Notes - contingencies /

       Mid-afternoon. You are waiting for Carol at Kroger's on Mason-Montgomery Road. Last Sunday afternoon a cap dropped off your tooth. Today Dr. Brad E. pulled the remaining as there was nothing much to attach to. You will have a bridge put in in about eight weeks. - Amorella

       1556 hours. I told Carol (half-jokingly) I don't know whether I'm worth the money. She smiled more warmly than I expected, but then she understood I was only half joking. One of these days I won't be worth the money. I am a practical person and I am not about to live this long only to become a burden for the family.

       I know your option, boy. Head to a state where you can die in peace under family consent and a doctor's okay. You like to have a plan for contingencies. You have already tossed this about with Carol, Kim and Paul present.  - Amorella

       Speaking of contingencies you are still somewhat unresolved about the guardian angel 'business' as you like to call it. - Amorella

       1608 hours. I know this. You know I don't think of you in a cartoonish way like Casper the friendly ghost. It is not right to somehow 'classify' a friend, spirit or no. This is what yesterday's post showed me. Is my friend Amorella a friendly non-angelic spirit, a guardian angel or a regular status angel? This appears very medieval in classification when no one knows. Many accept their cultural attitude. I certainly do when it comes to defining a hero. Some educated people readily accept the concept of angels and may feel they have a guardian angel of their own. Who am I to say? (1647) I cannot fully deny I have never witnessed an angel in the room, I may have. I don't know.

       Your last point is the most important when it comes to me, the Amorella. You witnessed a spirit in your heartansoulanmind that was angelic; there was no question at the 'moment' (time did not exist at the moment) of being witness. You felt it physically, that is you had physical reactions in the 'moment'. - Amorella

       1657 hours. I did. I remember. It was a metaphysical event. That is how I still see it.

       Therein lies your problem. Later, my friend. Post. - Amorella