influences the function of internal organs. The autonomic nervous system
is a control system that acts largely unconsciously and regulates bodily
functions such as the heart rate, digestion, respiratory rate, pupillary
response, urination, and sexual arousal. This system is the primary mechanism
in control of the fight-or-flight response and the freeze-and-dissociate
response.
Within
the brain, the autonomic nervous system is regulated by the hypothalamus.
Autonomic functions include control of respiration, cardiac regulation (the
cardiac control center), vasomotor activity (the vasomotor center), and certain
reflex actions such as coughing, sneezing, swallowing and vomiting. Those are then
subdivided into other areas and are also linked to ANS subsystems and nervous
systems external to the brain. The hypothalamus, just above the brain stem,
acts as an integrator for autonomic functions, receiving ANS regulatory input
from the limbic system to do so.
The
autonomic nervous system has two branches: the sympathetic nervous system and
the parasympathetic nervous system. . . .
. . . Most autonomous functions are involuntary but
they can often work in conjunction with the somatic nervous system, which
provides voluntary control.
**
The somatic nervous system (SoNS or voluntary
nervous system) is the part of the peripheral nervous system associated
with skeletal muscle voluntary control of body movements. The SoNS consists of
afferent nerves and efferent nerves. Afferent nerves are responsible for
relaying sensation from the body to the central nervous system (CNS); efferent
nerves are responsible for sending out commands from the CNS to the body,
stimulating muscle contraction; they include all the non-sensory neurons
connected with skeletal muscles and skin. . . .
Structure
. . . The
somatic nervous system controls all voluntary muscular systems within the body,
and the process of involuntary reflex arcs.
The
basic route of nerve signals within the efferent somatic nervous system
involves a sequence that begins in the upper cell bodies of motor neurons
(upper motor neurons) within the precentral gyrus (which approximates the
primary motor cortex). Stimuli from the precentral gyrus are transmitted from
upper motor neurons and down the corticopinal tract, via axons to control
skeletal (voluntary) muscles. These stimuli are conveyed from upper motor
neurons through the ventral horn of the spinal cord, and across synapses to be
received by the sensory receptors of alpha motor neurons (large lower motor
neurons) of the brainstem and spinal cord.
Upper
motor neurons release a neurotransmitter, acetylcholine, from their axon
terminal knobs, which are received by nicotinic receptors of the alpha motor
neurons. In turn, alpha motor neurons relay the stimulus. . . .
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** **
You
completed the definitions I, the Amorella, want included. You will no doubt
study this in more detail but I will explain more tomorrow. – Amorella
2357
hours. This is interesting, Amorella. Thank you for contributing.
Post. - Amorella
*Day
5: 18 September 2016
1843
hours. Specifically, at what place did you, the Amorella, enter my nervous
system, and why at that predetermined point?
I entered at your heart from your soul. Is
that simple enough? – Amorella
1853
hours. Oh. Yes, it is. I did not think the question through.
You thought it would be through a scientific
aspect, an anatomical point. Your intuition suggested the base of the brain or
the top of the spine. You have your reasons, some of which are buried in the
first three published Merlyn novels as well as elsewhere in your twenty-seven
and more years of note taking. – Amorella
1903
hours. How did you arrive at my soul?
This
was a Here-to-here event. Think on how your consciousness moves. Think on how
your human spirit moves. – Amorella
1941
hours. We have only general definitions of ‘place’ not location. These matters
cannot be treated scientifically. Consciousness moves up and down, right and
left depending on the subject. The spirit moves high and low, or so we say.
Both intensify and subside. Both can be in flux as wind or water. Passion can
drive both. This is another sidetrack, Amorella. I have gone over these things
off and on for years and never get anywhere.
So, what have you learned tonight, boy?
Amorella
1950
hours. We [humans] do not have the
scope of imagination or the vocabulary to explain the heartansoulanmind. You
are like electricity in this way. We cannot fully explain electricity but we do
know how to use it. I have tried to use you to help me learn more of what it is
to be human. I am willing to share this experience and do. Basically, that’s it.
