Shortly after noon local time. Arthritic pain is easing a bit today you did your exercises, that's five times this week and you want to do them tomorrow also. Carol is queen of home economics today -- the books all check out and Andy wants to see your 2016 taxes among other things Monday morning. You are ever grateful Carol has done the home economics throughout your marriage. You have had no debts since the house was paid for the year she retired in 2003, and you had no other debts for at least a decade before that. Money saved before paying for new cars outright. What a good feeling. What is even better to the both of you is that Kim and Paul are following the same economic path. Sometime next year his medical school debt will be paid in full. - Amorella
1228 hours. Indeed, this is a wonderful feeling. Nothing makes me freer than having no debt.
You have a debt, boy, but it is spiritual not material. - Amorella
1230 hours. In here everyone pays the Boatman or the Piper, one or the other. Is this what you are referring to?
Partly. - Amorella
1239 hours. Who or what else do I owe?
Yourself. - Amorella
1240 hours. How can I be in debt to myself? Repenting for my sins, that sort of thing?
You are in debt to your soul; that is your heartanmind are in debt to your soul. - Amorella
1243 hours. I had not thought that. Since a soul (in here) needs a heartanmind, why is the soul not in debt to the heartanmind instead; or better yet, why not call the debt even-steven?
Look
up the word, debt, boy. - Amorella
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debt noun - something, typically money, that is owed or due: I paid off my debts | a way to reduce Third World debt.• the state of owing money: the firm is heavily in debt.• [usually in singular] a
feeling of gratitude for a service or favor: we owe them a debt of thanks.
PHRASES be in someone's debt owe gratitude to someone
for a service or favor.
ORIGIN Middle English dette: from Old French, based on Latin debitum ‘something owed,’ past participle of debere ‘owe.’ The spelling change in French and English was by association with
the Latin word.
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and edited from the Oxford/American
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1250 hours. I thought I thanked G-D for
a service or favor.
1253 hours. Specifically?
Name one. - Amorella
1255 hours. I don't know. I figured that a general 'thank you for a conscious life would do'. -- Okay, I have one hypothetically. (Don't make this complicated. It is an interesting 'surprise' lesson for the day.) I would first thank G-D for my having a soul (otherwise, what is the spiritual point of living?). -- I sense I am creating an angel protector here as I am spiritually close to discomfort. - rho
So, an angel is conjured up from the heartansoulanmind for an immediate protection from getting too close to G-D? - Amorella
1304 hours. That's what this 'existential-like' spiritual/intellectual experience suggests. - rho
Post. - Amorella
1306 hours. I have gained an understanding only.
What would otherwise be the point, boy? - Amorella
You ran errands and had a late lunch at Panera/Chipotle and a Graeter's stop down on Mason-Montgomery Road before one last errand at the largest Kroger's near Mason.
- Amorella
1618 hours. It is hot and muggy; hoping we have a storm to cool things off. On the debt -- maybe I owe my soul something more, but what could it be if it hypothetically has my heartanmind?
1624 hours. My greater lifetime focus is to get through this world being as honest as I can possible be in the 'moment'. This is almost always a totally background sort of ethical standard. I don't know if that's a continual debt as it appears always negotiable. I have the free will to be otherwise. This world is not built for absolutes so I cannot imagine my heartansoulanmind being otherwise. I'm probably missing something about spiritual debt I don't remember consciously thinking along these lines. Enough for now. I am not the brightest person on the block, particularly in terms of spiritual thinking.
Post. - Amorella
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