16 February 2017

Notes - the boys / having had thoughts


      You, Carol and Kim had a good breakfast and conversation this morning before returning to Mason. Later, lunch at Panera/Chipotle. Tonight you watched NBC News, "Bones" and "The This Old House Hour" with half a peanut butter sandwich for supper. Tomorrow you have lunch with Rich, Bill and Dave at the Indian restaurant on Rt. 42 near I-275. - Amorella

       2200 hours. It was good to see the boys last night and this morning before school. We are going up next Wednesday at their requests to see a ceremony where they both get big awards at their jujitsu class. We have taken them to their class once before and again last night. They do very well, no doubt with some background Taekwondo training with father Paul and Grandmaster Grandfather Paik. Owen and Brennan are agile, quick and focused for almost a 5, and 7 year old. In the next session of classes Owen will move up because he will be in a different age group. It is amazing how much both boys are maturing and listen in to the boys' conversations with each other is a delight. Last night we got to talk with Paul after they returned from a 'dinner' near the Marion General Hospital last night. (The boys were already in bed and asleep when they arrived home.)

       You decided tonight to 'hide' your latest 'political notices' from your Facebook page. - Amorella

       2217 hours. I don't know where they go but I hide stuff I put on from time to time. I probably should delete but I don't. I really don't hear anything more about my 'notices' and once seen for a couple of days it doesn't seem right to keep them on the page like I want to draw attention to myself. I feel very uncomfortable about being in a crowded party where I am supposed to know most everybody, and even worse when I don't know anybody at all. It is sometimes very uncomfortable putting on these posts, but I understand that it keeps me feeling more mentally healthy than being like in the old days when I didn't share my thoughts but with one or two very close friends.

       You share because I asked you to do so. Your unconscious has learned to keep a more even keel because you are forcing yourself to reason how the world as-you-see-it is. It also has helped you to better observe the human nature of others as well as yourself. - Amorella

       2231 hours. If I remember right you basically said that if I didn't share you wouldn't help me be a better writer, and it is a near necessity that I write my thoughts so that I know they existed, otherwise I forget, and it would not be good not to know for sure whether I had the thoughts or not.

       This is true also. Post - Amorella

       

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