Morning. You
had your last physical therapy this morning and are happy about it. The
therapist, Carol L., said you were modest when you tried to explain you were
uncomfortable in loose shorts as she requested. – Amorella
1005
hours. I have never been called modest before at least I cannot remember such
since childhood. However, some of the exercises are spreading legs and such. I
wear jockey styled underwear and normally don’t wear any when I wear the loose
fitting boxers to bed. Anyway, I felt uncomfortable and told her so. Having
this problem on the upper to mid hip didn’t help any either. I’m glad to be
done with the therapy. I like Carol though. She is fine as a therapist. The
situation was just awkward. The lady I had Wednesday had me facing from the
wall not to the wall as Carol did today when I completed the exercises, plus on
Wednesday the lady left the curtains undrawn. People walked by periodically. I
did not like those moments and the more I thought about it later the more I
disliked it.
Post, and be done with it. – Amorella
Early afternoon. You are thinking that like
myself, the Amorella, UFO’s and Angels are only products created in the heads,
so to speak, of Homo sapiens.
1244
hours. I was reading some book reviews from Goodreads on The 37 Parallel:
The Secret Truth Behind America’s UFO Highway by Ben Mezrich.
** **
This
real-life The X-Files and Close Encounters of the
Third Kind tells the true story
of a computer programmer who tracks paranormal events along a 3,000-mile
stretch through the heart of America and is drawn deeper and deeper into a vast
conspiracy.
Like
“Agent Mulder” of The X-Files, computer programmer and sheriff’s deputy Zukowski is obsessed
with tracking down UFO reports in Colorado. He would take the family with him
on weekend trips to look for evidence of aliens. But this innocent hobby takes
on a sinister urgency when Zukowski learns of mutilated livestock, and sees the
bodies of dead horses and cattle—whose exsanguinations inexplicable by any
known human or animal means.
Along an expanse of land stretching across
the southern borders of Utah, Colorado, and Kansas, Zukowski discovers multiple
bizarre incidences of mutilations, and suddenly realizes that they cluster
around the 37th Parallel or “UFO Highway.” So begins an extraordinary and
fascinating journey from El Paso and Rush, Colorado, to a mysterious space
studies company and MUFON, from Roswell and Area 51 to the Pentagon and beyond;
to underground secret military caverns and Indian sacred sites; beneath
strange, unexplained lights in the sky and into corporations that obstruct and
try to take over investigations. Inspiring and terrifying, this true story will
keep you up at night, staring at the sky, and wondering if we really are
alone...and what could happen next.
Selected and edited from -- http://www.goodreads
DOT com/book/show/27274314-the-37th-parallel
** **
1319
hours. I must be secretly obsessed with UFO mysteries because sometimes the
concepts give me a rush to discover something for myself. Perhaps I am wishful
for aliens to help save us from ourselves. In the Middle Ages I would have
probably been wishful for Angels to do the same, save us from ourselves. We
need to get off this planet like Elon Musk hopes and works for. We need a
survivable colony on Mars in case we do something stupid and kill most
everybody off by some slip of a Petri dish in a military or experimental lab
anywhere in the world. I’m done. Nothing else to say.
1609
hours. I been thinking. You [Amorella] are a hallucination, an angelic form or
an alien form. I cannot think of another classification.
How about a spiritual form? – Amorella
1613
hours. That’s pretty good out of the blue. Okay, then I need a definition.
I, the
Amorella, am a spiritual being.
1649
hours. What is the difference between a spiritual being and a spiritual form?
First, I’ll look it up for myself.
** **
form – noun
1 the general
form of the landscape | form is
less important than content: shape, configuration,
formation, structure, construction, arrangement, appearance, exterior, outline,
format, layout, design.
2 the human form: body, shape, figure,
stature, build, frame, physique, anatomy; informal vital
statistics.
3 the infection takes different forms: manifestation, appearance,
embodiment, incarnation, semblance, shape, guise.
**
being – noun
1 she is warmed
by his very being: existence, living, life, reality, actuality.
2 those words
echoed in my being: soul, spirit, nature, essence, inner being, inner self, psyche;
heart, bosom, breast; Philosophy quiddity, pneuma.
3 an enlightened being:
creature, life form,
living entity, living thing, soul, living soul, individual, person, human
being, human.
Selected and edited
from the Oxford/American software
** **
1656
hours. Okay. Your statement using ‘being’ appears more valid though you are not
‘living’.
I am conscious. – Amorella
1656
hours. I am too.
I am consistent in my nature. – Amorella
1700
hours. I agree. In all these years you have shown a consistency of attitude/character
in your ‘being’. The proof is in your words, your statements – your consistent focus
on helping me remain an open and honest human being (in my writings) for some
twenty-eight years. I intuitively and deeply ‘feel’ you or a part of you exists
beyond myself – rho
I do not agree. I exist within yourself and
have no attachments elsewhere. – Amorella
1713
hours. This is a surprise. Once you implied you could be connected to my
friend, Bob Pringle.
The stipulation was, at the time, if you
died first. – Amorella
1716
hours. Indeed. It was. Bob was agreeable with this arrangement. He felt he could accept Amorella. I have no more words.
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