Late morning. You have a dusting of snow and
a clear winter morning -- blue sky and yellow sun. Carol brought in the trash
and recycle cans and you are waiting for Kroger's to refill your prescription
after forgetting to order a new month's supply last Friday, Saturday and
Sunday. You were supposed to take the Bydureon Saturday night and didn't think
of it until then and yesterday you completely forgot. It won't be ready until
after two. You can take the drug as long as you have at least three days before
the next dose according to the Bydureon website. - Amorella
1108 hours. I called the
prescription in as soon as I noticed Saturday night but the pharmacy was
closed. At least I don't have to wait until next Saturday. Jadah has been
sitting on my right arm as I type. She is toasty warm and slightly purring.
What good companions our cats are.
You have chapter nine ready to edit. This
time we begin with Soki explaining a bit more how things work in his part of
the metaphysical world and the loose connection between a seemingly fated event
and an accidental one. - Amorella
1117 hours. I didn't know
there was a loose connection between the two. First, you are implying an event
can be fated but then what is the difference between a fated event and a
necessity-by-a-Higher Power-one?
From a Betweener's perspective there is no
difference. From my, the Amorella's perspective, neither fate or necessity
exist because the concept is unrealizable. There is a difference between what-appears-to-be-a-fated-event
and an accidental event according to the Soki and the Rider of the Wheel.
Think: "The best laid plans of mice and men" among the Living.
1124 hours. I am continually
surprised in less than a noticeable moment. I am assuming here that the human
cannot discern an act of fate and an accident.
A human cannot (in this fiction) because the
Rider and Betweener do not have the wherewithal to comprehend the concept.
1136 hours. Where does the
concept come from then: heart or soul or mind?
The heart ultimately. Time for a break, boy.
Post. - Amorella
1158 hours. Okay,
I let this go. Hopefully I'll understand it better in the chapter. The mind
gets bogged down when I focus on question after question without much thought
between. From what I am understanding about the metaphysical world is that
there is less thinking. This is understandable when there is no life/death or
survival struggle involved.
You are being more reasonable. From Soki's
point of view too much thinking and like theatre/improvisation is needless.
From the Amorella's perspective such thinking and theatre is a necessity for
survival. - Amorella
1207 hours. Innocence then,
in here, is a trait of these fictional spiritual beings, but it is not the
innocence as we usually see it, that is, the innocence of sin.
You are beginning to view these fictional
spiritual beings (Soki, Rider, souls) as beings first. Good. Post. - Amorella
1213 hours. This might be misconstrued
but in a human sense it is an environmental condition.
This allows a continuation of analogy, so
important to the understanding of Soki's Choice. Post. - Amorella
Carol came into the living room to talk
about The Whistler. She really enjoyed the novel. Here's a synopsis. - Amorella
** **
From John Grisham, America’s #1 bestselling author, comes the
most electrifying novel of the year, a high-stakes thrill ride through the
darkest corners of the Sunshine State.
We expect our judges to be honest and
wise. Their integrity and impartiality are the bedrock of the entire
judicial system. We trust them to ensure fair trials, to protect the rights of
all litigants, to punish those who do wrong, and to oversee the orderly and
efficient flow of justice.
But what happens when a
judge bends the law or takes a bribe? It’s rare, but it happens.
Lacy Stoltz is an
investigator for the Florida Board on Judicial Conduct. She is a lawyer, not a
cop, and it is her job to respond to complaints dealing with judicial
misconduct. After nine years with the Board, she knows that most problems are
caused by incompetence, not corruption.
But a corruption case
eventually crosses her desk. A previously disbarred lawyer is back in
business with a new identity. He now goes by the name Greg Myers, and he claims
to know of a Florida judge who has stolen more money than all other crooked
judges combined. And not just crooked judges in Florida. All judges, from
all states, and throughout U.S. history.
What’s the source of the
ill-gotten gains? It seems the judge was secretly involved with the
construction of a large casino on Native American land. The Coast Mafia
financed the casino and is now helping itself to a sizable skim of each month’s
cash. The judge is getting a cut and looking the other way. It’s a sweet
deal: Everyone is making money.
But now Greg wants to put a
stop to it. His only client is a person who knows the truth and wants to blow
the whistle and collect millions under Florida law. Greg files a complaint
with the Board on Judicial Conduct, and the case is assigned to Lacy Stoltz,
who immediately suspects that this one could be dangerous.
Dangerous is one
thing. Deadly is something else.
Selected
from Amazon
** **
Carol took more time
explaining than I understood, but this shows an example of what wife likes in
fiction. We both read, one of the things we have always had in common. We are
going out to lunch and have a few errands to run.
Post. - Amorella
Nighttime. Carol is up preparing for bed.
Tomorrow she and her friend Ann drive to meet another friend for breakfast at
First Watch. Earlier you and Carol watched NBC News, "NCIS.LA" and
episode three of PBS's "Victoria". Carol made a quick goulash for
supper; quite tasty.
2207 hours. We did have
lunch at Smashburgers and I got the
Honda washed at Mike's Carwash. The rest of the week has better weather coming
according to the forecasters. We'll see. -- I skimmed over today's earlier
postings and am having trouble making a lot of sense out of it. I'm probably
tired and need some sleep. Sometimes when I re-read I wonder who wrote the
words. Even the context seems foreign. Eventually though, I come around and
move on ahead because a string of logic follows through, I just need to find
the string and focus. I do wonder how it might be in real life to die and find
consciousness continues. So much of being human demands a focus on
unconsciously survival first -- in our modern times, usually it is not even
considered, we don't have the time or inclination unless we find ourselves in
immediate danger. It is there though, the Boatman is always somewhere inside. I
cannot imagine why one -- the Rider or a Betweener -- would fear the Boatman?
What payment could be demanded of a Conscious Being not alive? (2220)
Payment is not the point, boy. The point is
"one of consciousness is answerable for one's actions one way or
another." - Amorella
2226 hours. Thanks,
Amorella. This point of view is understandable. One is always answerable to
one's better self.
That's one way. Post. - Amorella
