17 November 2016

Notes - you'll do fine / self appraisal




       Mid-afternoon. You appear to be ready to work on the outline. Earlier you did your exercises and had a quick breakfast/lunch at McD’s. Carol and Ann drove to see Marita, who is slowly improving from the accident. You spent time relaxing by watching a couple of episodes of season three’s “Sex in the City” on Amazon Prime while Jadah fell asleep on your lap. Carol informed you that next week is Thanksgiving, not the week after as you thought. It is going to be busy as you are going up to Kim and Paul’s on Wednesday, staying into Friday, coming home then on Sunday you are driving up in the afternoon as you have an appointment with Andy on your finances on Monday morning. Tuesday morning you have to be there to make sure the boys are off to school as Kim has a meeting in Cleveland that day. - Amorella

       Later, you are waiting for Carol to pick up necessities at Kroger’s on Mason-Montgomery. We can work on the outline. Let’s get to it. – Amorella

       1615 hours. Fine with me. What do I do first?

       Open the outline doc and I’ll go from there. – Amorella

       1625 hours. This was not so difficult. I put a space either you or intuition told me to put a space that basically separated the conceptual ideas within the Address. I followed from the first paragraph through the last. Along the way I could see there are two or three separate themes of thought. Do you want me to go through and classify them in three categories (a b c) or something else?

       No. You do not need categories you need to separate the heart thought from soul thought from mind thought. – Amorella

       1632 hours. Whoa! H. S. or M. This is so odd. How can I think such a thing without realizing it? I won’t try to overthink this. I will do as you say, intuitively, I imagine.

       Follow the intuition. I’ll let you know if you are off base. Let your heart and soul and mind do the choosing, that’s what I’ll be doing. You’re the human writer here I work within your humanity, your genetic/spiritual framework. – Amorella

       1639 hours. This is so strange. I feel like I should be embarrassed if I knew what I was embarrassed about. (What an odd thing to think, but this what first comes to mind.) The next thing that comes to mind is that my DNA is pretty corrupt as is and; spiritually I really don’t know where I am, other than I understand we humans have spiritual qualities built in.

       That’s a clear enough assessment. - Amorella

       You are home and have been doing chores. Carol is still outside watering bushes and trees though it is clearly dusk. – Amorella

       1730 hours. She just came in. We have one good day left then Saturday the temperature is supposed to drop twenty or thirty degree with some showers and late Fall in November will be upon us next week. My concentration (or whatever it is) appears to be gone at the moment.

       You don’t mind experimental writing but you don’t like to be a part of the experiment. – Amorella

       1734 hours. Truer words were never spoken, Amorella

       Take a break. Post. – Amorella

       1735 hours. Shouldn’t we wait until I can see that I can do these separations of heart and soul and mind?

       No. Post, young man. You’ll do fine. – Amorella


       Before bed and you have your ‘outline’ setup but have not filled it out as of yet. Drop it in here, then fill it out and post. – Amorella

       2059 hours. I’ll drop it in first, then consider waiting until tomorrow.

** **

Soki’s Address [Outlined]

         I am the Soki, a being of fortitude within the casement of humanity like the quiet susurration consciousness people ‘hear within’ from time to time; however, I exist in the unconscious realms. I am rarely heard and never seen outright.
H  S  M

Like the quiet rustle in one’s moral consciousness, I the Soki whisper best when a person listens closely to the fine line between what is real and what is not.
H  S  M

The unconscious, you see, fine-tunes consciousness, and this can bring a quick, ever so small wry smile to the unconscious face; a smile hardly detected by the casual observer of human nature and sometimes hardly even revealed to one’s conscious self unless one is quietly listening to what is visually murmuring in the still features on an outward mirror.
H  S  M

The Soki knows one’s real humanity inside out. This is who I the Soki am.
H  S  M

         I am a potential experience that exists in every human, but where if not the heart, soul or heart? Humanity, as such, is alien to the physical world.
H  S  M

Humanity interacts with a higher level of self-aware consciousness that can be observed in all forms of life where self-awareness includes empathy, a reaching out of one’s self in understanding and kindness. One can witness such in their pets such as cats, dogs as well as wild animals towards one another and when interacting with humans.
H  S  M

One can find all sorts of examples on the Internet. If a person can come to accept herorhimself as alien, then it is easier to accept others of the same or similar species as alien also.
H  S  M

There are no strangers in strange lands where I exist. Humanity is an evolving addition of kindness to self-awareness, empathy and higher consciousness.
H  S  M

Where is this place that kindness flourishes?
H  S  M

         Alien humanity is in an alternate dimension, a stretch between time and free of space above consciousness.
H  S  M

Think of it as any small Medieval college campus, not a university that is spread over a few acres, lots of trees, grass, sporadic clusters of flowers and; this is a delightfully calm setting.
H  S  M


On the front of the college stands a three floor stone building laden with ivy on the left side, and on the right side are pea vines with white flowers.
H  S  M

The front of the building shows off the granite stone blocks. The windows are Medieval narrow and on each side of the building are twin turrets and near the roofline flourishes. The slanted roof is a dark blue.
H  S  M


The landscape is similarly pleasant and open spaced, particularly behind the somewhat large stone building with two turrets, one on either side.
H  S  M

The campus atmosphere is that of an ancient cemetery with various sized trees growing where gravestones might otherwise be carefully placed.
H  S  M


         This is a location built on kindness and respect, not love. Love is reserved for heart or soul but not both at once.
H  S  M