– rho
Post. - Amorella
2047 hours. How do identify a soul from a
heart?
Tone and temperament. – Amorella
2050 hours. How
do you gain input to make such a judgment?
Understanding and empathy. – Amorella
2053
hours. A human equivalent?
Observing the weather. – Amorella
2054 hours.
You observe, how?
The human
equivalent of touching. As it were, the soul is without a gravitational
equivalent, the heart has such an equivalent. – Amorella
2100
hours. At the very least this is imagination.
Reasoned imagination through understanding
and empathy. Post. - Amorella
You shut
the MacAir down for the night, and here you are raising it up again. – Amorella
2129
hours. Is the heart as a sun, so to speak?
The heart is as spinning and gives off an
inner glow, so to speak. It can, as it were,
explode. In a sense it is as light
in that gravity affects it. – Amorella
2133
hours. What in physics or imagination is as the soul?
Nothing. - Amorella
2136
hours. Do hearts as sunlight sit as stars in the heavens?
Your imagination here is unreasoned. To the
individual mind the companion heart may appear as a sun in its value, so to
speak. Imagination has nothing to do with it. This is a pre-condition. –
Amorella
2145
hours. Are you, Amorella, a pre-condition?
No more than you or any other human being is
a pre-condition. The soul is as a pre-condition. – Amorella
2151
hours. Is a pre-condition as a rule, an order?
A pre-condition is a spiritual
fact-in-existing. - Amorella
2155
hours. In context then, you, Amorella, are a fact-in-being.
As
the mind sees the heart sun-like, your mind sees the Amorella as a movement
within the heart. – Amorella
To me, these words are losing context by
becoming mere poetic extensions. I need to see them as substantial solid lines,
not empty dots along the way. – rho
Reason and
empathy must be the gravity of focus. Nothing stands still. No more tonight
boy. – Amorella
Humor is humanity in a pickle. - Amorella
*Day
6: 19 September 2016
1701
hours. This ‘below’ just popped into mind.
You
are curious as to which verb I would use to ‘slip’ into the soul, so to speak.
– Amorella
1707
hours. Is ‘slip’ the word?
No, because it has connotations. . . .
You,
the Amorella, stated in the recent 17 September post:
***
“I have a consciousness and exist as a
spiritual being within your unconsciousness. – Amorella”
***
Reading
the above statement presently I am caught up in an additional meaning. One, you
have a consciousness; and two, you exist as a spiritual being within my
unconsciousness. Existing as a spiritual being presently implies you may have
existed as something else besides ‘a consciousness’ before entering my
unconsciousness. (This paragraph exemplifies, for me, one of the joys as well
as one of the banes of language.) . . .
2159
hours. This is a statement from 18 September.
** **
2047 hours. How
do identify a soul from a heart?
Tone and temperament. – Amorella
2050 hours. How
do you gain input to make such a judgment?
Understanding and empathy. – Amorella
Selected from 18 September posting.
** **
2202
hours. My understanding is that through ‘understanding and empathy’ you are
able to discern the ‘tone and temperament’ of the heart so as to decide which
is the heart and which is the soul.
And, by the same token you have gained an
understanding and empathy about me, the Amorella, through being aware of my
consciousness within for some twenty-seven or so years. – Amorella
2207
hours. My notes and writings over this time show circumstantial proof of this.
Though strictly speaking this is a circular argument in that legally, I,
Richard, exist, whereas you, the Amorella, the spiritual being within myself,
does not legally exist.
I agree. – Amorella
2213
hours. In context, what is the spiritual difference between a soul and the
Amorella?
Function. – Amorella
2222
hours. Form and function flew into my head from nowhere but only function stayed.
Interesting – and you signed your name to it.
