Notes - more spiral notebook pages and comments

       After your visit with Dr. B. you and Carol had 'brunch' at First Watch on Montgomery Road. Once home you took a nap. Shortly you will stop at McD's for Cokes and head to Rose Hill for reading and keyboarding. You have four phototexts and comments for today. This spiral notebooks exercises if bringing some memory back on how it was. After these I want to modify how it was in your heartansoulanmind when you felt you may be dealing with the Wrath of G-D. It is important in that this was an existential moment in your life whether it was a 'supernatural reality' or not. You felt that it most likely was. After all how could you know the Wrath of G-D in a room if you didn't know if there was also an Angel in the room with you. These matters/events came from the inner most of your spiritual world, not from outside. - Amorella

       1347 hours. Wow, Amorella. I know where it came from but even reading the above brings back that apprehensive memory of terror absolving into shear dread. I had no choice but to stand. I stood. Nothing like the scenes in The Exorcist and other similar films based on supposedly real events. It was as being confronted with an invisible force in a 'room' with no walls, ceiling or floor -- just you with no body, only heartansoulanmind.

       This is your primal spiritual memory coming back. - Amorella

       Mid-afternoon. You are at Rose Hill pretty much across from Cline to your left front of the car and Randall to your right front. Carol is reading the morning paper. - Amorella

       1510 hours. In the first note page, 5p of the day Romela says, "I am in your heart's imagination, not your brain's imagination'" and " I'm here ironically to keep your work realistic," and "My aliens are at home anywhere in the universe. Humans can grow to be like my aliens, that's what I think. What are my aliens like, I will tell you in advance. Second note page, 6.p: "My aliens use a different thought process. They think of themselves as [individual] leaves on a rootless tree . . . leaves blown free,"

5p

6p

       From this third note page below, 7,p, "The unconscious is not completely what theory has it to be and neither are you. Lots goes on in a multidimensional universe and things unseen affect many other things unseen. Imagination allows human beings to sense these things but interpretation is difficult even at the unconscious level. Your "visions" are like this. A [mental] flash of someone standing in a room. A flash of a point of view impossible for you to have in your outer dimensional self. This is not a mystical sense for you and you know it is not 'real' outside of imagination. Yet, I concur it does exist in your head. It is the invention of a new point of view."

7p

       You are home. Carol is talking to Amy next door. The cats are becoming restless for their evening meal. You feel better about how this posting is going. Post. - Amorella

       1609 hours. What I like about this is that I am writing down observations decades old. It is not science but the spiral notebooks are observations into my experimental writing issues of those days. The words help bring back how it was in an experimental spiritual twilight zone of my own making.