         Back beyond Humanities’ building are four other lesser buildings also of stone with similar narrow windows.
H  S  M

Each outer building is one floor in height with the same slant on the dark blue roof. Behind and beyond the five buildings of campus are trees, grass, flowers and walkway is a large open grassy field.
H  S  M

Where the field ends is smaller stone building similar to the others and after walking through is an open gate. Some people stop and turn back while others blissfully walk on through.
H  S  M

All this is in an alternate dimension of doorways without the intrusion of a single door, a stretch between time and a dimension free of space above the touch of consciousness.
H  S  M

To the Living this place does not exist. “After all,” smiles the Soki, “Why would it?”
H  S  M

         The purpose of what I call this campus, Humanity Central, is to be a buffer before the Dead move on. Thornton Wilder describes this in a line in Act III of Our Town; the ‘they’ in this quotation is in reference to the Dead: “Aren't they waitin', for the eternal part in them to come out clear?”

H  S  M


         The eternal part comes out clear once you pass the Gateway beyond Humanity Campus. This is where I speak from, the Gateway beyond physical death and before walking naked into Eternity.
H  S  M


This book is about an extraordinary development where two alien species with humanity meet and learn more about what it is to become more fully human.
H  S  M


I will show this story through the discoveries and events of several people; all are alien whether they recognize it or not. “I, the Soki, exist and so does the Gateway.”
H  S  M


         Humanity Central is a way station for at least two universes so for simplicity’s sake I’ll leave it at two. From my perspective both are alien universes, that is, both have biochemical creatures that have developed consciousness with humanity.
H  S  M



Specifically, an alternate Earth very similar to your modern day Earth; however, in 1988 almost everyone in that alien Earth world died within a day.
H  S  M


         Only a handful of people survived in this alien Earth on 14 June 1988 and one of them is a fellow named Mexito who lived in South Africa at the time. Mexito was the only survivor on the African continent. Today, in 2016, he lives near Washington D.C. in sight of the Smithsonian complex.
H  S  M


         In 1988 he was quite a shock to discover everyone dead after he woke up from a most peaceful night’s sleep. He thought he must be the most cursed man in the world – to be alone. Within a few days of quiet, no humanity but his own voice, he heard the whispering voice of his unconscious.
H  S  M


Thinking the strange voice a miracle he shouted, “Saki!” [SawKey!] to all the accompanying dogs without masters, and that became my name to him. Mexito immediately explained to his long and short tailed companions that, “Thee Soki is a friend in my head and he be someone I can be talking to besides you kind, lonely dog friends.”
H  S  M



I, the Soki, had always been attached but how was Mexito to know that. If there hadn’t been all that silence he would have never heard me.
H  S  M



         Mexito gave me up after he met Friendly, who he immediately thought was an Angel. He didn’t have anything else to give her so he gave her the most unique precious thing he had discovered, me, the Soki.
H  S  M


I allowed this under the difficult and unorthodox circumstances in which he and Friendly found themselves.
H  S  M


         I secretly left a part of myself within Mexito because I like him for who he is. I also wanted Friendly to gain a deeper unconscious sense of who and what alien humanity from Earth was like. That Is a gift that Mexito could not give.
H  S  M


Friendly and her friend, Captain Fargo, both humanoid marsupials, had come to help prevent the calamity that had befallen most Earthlings, but they arrived, needless to say, too late.
H  S  M

***

         Eventually, Friendly also gives up a part of herself, her humanity that had inherited me, the Soki, to Diplomat, a young hybrid, a mix the marsupial humanoid, Yermey and the Earthling, Pyl, who is Blake’s sister and wife of Justin Burroughs.
H  S  M


I found these interchanging experiences interesting because I too was broadened by humanity in two alternate universes – a very lonely human male miner, Mexito, in South Africa in universe B, a confident middle aged female marsupial-humanoid, Friendly, and a young hybrid of both species in universe A, Diplomat.
H  S  M

        
Empirical evidence; arc myths and dreams, particularly dreams; proof of collective unconscious found in synchronicity, archetype.
H  S  M


Then move to higher consciousness that includes the spiritual and physical connections of the Living with the Dead of both species of higher humanity.
H  S  M



Moving towards both a conclusion and an introduction, I, the Soki, need to instill a truth about humanity that is seldom spoken.
H  S  M


Science, genetics in particular, has shown in recent years that Homo sapiens have incorporated at least two earlier species, the better known Neanderthals and the Denisovans.
H  S  M


Many Homo sapiens have one or both earlier species within their genetic makeup. This story is really little different from the earlier ones but it takes this journey a step or two further from birth through physical death of two separate species, galactic cousins actually, and their consequential spiritual release through a hitherto unknown and invisible doorway to serve a broader based humanity that understands the differences of being heartfelt, being soul-felt and being mind-felt and thus solidifying the common human element, seed really, of heartansoulanmind that is transposed from the physical to the spiritual in an instant without end.
H  S  M


How can such an event be plausible when science cannot account for it? It is basic grammar. You are given a proper name and when you die you are left with an antecedent. It’s as simple as that.
H  S  M



The problem lies in the hinterland where the proper noun must learn to agree with the antecedent.
H  S  M

** **

       2103 hours. I have read over some of these but I cannot distinguish between what is from the heart, the soul or the mind. Nothing pops up, not even intuition. It appears they are written by you, Amorella, not by my heart or soul or mind (or whatever you want to call these abstract-like segments). This is how I see it presently. This paragraph however (ironically), I can tell is written by my mind not my heart or soul.

       An honest self-appraisal. Post. - Amorella


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