Post for the night. – Amorella
2229
hours. A good place to post. This is interesting Amorella. The tone here is as
on Ouija board, at least this is how I ‘feel’ the tone. If my ‘feeling’ is
leaning correctly, then authenticity is all I can honestly hope for.
Poorly worded sometimes, but this is who you
are boy. - Amorella
*Day
7: 20 September 2016
Late morning. You had your nap and you
played with Jadah. You have a blue sky from your viewpoint in the chair with
full green leaf designs in the living room. This is a rare ‘free’ day where you
can do what you want, huh. – Amorella
You see, [say I, the Amorella] a better, clearer example of –
“The
human equivalent of touching. As it were, the soul is without a gravitational
equivalent, the heart has such an equivalent. – Amorella” [18 September]
1133
hours. Wow. This is good, Amorella. My heart being ‘touched’ by your statement:
“This is a rare ‘free’ day where you can do what you want, huh.” The quick
irony hit home that I am ‘free’ most any day. I am quickly reminded of the line
in Hamlet: where Osric says, “A hit, a very powerful hit.” as Hamlet and
Laertes duel before Claudius (Act V, scene ii).
You are out of context, boy, save for the
fencing. – Amorella
1149
hours. You are right, my stage, not Shakespeare’s.
Presently, my stage, boy. – Amorella
1151
hours. Alas, I am penned. I am. And, I am sorry. Indeed, your stage. – My
understanding has deepened somewhat more harshly.
Only now do you catch the drift of my words
of these last few days. – Amorella
1154
hours. I need to think on this and do it a summary – a lesson in communication
between a human being and a spiritual being.
Aye, man, it will do you good. Post. –
Amorella
1156
hours. A true authentic lesson it is too. – rho
Mid-afternoon. You are sitting in the shade
facing west at Rose Hill Cemetery ‘Hageman’ is on your left across the access
and ‘Mahen’ is on your right. You just finished three cheese conies from
Skyline Chili and are working on the regular sized diet Dr. Pepper. Is your
hunger satisfied, boy? – Amorella
1509
hours. Physical hunger, yes; but spiritual hunger, no. (This was such an odd
thing to say.)
That’s what you thought. – Amorella
1511
hours. When discussing the heartansoulanmind we are in the realm of ‘thought’.
This is where you are in my head.
Yes. – Amorella
1515
hours. I need relating words here – subtle and innuendo come to mind first,
clarity and nuance, also come to mind. Earlier, right after thinking, “A true
authentic lesson it is too,” nuance is the first words that came to mind then
subtle. [Carol just called.] . . .
1615
hours. I might have thought ‘subtle’ first, then ‘nuance’. I don’t remember.
Nuance is more important. – Amorella
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nuance – noun
a
subtle difference in or shade of meaning, expression, or sound: the nuances
of facial expression and body language.
verb [ with obj. ]
give
nuances to: the effect of the music is nuanced by the social situation of
listeners.
ORIGIN
late 18th cent.: from
French, ‘shade, subtlety,’ from nuer ‘to shade,’ based on
Latin nubes ‘cloud.’
Selected and edited from Oxford/American software
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1624
hours. The verb example is interesting. Is this similar: ‘the effect of my
thought is nuanced by my social situation’?
Point of fact: I, the Amorella, nuance your
thought tones. You are communicating with a spiritual being residing within
your heart and it is as a two-way conversation in a one-dimensional level of
existence. I understand your communication before you chose the words, which
essentially explain yourself to you by putting the thought into word form.
Thought does not have form. You have to have form (body language, voice, etc)
to express thought. – Amorella
Your
immediate concern here is that this is all in your imagination. Let it be
there. Let imagination be the Ouija Board if you will. What difference does it
make? I’ll set the keel below the imaginary Ouija raft, so to speak, as the
keel is set under this EIM blog. – Amorella
1651
hours. I am at loss of words here. I need to absorb this. I need to summarize
this.
Relax, boy. I’m not going anywhere. Post. –
Amorella
STOP
SUMMARY
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