15 September 2016

Notes - 'not-existing' -- one cannot in the Here and Now


       After dark. You watched the last episode of the first season of “Strange Things” and have enjoyed the series overall. You and Carol watched the news and a new episode of “Blindspot” earlier. Tomorrow you have your last visit with physical therapy because of your left hip problems. Also earlier you were writing about a UFO incident connected with the Soviet Phobos 2 spacecraft in the late 1980’s. There are plenty of UFO stories connected with the satellite’s disappearance in 1989 but none are mentioned in the Wikipedia article about the mission and the satellite’s disappearance due to a malfunction. – Amorella

       2148 hours. Doug sent me an article about the UFO incident and it, like many other articles are interesting. Intuitively I feel real aliens, but ‘feeling’ and actually existing are two different things. What comes to mind is scientifically proving Amorella exists. This is dark humor inspired because there is no such proof possible. Science is not everything and everything human beings are is not science. We are a creative art form of living being among other things. We cannot define ourselves completely as species, just as others cannot define us individually either. That’s my take, at least tonight. Time to go upstairs and listen to some earphone music before bed. Carol is watching television and reading, at least that is what it sounds like.

       You are not a house of mirrors, boy, and neither is anyone else – UFO alien or no. One aspect of reality is what you feel, whether it is real or not is something else altogether. You exist, and you survive existing, consciously or no. You do ‘not-exist’ in the here and now. Reason and grammar make this so, that’s the irony of it. Post. – Amorella

       2204 hours. I don’t think that even makes sense Amorella. Anyway, I’m too tired to think on it tonight. 

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