Late
afternoon. You, Carol, Kim, Brennan and Owen had breakfast at Scrambler Marie’s
near Polaris before you headed home. You took a short nap and had a long chat
with Carol about the coming week as well as family and friends. Tim mowed the
yard and his too. You are still tired probably from the short sleep last night.
Carol is talking to Gayle on the phone and so goes the little world around you.
– Amorella
1840
hours. Not a good question.
Too general and not of much use, huh? –
Amorella
1843
hours. Specifically, at what place did you, the Amorella, enter my nervous
system, and why at that predetermined point?
I entered at your heart from your soul. Is
that simple enough? – Amorella
1853
hours. Oh. Yes, it is. I did not think the question through.
You thought it would be through a scientific
aspect, an anatomical point. Your intuition suggested the base of the brain or
the top of the spine. You have your reasons, some of which are buried in the
first three published Merlyn novels as well as elsewhere in your twenty-seven
and more years of note taking. – Amorella
1903
hours. How did you arrive at my soul?
This
was a Here-to-here event. Think on how your consciousness moves. Think on how
your human spirit moves. – Amorella
1941
hours. We have only general definitions of ‘place’ not location. These matters
cannot be treated scientifically. Consciousness moves up and down, right and
left depending on the subject. The spirit moves high and low, or so we say. Both
intensify and subside. Both can be in flux as wind or water. Passion can drive
both. This is another sidetrack, Amorella. I have gone over these things off
and on for years and never get anywhere.
So, what have you learned tonight, boy?
Amorella
1950
hours. I do not have the scope of
imagination or the vocabulary to explain the heartansoulanmind. You, the Amorella, are like
electricity in this way. We cannot fully explain electricity but we do know how
to use it. I have tried to use you to help me learn more of what it is to be
human. I am willing to share this experience and do. Basically, that’s it. –
rho
2047 hours. How do identify a soul from a
heart?
Tone and temperament. – Amorella
2050
hours. How do you gain input to make such a judgment?
Understanding and empathy. – Amorella
2053
hours. A human equivalent?
Observing the weather. – Amorella
2054 hours.
You observe, how?
The human
equivalent of touching. As it were, the soul is without a gravitational
equivalent, the heart has such an equivalent. – Amorella
2100
hours. At the very least this is imagination.
You
shut the MacAir down for the night, and here you are raising it up again. –
Amorella
2129
hours. Is the heart as a sun, so to speak?
The heart is as spinning and gives off an
inner glow, so to speak. It can, as it were, explode. In a sense it is as light
in that gravity affects it. – Amorella
2133
hours. What in physics or imagination is as the soul?
Nothing. - Amorella
2136
hours. Do hearts as sunlight sit as stars in the heavens?
Your imagination here is unreasoned. To the
individual mind the companion heart may appear as a sun in its value, so to
speak. Imagination has nothing to do with it. This is a pre-condition. –
Amorella
2145
hours. Are you, Amorella, a pre-condition?
No more than you or any other human being is
a pre-condition. The soul is as a pre-condition. – Amorella
2151
hours. Is a pre-condition as a rule, an order?
A pre-condition is a spiritual fact-in-existing.
- Amorella
2155
hours. In context then, you, Amorella, are a fact-in-being.
As
the mind sees the heart sun-like, your mind sees the Amorella as a movement
within the heart. – Amorella
To me, these words are losing context by
becoming mere poetic extensions. I need to see them as substantial solid lines,
not empty dots along the way. – rho
Reason and
empathy must be the gravity of focus. Nothing stands still. No more tonight
boy. – Amorella
With
that comment I think the soul stands still, that’s the humor in it.
Humor is humanity in a pickle. - Amorella
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