Mid-afternoon.
You had lunch at Panera/Chipotle and are presently enjoying the sunny afternoon
at the far north of Pine Hill Lakes Park watching the honeysuckle bursting
leaves on the hill as you face west. Carol has her book but is reading the
latest AARP magazine which arrived today. Kim sent a note a short while ago
that they are leaving about three tomorrow afternoon and have reservations
further south because they want to beat the plausible winter storm that begins
Friday night. The forecast was for an inch to a foot of snow. You will probably
head up to their place in the morning so as to see them off. Their destination
is on a beach somewhere to the short south of Sarasota. Carol just pointed out
the yellow flowering daffodils also shooting up on her side of the car. The
plan is to come home one day next week so she can finish work on her closet.
You will be coming home Good Friday afternoon/evening after Kim and Paul's
basement white quartz cabinet tops are put into place. In this short time Carol
has dropped off for a nap; so much for reading AARP or Patterson's Postcard
Killers. - Amorella
1554 hours. I have been thinking about the
natural silences that occur between close friends. When these events happen,
usually in happenstance and without conscious direction the person's 'presence'
is understood in almost the same way a friend's presence can be understood without
the elements of time and place. Such a 'presence' is a realization from
somewhere within the unconscious I suppose, like a nerve line running through
the autonomic processes or symbiotic-like processes of emotions - gut feelings,
if you will effecting a noticeable pause through the brain to the subtleties of
the mind. Yesterday, when writing, I focused on the relationship of myself with
my muse, who is, after all, primarily a friend first. Where is this sense, this
depth of 'together presentences,' stemming: heart or soul or mind? I would like
to develop this allegorically to the brain as I cannot think of another part of
the human biology I can hopefully relate it to in my head. (1612)
You appear to be grasping for connections
spiritual to have a materialistic bind. - Amorella
1613 hours. What is this but living within humanity?
Then, perhaps your need for inventing an
analogy on the companionship of 'silence' between friends 'the seemingly purposeful
silence' between the humanity within people and its connection to a natural
gateway to a system of a more natural form of governing cultures in the modern
world? - Amorella
1618 hours. I need to share this concept with
a friend or two.
You need to find an understanding friend or
two to share this concept with. - Amorella
1620 hours. You throw me into a lions'
den, Amorella. Should I create a thesis for explanation?
This if for your primary learning, boy.
It is not an experiment in the revolutionary world of politics. - Amorella
1623 hours. I think this or something like it
has been tried with the early Quakers.
Carol has begun reading an article in AARP
titled, "How to Give It Away" in the context of downsizing within the
family, consolidating family economics and/or giving material goods away; something
you are presently undertaking in real life. - Amorella
1631 hours. I should be doing this
personally, for myself also -- how should I give away the better aspects of my
mind to my remaining friends? (Such arrogance I must have to even consider such
a thing.)
You realize you may be a dime to a dollar
short. - Amorella
1718 hours. We are home. Kim, Paul and the
boys are leaving about noon tomorrow and are staying in Richmond, Kentucky
tomorrow night. We are leaving early afternoon for their place to avoid Friday
traffic in Columbus.
2328 hours. We are listening to Brian
Williams on "The 11th Hour".
You are not willing to express your thoughts
on today's political events in Washington. - Amorella
2336 hours. Yes, I am not. Why? That is worth
some deeper thought on my part.
Post. - Amorella
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