You are sitting in Performance Kings Honda
waiting on a relay replacement for the left turn signals. You thought a bulb was
out. The Accord is twelve years old and has not had any major problems and this
is not a serious one. Carol is home working in the yard. - Amorella
1021 hours. No complaints. I should have realized it was more than a
bulb because there was not even a faint click when I turned the signal on. My
brain has no functioning for philosophical thought this morning so I'll go to
email.
Later, dude. - Amorella
Not much email, huh. -
Amorella
1036 hours. Goggle would not let me on without two verifications from my
iPhone, then it still wanted a voice verification which it accepted but did not
officially acknowledge. This is a good thing no doubt, but I have checked in
from this Honda source before without a problem.
Communication conflicts is a good topic for
this morning. - Amorella
1041 hours. I don't see how the heartansoulanmind trilogy can have that
sort of conflict. Words aren't needed are they? I mean, I assume there is a
sort of 'thought' inner communication theoretically speaking.
For this blog's perspective let's say the
heartansoul has something similar to the use of the unconscious within the
Living but the conscious mind is not so free (trusting) to respond from its own
unconsciousness. - Amorella
1047 hours. I can understand this. In all these years of communication
with my own unconsciousness I had a problem of trust. The best early example of
this was with the 'string and washer' and getting at least subconscious
responses that were more than bothersome, especially those where I thought
(wrongly I assume -- maybe wishful thinking at the time) that there were good angels
and evil angels and I couldn't tell which was which except by intuition and the
intuition trigger, I realized later, stemmed from exaggerated fear from within
myself not evil per se. (1053)
You are troubled at the moment because deep
down you still do not know if evil as such exists and that if it does it can
appear as a personification, i.e. Lucifer/Satan. - Amorella
1056 hours. I recently read (in Quora I believe) that the name Lucifer
does not really mean the same thing as Satan, at least in some Christian
religions, but as I was culturally raised, I see them as synonyms. This poises
an interesting question -- some see Jesus as a personification of G-D, or it
appears that way to me. As such then they might see Satan as a personification
of evil. (1101)
You typed a capital E on evil then
immediately erased it, why? - Amorella
1103
hours. It was an immediate philosophical decision. I won't give evil its due,
that is, it is not worthy of a capital even if it does exist. Good, however, in
this sort of setting would be capitalized but in orndorff wit, I would begin
the sentence with good as I did here then I could drop the usual capital E as if
it were equal grammatically.
You were interrupted. Your car is ready.
Later, orndorff. - Amorella
Once home you ran errands
and had a very good lunch at Penn Station; the fries were many and excellent
for a shared medium, of course you shared a large grilled chicken with cheese
sandwich as well. Another errand and presently you are in the shade, facing west
at Deerfield Township's Rosehill Cemetery. The Whitacre mausoleum is about
fifty feet to your west by southwest -- the shade has shifted into autumn mode.
Carol brought a book but is reading a new AARP magazine instead. - Amorella
1451 hours. It has been awhile since we were here. Too much has been
going on, too much to think on in terms of building and moving. You had brought
up an old personal dilemma -- does evil really exist and if so is it
personifiable in real life other than observing such deeds happening, thus we give them a name because
most everyone can understand the meaning without a philosophical debate on the
subject. Human being are capable of all kinds of deeds and can develop all
kinds of motives for doing so, both before the event and after. I cannot
imagine similar creatures like ourselves, with similarly developed
heartsansoulsanminds not having similar concepts and thoughts on the subject. I
guess that's what I always liked about hearing an angelic mind speak on the
subject of good and evil from a purely spiritual (nonphysical) perspective.
(1503)
As you are on the subject, exactly how would
you communicate with said angelic mind?. - Amorella
1504 hours. After all these years of attempts by one means or another to
communicate with an angelic being, I have to admit I have no idea.
But you remember the event where you thought
an angelic being contacted you, let's call it a Close Encounter of a Fifth
Kind. - Amorella
1608 hours. I 'knew' this question was coming up. It was in the early-eighties
and I was taking one of my mostly evening walks on the streets surrounding 800 Majken Place in Mason where we lived at
the time. I was walking back towards Majken and I heard a voice in my head say,
"I am G---D. Who are you?" I had never remembered hearing that phraseology
before and was quite startled and somewhat disturbed by it. I wasn't sure
whether it was G-D or an Angel or pure imagination but the immediate lasting effect was not on the
introductory statement but on the following question, "Who are you?" I took the question apart in a reasonable fashion,
realizing that if it were G---D or an Angel (good or evil) the question was a
good one particularly at such an immediate deep level. Then, it dawned on me
that this might be such a personal question asked of one recently dead -- And,
who are you? First question has
nothing to do with good or evil per se, or "going up or going down"
-- just a very intimately basic question: "Who are you?" I
have been trying to answer that question ever since, usually by beginning with
the species of which I am but one individual. 'What/who is a human being?' I
mean, I figured, 'hey, I am not alone here, who are we as a species in terms of
an individual and as a member of a greater human community. So, that was the
beginning -- a possible though not so plausible Close Encounter of a Fifth
Kind. (1627)
You think you might be mixing up the
original memory with a later event, but for my intents and purposes this will
do, it is still honest and fresh enough in your immediate finger-tipped
presentation/communication. - Amorella
1629 hours. To me it is still a very simple open-line of communication,
whether it came directly from my imagination in the unconscious or from
Elsewhere. (1631)
Once you left the cemetery you drove to Graeter's
for kid's cups filled with a dip of wild cherry, chocolate chip ice cream. Then
you came home and began working on this dialogue once again. Now you are up to
date. - Post, Amorella
1634 hours. My description above is how I remember it from heart's
memory which is not completely factual, because as a human I am not a
completely factual being.
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