Notes - beautiful autumn day / an evolutionary dispatching

       Afternoon. You and Carol are at Barnes and Noble off Fields-Ertel Road. Jill is cleaning the house today. Earlier you ran errands, filled up both cars as fuel is one-seventy-five a gallon, Carol walked in Pine Hill Lakes Park and you had lunch at Street Italian then washed the Toyota at nearby Mike’s. – Amorella

       1400 hours. One dealer jacked the price to two nineteen a gallon – a good sign of higher prices coming – no doubt for the Thanksgiving holiday. We are only getting twenty miles per gallon running around town in the Honda but steadied at thirty-eight for the Toyota on the Florida trip.

       You have another beautiful autumn day, orndorff – the fill ups and car wash made your day. – Amorella

       1410 hours. It does though I would never mention it. My old friend Steve Gardner, PhD., retired electrical engineer extraordinaire, is the only one I know who would understand the feeling as far as personal automobiles go. We both have a great deal of affection and passion in terms of automobile oriented physics, economics, etc.

       Carol stopped by for your opinion on a couple of boxes of Christmas cards, she likes the old fashion Santa front and you like the old fashion red car front. She’s dropping the other two boxes back. You are not ready for the Xmas season yet, but in the past few days you have witnessed little ones under five with bounds of renewed energy whether it is from left over Halloween sweets or Thanksgiving dinner with family and friends and/or Christmas or Hanukkah holy days, it’s already here. – Amorella

       1426 hours. The little ones are fun to watch. Most of us grew through it once or twice in a lifetime.

       Later. You have been home awhile and checking out your email and you are about to go upstairs for a nap before doing your exercises. Post. - Amorella

       Night. You did your exercises and had leftovers from last night, still as delicious. You watched NBC News, a “Blind Spot” and an “NCIS” and another you both have already forgot. – Amorella

       2103 hours. We also watched the intro to the next to the last “Saturday Night Live” – very good. Carol went upstairs to read and I’m feeling good to write, but an outline? Sometimes I think you, the Amorella, is the little character in my mind called BB, a mischievous little partial personality with letters as his name. About seventy or eighty of these little guys popped out in early experimentation with the string and washer. I sent the entire copy of the ‘experiment’ to Dr. Payne about a year after I stopped seeing him. I’m sure he received them but never commented so I thought my subconscious writing experiment was within the line of reason. I still have a copy but the ink has faded – it is about 300 pages in length and was written using the circles of letters and numbers I developed from earlier experimentation.

       Here is a copy similar to what Dr. Payne showed me to use after my hypnosis sessions (1983-84). Target for holding a string with a washer attached at the other end.

Target

Here is a copy of the Target I created to first speak to my subconscious/unconscious. I showed this to Dr. Payne and he found it interesting. This is from a post a couple of years ago.

       Kim called and she, Paul, Owen and Brennan will be down for a Polar Express train ride (Lebanon to Mason) on Saturday, 3 December. After the ride they will stay over and leave Sunday after lunch. – Amorella

      

       2213 hours. We are excited for the boys, I’m sure the train trip will be fun. The perspective makes my references to the ‘target’ seem antiquated and unimportant. Which, in real life of course, they are but representational segments of who I used to be.

       You found another photo on your tour of old posting photos, one titled “Foggy Machu-Pichu”. I would like you to add that as an imaginary example of the setting of Humanity Central. You also had one other photo from South America – the Gate at Tiwanaku. Add that also. Again, we can use the image as a representation at Humanity Central. The quotation this can be related to is:

“The stone symbolized something permanent that can never be lost or dissolved, something eternal that men have compared to the mystical experience of God within one’s soul.” 

                                                                                    By Carl Jung

       2225 hours. I like the quote, and I believe the quotation to be true, the stone is a wonderful symbol. I am a great fan of Carl Jung.

Foggy Machu Pichu

Tiwanaku

       We will work on the ‘outline’ tomorrow. Post. – Amorella

       2230 hours. Tonight my intuition lead me to look for a copy of the “Target” in the blog material. This also led me to these other photos which you, the Amorella, find useful. It is like I am ‘working’ when I am not ‘working’. I find this both settling and unsettling at the same time.

       This is because you intuitively feel that consciousness is like this in real life, it is directed in part by the unconscious over which you have no free will. You do not believe this blog is ‘fated’, but you wonder at the wonder of how human beings actually work, not that there is a Divine Plan as such, but that at least a loosely formed direction is afoot. The closest you can come to call it is that it is an evolutionary dispatch, a general order of how things are and will be. Do you agree? – Amorella

       2238 hours. I do, but I also realize my childhood and early adult education included with Presbyterianism includes ‘predestination’; and that it may be the real evolutionary dispatch embedded in my family culture that secures the concept, i.e. it is not necessarily a real truth (but in here it need not be, thank goodness).